THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 33
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I closed the door to her room and rushed down. I paused my intention to ask about the photos.
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"For Sint" I said, when I saw Sintia sitting in her chair.
"For Brother, oh yes file that yesterday has not signed brother, but brother check first yes".
"Okay I've checked, eh sir Wahyu has not been?"
"Not yet brother, Sintia later confirmed again"
"Oh.okay"
I rushed to my room too.
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"Sister, Brother Vian sent a message asking to be opened" Sintia only raised her head when telling Vivian's message.
I grabbed my bag and took my phone,
[Bebz, there's an invitation from Mrs Sudrajat]
[Tomorrowing day, fertilization Paradise Resort]
I read a message from Vivian.
"Hello saiy, how come?" I called Vivian.
"Not really, how many days ago came her, I forgot, sorry"
"Iya senile acute"
Vivian laughed when she heard me.
"To the clinic first, departing from here ajha, I bought you a beautiful dress"
"Oh yes.tengkyu saiyangku, bring body doang yes, let the salon children who permak face I all hehehe"
My canda.
"Jins time converted" I laughed at Vivian's curse.
"Yes, come on in the morning!"
"Yes, bye"
Mrs Sudrajat there's no way we didn't come she's a VVIP member at the Clinic.
Ahh there must be mas Firman, kok so deg-deg an anyway. I threw away my thoughts about Firman, starting to return to the rows of numbers on my laptop screen, and Byan's design for the latest collection.
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Departing early in the morning as usual, Nini left provisions for Women, I make arrangements at the Clinic.
Tumben Vivian's car is already parked, just 8 o'clock past 15. I parked my car next to it.
I saw Vivian's room was nowhere, just her bag. I'm heading to Pantry, I'm asking Laras to make me some sweet tea.
I rushed into my room, slamming my ass into my chair. I'll just pull the bag to get the phone, my door's wide open.
"By bebz, I've brought her a dress"
He said while putting 2 dresses on the sofa.
"Not using your size, is it saiy? My god.
"Hahahha would?"
I'm dodging.
"Fear of drowning hahaha"
The hero appeared with a smile on his lips.
"For the Hero" said Vivian
"Beautiful Morning"
"Thank you"
"For the Doctor" I said
"For the Doctor" replied Wira.
"Cie. Cie, you're brave now" seduced Vivian.
"Nahh 'nglamak' kan saiy, hajar" said I
Vivian and Wira laughed.
"In the morning, where are you going?" tanya Wira saw the dress on the sofa.
"There is an invitation to the opening of the Resort"
Answer Vivian
"Oh Mrs Sudrajat, I got a dinner invitation too"
"Is that it?, oh same Lody as well?" Vivian asked, Wira nodded.
The hero looked at me, like something to say.
"What's? Don't have a pair of armpits, do you?" godaku
"And now couple and same Lody" I continued.
"Ahaiiy, sorry ya bebobz, Nabila same akyu can not be contested"
Vivian.
"It's the same night as me" whispered Wira in a clear voice, deliberately teasing Vivian.
"Can't, you're the same Lody, dah couple an steady it, Doctor Atika also night really"
"Bebz I ngajaknya Nabila, has not answered him" Wira did not want to lose.
"Ne ne ne... " Vivian is moving her index finger.
I just held back the laughter of seeing their behavior.
"It should be all night, I'm the same Nabila you as usual Lody"
"For both of us lunch bebobz"
"Heiy heiyy is already kayaking the candy ajha" I said.
"Dah ah, yuk bebs, I've asked Anita same Risa come in the morning, must have been waiting in the salon".
Vivian took back the clothes placed on the sofa earlier.
"Where are you going?" ask the hero to me
"You said you wanted to go to the salon" I replied.
I followed Vivian.
"Eh just forgot" I just remembered Nini's seat.
I also turned around, taking the provisions that Nini had prepared for her idol Doctor.
"Em, make my dear Doctor sir" my god
Smiling spirit
"Thank you, very attentive"
"From Nini" I explained, Wira dodged a teasing smile.
