That's so dirty of me

Fun

"Zahra, what are you doing here?" Someone's voice suddenly distracts Zahra.

"Alone again. Where are you going? fighting again yah?". The man smiled warmly, showing his friendly side as he walked up to Zahra who was sitting while enjoying the view of the school garden.

"Eh, brother Revan. What's this about, brother?" Zahra asked in surprise, because according to her experience Revan is not a person who likes to spend his time to walk around obscurely in school.

"Oh my goodness, Zahra, instead of answering you, he turned back. Answer the question brother." Revan laughed lightly, then with his familiar attitude he was already sitting sweetly beside Zahra. Enjoy the view of the school garden that may be ordinary, but there is a sense of peaceful tranquility there.

"Oh yes, I'm looking for some fresh air. I'm in the cafeteria again. Regular, gas fill." Zahra was honest. He and his friends did have a walk together when out of class. But on the way to the cafeteria, Zahra decided to go to the back garden of the school, she had offered her friends to join her. But his friends refused because they had to finish the stomach first. That's why Zahra is here alone.

"Kalo lo kak, what is it here? want some air too?" Zahra asked as long as she guessed her answer. Because he knows Revan is not the type of person who likes to play around here.

"Yes air is sought, Ra, not every second we breathe air so there is no need to look for. I know you're here to find peace." Revan answered while giving his warm laugh. Making Zahra beside him smile thinly, he felt uncomfortable with Revan's real answer was the truth.

"Kalo sister anyway, again males to the canteen only. That's why I took a walk around the school garden. Uh, know her sister met you. Mate kali." He said while smiling.

"There is no particular reason, just to meet and be closer to you, Ra. In this way, everyone will think that we are worth a match. Then, no one else will approach without my permission." Inner Revan is honestly greedy.

Hearing her, Zahra could only faintly smile. He does not know that what Revan says is the truth or not, but clearly, he knows that Revan is not that good. He could feel a sense of reluctance in him wanting not to get close to Revan.

Crocodile oh crocodile. Inner Zahra does not like.

Speaking of Revan, he is one of Zahra's upperclassmen who takes a heart out to Zahra. There is no specific reason other than Zahra's physical unquestionability. He was only a fraction of the men who were challenged by Zahra's life who were hard to submit to those who tried to be close to him.

Zahra is famous for his reckless and unwilling attitude, even the news of Zahra who likes to go out at night is no longer a common secret here. But this is the point of interest for those who put their hearts on Zahra. Because Zahra was being bad and reckless, but so far they have never seen that it is really as bad as it sounds. They never saw Zahra smoking, drinking or having sex. They never saw any of the things that Zahra should have been used to.

In fact, they had thought that what was seen on Zahra outside could have been just a mask for an outdoor show.

"Eh,Rb. Can not say the same brother do not use 'lo-gue'. The effect is so rich it is so stiff, Ra. Can't we just use 'me-you."

"Hhm, how well, because I'm used to using 'lo-gue' to anyone. What if I talk to my best friend, it happens too. And I don't usually pack 'me-you' either'. In fact, in my opinion, talking about 'me-you' pack it seems stiff." This is not entirely an honest answer. Zahra only realized that not everyone deserved the warmth, even those who were around her every day were treated the same by Zahra.

"Eat him in biasain dong, Ra. It's good that we're talking about it." Revan still does not want to give up, he still insists on making Zahra obey what her will is. This is one way for Zahra to fall into his hands.

"Hhm, okay I-eh I mean, I'll try brother." Zahra replied annoyedly, she was forced to obey Revan's will because otherwise, Revan would definitely continue to pursue her to do small things like this.

"This is a crocodile really makes a person. Sigh, gotta be patient with this guy." Inner Zahra was upset, she just did not think that men could also behave badly like this.

Meanwhile behind them, there was a girl who had been watching their chat. The girl was already furious with the sight that was in front of her. The leaves of the puri plant that had been used as a hiding place were also affected. The girl had***dyed the leaves of the plant until it was crushed in her hand.

"Awas lo Zahra! I won't let go of'in loe this time. You flirtatious chick, you're usually a flirtatious boyfriend." The woman growled dislike, a glint of hate and envy already filled her eyes. Yes, the game will probably really start after today. I don't know, who knows.

Crates

Crates

Crates

"Eh, come in, brother. If it was me-"

"I mean, I got into class first yeah." Pamit Zahra walked away without waiting for a response from Revan.

Looking at him, Revan just shook his head lightly.

"This is what I like about you Zahra." He said while smiling.

***

Zahra breathed heavily. He was still gathering the rest of his body energy. After school, Zahra chose to go home. Zahra did not do the usual activities she did with her best friend after returning home from school for this time. Yes, Zahra does not want to go shopping or just walk in the mall. He said today was very boring. In addition, Zahra lately sometimes think of the man she had hit last time. Zahra thought, if the man is her new teacher at school. But why did he never see the man there?

"Ah, squeaks. I thought about that guy anyway? ." Zahra muttered in annoyance.

"You look at him he's handsome. Quite interesting" Suddenly Zahra fell silent. Think about the man she met at school a while ago.

Until finally the thin lips of Zahra showed a thin smile, if you look carefully the smile on the thin lips Zahra is not a smile marker of happiness. He was impressed with what he was thinking right now.

"Well, it's interesting enough to take his place, ah, if you can. " Murmuring in doubt, he did not know if his heart would currently be willing to side with him. I don't know, nobody knows what Zahra's thinking. Only the master, the scenario expert knows best.

Zahra shrugged her shoulders, then she moved from her position and immediately opened her school uniform. He immediately cleaned his body in the bathroom. Let go of all the tiredness, anger and all his problems including the sweat that soaked his body for 6 hours due to activity under the splash of cold water. Eliminate all the fatigue in his head and the complexity of his life during this time.

Zahra had thought, if his family were this watery. Its nature calms and soothes the soul. Perhaps, he could get through his hard days easily. But unfortunately, his family is far from friendly to him. Even his family is tougher than Zahra's life.

After finishing the bath, Zahra also used a nightwear with a picture of her teddy bear. Red is the color that dominates her clothes.

Glimpsed her wall clock is displayed sweetly on the wall of her room. It's showing at 19:33.

"Kok I didn't realize this was too bad. Hem, I'm preoccupied with a shower maybe. " His words answered his own confusion.

Suddenly Zahra's phone vibrated, indicating a message was coming in. Zahra took her phone and opened the message.

From: Fia

Zahra, yok clubing. At home there is no one.

"Clubing well" murmured Zahra thought.

"Hm, ok too. Umi and abi went to uncle's school. Meanwhile, Razi and Annisa again take care of the committee for the bazaar tomorrow." Suddenly Zahra's smile instantly expanded.

"Great, I'm free tonight. Come along, I'm a human too. Need some entertainment, too." Fiddling with her phone, Zahra wrote a short message in reply of Fia's prior solicitation message.

To:Fia

I follow. But my car was taken with my parents. While my bike is also used again with Razi and sister Annisa. So, you pick me up yeah. I wait.

His finger moved to press the sentence, send.

While waiting for a reply from Fia, Zahra took the time to change her clothes with a sea blue sweater and with sepaha jeans. Even his thick black hair he took off and let it wiggle. Thought his cell phone. There was no reply from Fia.

"Tu kid doesn't want to make me club." Zahra muttered in annoyance that she still had no news from Fia anymore.

Suddenly there was the sound of a motor horn from outside his house. Zahra rushes out of her house to see who the owner of the motorbike is.

"Zahra, et dah lo long time anyway dandannya. I'm rich mak-mak's gone." The protest of the Goddess who was now sitting sweetly behind Fia.

"What's? you said I'm mak-mak?.  Muke crazy lo, cute girl rich incest gini you kira mom-emak! not only your brain is sliding well, but like your eyes are also sliding deh." Upset Zahra for not accepting the word mother.

"Hahaha.omelan you're rich mother-mak, Ra, salute me." Ejek Fia makes Zahra even more upset.

"So go no." Emotion Zahra.

"So, dong mak. Yok." Invite the Goddess of Spirit.

"Emak-emang I'm your mother what?. Hadeh, kesel me long. "

Zahra threw out her heavy breath, trying to eliminate her irritability that had gnawed. Not finished his sense of regret due to the ridicule of Fia and Goddess, suddenly Zahra's eyes re-lit. As you can see, Zahra's percentage of annoyance grew after seeing what Fia and Dewi now ride to her house.

"We ride this bike? " Zahra asked innocently and sekalem perhaps, suppressing his aggravation.

"That's, Ra. We ride the bike, yes, ride the car. In front of you there's a motorcycle not a car." Fia replied casually still not aware of Zahra's facial changes.

"Well, bego it's a motorcycle. Kindergarten also know if this is a motorbike. " Zahra started to get upset, unable to suppress his sense of resentment anymore.

"Lha, you just ask us to ride this bike what is not. How the hell is that." This time Fia voiced her irritation. Fia thinks that in this position he is the one on the right side and Zahra is on the wrong side?

"Yes, but I mean we're three bells? " Zahra is beginning to run out of his patience.

"Yes. " Answer the Goddess lightly, flat face.

"Oh, okay. " Reply Zahra is no less flat.

"Yes, the hunt has gone up and your parents are going home again. " Disconnect Fia directly in Iyakan Zahra and Dewi.

***

"Haha. " An

the man shouted while pointing towards Fia. Fia's smile instantly disappeared.

"The guy knows if we come here with three bells?" Fia asked confusedly. In this age people who ride motorcycles beyond the kafasitas rules will get the nickname 'cabe'. This nickname is synonymous with people who like to do know teenagers. Whether it is big or small, adults or children, this call will still apply to them even if they are not.

"Emang why?" Ask the confused Goddess.

"So that guy pointed at us saying chilli." Answer plain fia.

"......" The goddess was silent.

"Et by now, it's not us that's the guy, but lo doang Fia!. Lo at home abis eat what the hell..?" Zahra asked curiously as she pressed on the expression to keep her calm.