"Thank you yes"
I'm worried about the smile of the hero. Intentionally teasing.
"That's from Nini, Bambang" I said annoyed as it passed. He just laughed, so much his laughter.
I caught up with Vivian who seems to have entered the salon.
After a decent battle made the pain over time sit, very satisfied.
I look at Vivian.ah my best friend is indeed amazing he always looks perfect.
"Bebz" Vivian teased me with her duck face pose, still pretty.
Vivian's choice of clothes made me fit perfectly into my posture, and camouflaged my belly that was starting to look.
"Ris, take our picture" Vivian gave her phone to Risa. Various styles as usual, but mostly ridiculous than beautiful..
"Old wuih also yes it turns out" I said looking at the clock on Vivian's phone.
A clutch bag and footwear perfected our performance today. And I've always been inferior in height.
No, I'm not the short (pede) Vivian is too tall.
"Sstttt calm down, there is a bonus for you later" said Vivian before coming out, greeted by wide smiles Anita and Risa.
We went through the back door, because in front there were many customers.
We cross paths with Wira as she heads towards the parking lot, Vivian and I stop our steps.
"Wira" said Vivian, she must want to hear the praise from Wira.
"Perfect" praised Wira, greeted with a sweet smile .. flirtatious smile precisely by Vivian.
The girl looked at me unmoved.
"Haiy" Vivian patted Wira's arm.
"Liat Nabila up to the next" seduced Vivian.
I was wrong with my own behavior.
Hero whispered something to Vivian, my best friend chuckled. Then shake hands like a sign of agreement.
"What the hell is it?" I asked to see both.
The spirit is just smiling.
"First yes .. already awaited" said Wira, "Bebz don't forget my message" he continued. The doctor smiled sweetly at me
Then passed.
"What an?" I asked Vivian but she just nodded and laughed.
I put my lips together, Vivian chuckled.
"Saiy, do you know the location?" I asked, I personally don't really know the corner of this city. Vivian nodded, she focused on driving us out of town.
Quite the journey, arrived also.wow.resort is quite large looking from the outside, with a tranditional concept.
The car was directed towards a special parking invitation. Luxury cars parked. In the other corner appeared a row of congratulatory boards.
Why is my heart beating so fast. My feelings are bad.
"Bebz, why is that so tense?" Vivian noticed my condition apparently.
"Nothing saiy, unique yes the concept of the resort, from the outside it was looking good" I said. Vivian agreed, and we got out of the car.
In front of us were welcomed friendly officers who lined up, lay a red carpet in the driveway, returned guests were welcomed and filled the guest book, inside was quite crowded table arranged in such a way, so the table was, there is a fairly large pangung and food presentation set on the right and left side of the room.
Vivian pulled my hand, it seemed like she had already found an existence that had an event. God why my chest is getting bigger.
We approached and congratulated, Vivian said first.
"Congratulations Mom, good luck in the future" I said.
The woman hugged and kissed me.
"You're so pretty" she praised me.
"How are you" he asked again.
"When good ma'am" I replied sweetly.
"Bill.. " Ayu approached me who was still standing in front of her mother.
We hugged, and congratulated him.
"How are you?"
"Well Ay, you're kurusan huh?" I see he's not as plump as usual.
"Is it looking like?, make the preparations proposed". Pleased speech.
"Oh yeah, congratulations" I hugged her again.
Eits where Vivian, I turned her head turned out she met Mama Lody aunt Mila.
"I want stories of when you have time" Ayu asked me.
"I always have time, you're busy, right?!" My answer.
Ayu stopped her obrola, when she saw her brother coming, O Firman.
The mother who had been chatting with aunt Mila turned her eyes towards me.
I smiled at him, somehow getting stiff like this, probably because Mom and Ayu were watching me.
"Congratulations" I said, extending my hand.
"Thank you for coming" he said to my hand.
A woman appeared from behind Mas Firman seems to be mba Ajeng, although it looks pale and thin still looks beautiful.
But his gaze at me, sharp displeased.
I pulled it, but Firman purposely held it.
Oh my God, this guy, my cheeks are hot, my heart is not comfortable let alone looking at that woman's eyes. Ayu and I haven't taken their eyes off me.
"Mas" pangil Ayu, at her brother then pulled my hand.
I lowered my head for a while, and greeted Mba Ajeng who was now standing next to Mas Firman.
"Congratulations mba" I said, My God, she doesn't look at me, she doesn't heed my hand.
I just smiled wryly, as Firman seemed to be grabbing my hand but Ayu grabbed my hand first and pulled me slightly away.
"Bil, are you okay" she asked me.
I took my breath in. Why is it like this too.
"It's okay Ay" I replied trying to smile.
Vivian came up to me, looking at me with a face full of question marks.
The show was about to start, all the Sudrajat family headed to the pangung, other guests began to occupy the tables in the room, while Firman looked at me I nodded my head a little, as a sign I was fine. He also followed his family's steps towards pangung.
Vivian pulled me to the table, already had Mama Lody and a friend of hers.
"Why you?"
Vivian's whisper in my ear, I nodded.
"No way" he whispered, curious.
I looked at him and then nodded.
"Later" I replied slowly.
My view forward, towards the pangung, there is a welcome from Mr. Sudrajat.
The event continues by showing the company profile and appearance of the resort and the facilities in it on the big screen which is on the side of the pangung.
I felt the vibration from the little bag I was holding. I took my phone, read the incoming messages.
[Bil, I'm sorry]
The Word that sent me the message, I brought it to my hands, he was no longer in front.
[You are beautiful once today 😘]
Further again. I went back to looking for her figure.
[Let me yes, hhmm try to close your eyes 30 seconds]
My eyes are still looking around.
[Eye guards first]
I don't know why I did it, I closed my eyes.
I opened my eyes when my phone shook.
[PIC] Photo by Firman
[Basic]my reply is upset
Voice mail in
{You added ngegegemesin know not anyway? If again it is hahaha}
Ihh. why am I still in need. I'll put my phone back in.
Back feels shaky. I'll let.
Vivian turned towards me her eyebrows were raised, I was back to flinch, now her eyes are narrowing.
"Later" I replied slowly.
"You're fine" he continued slowly.
"Not so" I replied.
I saw that there were already many guests standing, starting to walk to the side of the room where the dishes were.
Mama Lody invited us, we let them know first, Vivian has a great curiosity and many questions about what happened.
Her chin lifted, after Mama Lody and her friend left the table.
"Not here also saiy, it will be right in the clinic" I replied.
"Corn bebz, old her, now ja"
"The story is long, rather than curious about the story a quarter of the way right"
My answer.
Vivian gave up on iklas
"Yes, I said yes" I'm sure to look at her smile.
"Bil, ayoh at Cobain first the dish"
I was a little surprised that Mother Firman was beside me, she came to my desk.
My feelings were suddenly bad, especially with the message from the Word just now, may the man's madness not be repeated.
"Yes ma'am" I said as I got up from my seat.
"Shortly, mom stay first" she said as she patted my shoulder slowly. He walked towards a group of women his age. Mungin is a socialite woman who looks at her appearance.
"Superfine, use disamperin loh" said Vivian astonished.
Just as we were about to leave, a young man delivered a message for me.
He asked me to follow him. Must be Firman.
"What else is it?" ask Vivian.
"Bebz really I can die curious" he continued.
"Saiy beware, I'm just staying away" I asked.
The message I'm asked to follow, or he'll take me from the loudspeaker. The first choice I had to choose.
I followed the young man out of the party room, he took me to a large room, and let me in.
As I thought, Firman was waiting for me there. I don't like the taste mixed in my chest, it makes me uncomfortable.
"What else is it?" I asked with a lethargic face, honestly I was scared myself with the recklessness that Armand's father often did.
"Just ask, don't go see me" he said approaching me.
I fell silent, somehow I got cold hot.
" Bil, you are very beautiful today, so you continue to see you" he said.
"Mas, outside are also many more beautiful guests, why not just look at them".
Outside of the scattered beautiful women there, Vivian classmate even more what I am than them.