"Gue at home was eating chicken balado, very good you know, Ra. Why, you want to too?." Fia replied with a proud smile.

"Chicken balado?." Zahra asked unsure.

Fia nodded slowly as her answer.

"Good, I'm not interested." Zahra replied not interested.

"Trus, why are you nanya.."

Zahra rolled her eyes irritated. In his heart he spoke; This is the Son who is not sensitive well. Feelings, if the affairs of appearance He is the first most sensitive.

"That's in your teeth there's chili." Answer Zahra casually.

"......" Goddesses.

"....." Fia.

A few seconds later Zahra and Dewi closed their ears in annoyance.

"What, chili? " Fia screamed hysterically as she grabbed the mirror from inside her bag.

"Kok you didn't say from earlier anyway? my image is gone, Ra!" Fia protested as she looked at herself in front of the mirror.

"Lo is not it."

"Yes, if my mind goes there, Ra, you'll just say 'Fia, in your teeth there's chili.' That's cake, so I'm not ashamed." Fia protested while cleaning her teeth with tissue.

"Lo is a bia-"

"Udah napa anyway. With relaxed intentions, right? if the intention is let's go in, if we don't go home. Shame to see people continue." Lerai Dewi was snobbed after completely getting tired of hearing their obscure talk.

"So dong" said Zahra and Fia compact.

"Well, let's go in." Take the Goddess as she walks ahead of them.

The boisterous voices of the club residents were very audible. Moreover, the aroma of liquor is very smelled in the sense of smell of Zahra.

"Drink Neng." Bargain a man in a servant's uniform.

"No, thank you." Resist the subtle Zahra.

Despite his notorious reckless behavior, Zahra never allowed himself to fall into this barrage of violent behavior. Strange indeed, he only entered the club but did nothing in it other than monitoring his two best friends here.

"You know what, I'm so happy tonight." Said Fia girang while putting a glass containing orange juice on the table.

"Happy why? or because you said chili yah same guy earlier." The Goddess said. Sontak Fia immediately rewarded Dewi with a smooth shake to the top of her head.

"Fia, uh. " The Goddess of protest does not like.

"Shit, how delicious. I'm still sane time, yes there is a guy pointing chili in my teeth, I'm even grinning. There are I'm ashamed of times." Fia was exasperated, she was still traumatized by the experience she had tonight. Be a reminder that he will be careful again in his future.

"Trus, what makes you happy?." Zahra started to raise her voice.

"Gue happy because.. "

"Because-"

"Yes, you're happy because what is Fia?." This time the Goddess was impatient.

"Gue was shot at Alfi, you know." Hysterical Fia made the Goddess directly stare at her in disbelief.

"Seriously, Fi?" The goddess asked unsure.

Fia nodded slowly as an agreement.

"Can you, instead of Alfi going out with Yola?"

"Yes could. What the hell didn't make Fia." Fia said proudly.

"But the Yola was accompanied?." This time Zahra was curious.

"Diputusin, for my sake." Answer Fia lightly.

"Well, you're cool, Fi. Pj dong -." The goddess began to shake.

"OK."

"Yes." Yeah."

"But you're sure that Yola and his group won't run into trouble for you, Fi?" Raut Zahra was worried. Zahra knew very well how bad Yola and her group were at school, something this complex would definitely not let go of her.

"Gue doesn't know Ra, but hopefully not." Please Fia while plucking snacks into her mouth.

"Yes, mending us this rare night to make us happy-happy." Saying Goddess.

Although reluctant, Zahra still nodded her head lightly in agreement.

***

"Where are you going, Ra? how come we just got home?" Flat Abi.

Zahra was startled and immediately turned her body in search of the source of the voice. Once he found the direction of the sound source, Zahra's eyes immediately puffed in surprise. There, abi stood with an extremely frightening aura. It would be a lie if Zahra did not feel fear for her abyss aura.

"Javab Zahra! where have you gone!" Bentak Abi growled.

"Zah-ra.abis to a friend's house, bi." Answer Zahra.

Abinya's facial expression now became increasingly red and seemed to hold back anger.

"Lied, abi know you lied to Zahra!," stared at Zahra with an angry look.

"With open clothes like this, you don't think Abi knows where you are going?." Abi said annoyedly.

Now her Abi expression no longer showed anger. But now it has turned into a sad. Pity look. Yeah, Zahra hates that look. A look that showed compassion to him. It's not this look that he wants. He would rather his abi scold him than give that look.

"Sorry, bi. Zahra sleep first." Zahra's words passed from before her ashes. As he climbed the stairs, he felt his cheeks heating up. Zahra felt her tears would spill. However, he tried to hold on with all his might.

"Don't be weak Zahra, strong Zahra, strong." Zahra encouraged herself.

Arriving in the room, she immediately let go of her cries. All the claustrophobic he felt, Zahra let out tonight. The pain, the pain that Zahra felt tonight made her chest overflow.

Locking the door, Zahra immediately laid herself on her bed. Drowning his face in the blankets and the cold of the night, he spilled his pain in his bicycle of the night.

***