"I want it to be just you" his eyes glared at me, our eyes clashed, something smoldering there.
My head immediately felt spinning.
"As we've talked about this before" I said, I calmed myself down which was starting to get messed up.
"Yes and I have thought again, I will not have another chance later, therefore, I decided to give one more opportunity to fight for my love now".
I felt like I was standing without power, I could only listen to him.
"I choose you, I want you, I will divorce Ajeng we will be together" said Mas Firman to me.
I limp down instantly, I look for a grip, I hold the man's hand to help me stand up.
Mas Firman realized my situation, he grabbed me and took me to the chair.
"Why you?" Looked worried
I was shaking my body cold hot. I'm not ready for all this.
"Mas, if you can't" I said, I was confused, my challenge at that time became a boomerang for myself.
"Bil, we waited more than 10 years for this day" said Mas Firman. I know but I'm really not ready, my mind.
"Aren't we in love with each other?" Ask.
"Do you still love your soul?" Further.
"He doesn't deserve you Bil, he who has left you with his conscious, nor am I without your fault, but I will make myself worthy of your love again"
"This is crazy, it can't be like that" I said.
"Yes I'm crazy, once I'm so crazy about you, I can never forget you, this love has never gone away until now and is getting bigger, you know what it feels like, sick and tormented, this love has never gone away, trying to be happy when you're with another, to give up my race, but when you're alone again I won't miss that opportunity"
Firman looked at me fixedly, assuring my heart of his feelings for me. I believe it but not doubt it, but myself.
"Mas I'm pregnant" I told her.
The eyes of the Word narrowed to hear my words again. I admire.
"Yes I'm pregnant with Rangga's child" I said.
"You pregnant? and he left you?"
"He doesn't know yet"
"You didn't tell him?".
"I tried to reach him, he didn't answer me"
"Yes, it doesn't matter anymore, right, he who doesn't want to know, what you still expect from him".
"I'm sorry Bil, I'm selfish yes, but this love that makes me selfish" he continued.
"I'm here, and it's not a problem for me" he said, looking up at my stomach.
"Mas not like this, we think carefully, we also think about the feelings of people around us".
"Bil, we're going to have this relationship, not anyone else".
I was confused to give her explanation, if all is not that easy.
"Mas knows, right? I can't marry a pregnant woman and I'm pregnant".
"I'll wait until you give birth" she said.
" How did the family respond?, did they think of their response". I asked her, so she could rethink this crazy decision.
"They also want you, the problem of you getting pregnant is not difficult for me to convince them" said Mas Firman.
It's like I didn't get any way. All just crushed by this crazy guy.
"If you ask for time" that's all I say.
"Mas always waiting"
"And please don't do anything, if you please".
I'm afraid of his intentions that are sometimes beyond prediction.
"Like I proposed to your parents?, Mom and Dad are ready to apologize to your family".
Let him think far from my guess.
"My parents, my family does not know my problem with Rangga, so please give it time to solve the problem if, and do not do anything" I told him.
"Don't know?" Ask her, I'm snuggling.
"I will be patient for your comfort"
Her speech.
I felt my phone vibrate from earlier, Vivian must have called me.
[Bebz, where are you? Long time]
[Becker.].
Vivian's message and post were unanswered.
[Yes in a minute, wait for saiy]
My reply.
"Mas, Vivian is waiting for me" I said.
Mas Firman was snuggling.
We stood and walked to the door, and the Word opened the door for me. And we walked back to the venue.
What I feel I can't describe, I feel like a dream and I want to wake up soon, because it makes me cramped. But this isn't a dream.
I'm looking for Vivian, it's not hard to find her, but Firman pulled me, took me to her parents. I don't see any of them.
"Bil "Ayu smiled at me.
"Sir" I said to Sudrajat, the man smiled and spread his hand.
I was surprised that he hugged me. My head is really getting sick.
"I'm sorry, Dad" he said later. I nodded slowly and forced a smile.
Mas Firman looked at me, as if convincing what was said just now had got the blessing of his family.
Seriate.
(Let's twist together, author his stomach to heartburn).
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