That's so dirty of me

There's a sweet look there

Zahra awoke from her sleep just as the dawn of the morning dawn. Not because he heard the azan or because he wanted to wake up early Zahra woke up, but because Zahra felt pain and mules in his lower abdomen. Zahra grimaced with the pain and without realizing it she cried as much as she could because her stomach ache became worse. Unable to bear it, Zahra enters the bathroom and after checking what happened Zahra finally realizes that this is the end of the month. Where Zahra will be the arrival of monthly guests who always managed to make Zahra lying on the bed and lazy to get out of the house. Let alone out of the house, out of his room Zahra was very lazy. Unless there is an urgent need such as, want to take drinking water or take fruit food.

After finding out that her stomach ache was due to the effects of menstruation, Zahra finally rushed out of the bathroom and checked into her closet if she still had a stash of pads.

"No, anyway?" Zahra asked while enduring the pain in her stomach.

Ransacking his closet in disarray, "Where?" Zahra asked as she tried to endure the complaints of the pain getting wrapped around her stomach.

Half an hour later Zahra still could not find the stock of pads that he kept last time. Unable to endure the pain, Zahra slumped to the floor, sitting weakly on the floor of her room with her hands holding helplessly her aching stomach.

Zahra wanted to try to stand up to go out and buy a sanitary pad, but Zahra's stomach ache became so severe that it left Zahra helpless in addition to enduring the pain in the cold of the floor while crying as she pleased, however, suddenly the door to Zahra's room sounded someone knocking on her.

Geck...

Geck...

Geck...

"Zahra..?" Call Razi slowly.

Deg

Focusing on her hearing, she was convinced that the one who had the voice just a moment ago was Razi, her dear brother.

"Sir Razi.tolongin Zahra.. " Zahra asked weakly for help, hoping that Razi could hear it even though he himself was unsure.

Cold sweat flooded Zahra's weak body due to the stomach ache she felt so sore.

"Sister.." Call Zahra again.

Hearing Zahra's weak voice that sounded like it was running out of steam, Razi who was standing in front of Zahra's room couldn't help but feel worried. He did hear Zahra's voice asking for help, but he doubted whether it was real or not because Zahra's voice when asking for help was very small. However, after hearing Zahra call him a second time, Razi finally believes that Zahra is in trouble.

Closing his eyes, Razi tried to steady his resolve. Touching the door knock Razi opened the door with a basmallah, "Bismillah-"

"Assstagapplause.. " Razi was surprised to find Zahra who was now staring at him. His face was pale and alarming enough to look at.

Pulling Zahra into his arms, "Sir, what are you doing, deck?. " Tell softly and try to suppress her panic.

Touching Zahra's cold sweaty forehead, Razi's trembling hands were unable to hide his nervousness.

Seeing her, Zahra was unable to hide her gel taste. He grabbed Razi's hand which was rubbing his forehead nervously, holding it tightly Zahra did not want to let go.

Razi's brother, Zahra kangen. Zahra saturates the longing while getting closer to Razi's warm embrace. Enjoying a hug that he has not felt for 10 years. The warm feeling that makes him willing to do this sad life, yes, Zahra longs for this figure has been 10 years since then.

Smiling happily, Zahra breathed in Razi's fragrance as strongly and as much as she could, not wanting to waste the opportunity, "Zahra is okay, brother, Zahra is fine."

As long as it's in your arms, no matter how much pain I'll bear. It's nothing compared to the pain I've been through these 10 years.

Razi felt a stifling pain in his chest, knowing that Zahra must have felt a very painful pain but he tried to hide it. There was no need to ask anymore because the facts that were in front were already answering.

Razi was irritated, "Bak can't you fool that easily, you pale as well broke out in a cold sweat. Tell me which part of you is okay?"

Zahra growled happily, holding back the emotions that were stirring in her heart. It had been a long time since he had received this warm attention, "Sister, this is no big deal because what Zahra feels today is just a woman's business in general. " Zahra answered timidly.

Razi frowned, not understanding what Zahra was saying.

"You mean? "

Zahra smiled stiffly, both of her cheeks giving rise to a sweet pink tinge. "Zahra is menstruating and today is the first day. " Zahra replied in a deliberately understated voice.

At first Razi did not react with what Zahra said, but a few seconds later Razi's expression was very strange.

Realized, Razi immediately carried Zahra's weak body without going into Zahra's bathroom without saying a word. Getting this warm treatment Zahra couldn't help but feel surprised even she could feel her cheeks warm up.

Entering the bathroom, Razi sat Zahra on the toilet carefully.

"Wait for brother to come back. " The message ran out without waiting for Zahra's reply. Seeing Razi coming out, Zahra could not cover up the feeling of loss as well as her sweet warmth.

A few minutes later Razi came back and brought a parcel and gave it to Zahra.

"This is the titpan of umi, was out this buyin to you. "

"After you're done, you can call brother." Razi's message while closing Zahra's bathroom door quickly.

After closing the door to Zahra's room, Razi let out a sigh of relief while gently rubbing his chest area. Sitting on Zahra's bed, he grabbed the black plastic bag package he bought a while ago while out of town. He deliberately bought all this for Zahra because he knew that when Zahra came his guest it would be very painful for Zahra.

"KIRANTI?," stared at the bottle in front of her.

"Is the brand weird, like a girl's name?" Razi chuckles amusedly while putting the bottle back to its place.

"Sister, Razi.. Zahra is done. " Zahra is slowly moving from the bathroom.

Hearing Zahra's call, Razi immediately opened the bathroom door and immediately found Zahra who was fresher and more beautiful even though she looked a bit pale.

Without saying anything, Razi immediately brought Zahra's body into his sling while carrying Zahra out of the bathroom.

After exiting, Razi immediately placed Zahra's body on his bed while taking a black plastic bag containing bottles of herbal medicine that Razi deliberately prepared for Zahra.

"What's this, brother?" Zahra asked curiously as she opened the package.

"Huh?" Shocked Zahra.

"It's all from umi, the pads are also from umi" Razi told a lie.

"I mean, brother?" Zahra asked again, not understanding what Razi was talking about.

"I mean that brother is actually umi who wants to bring these items to you, but because umi is having business so umi tell brother to print this item to you." Clearly Razi passed from before Zahra.

"Udah, yes, assalamualaikum.." Pamit Razi closed the door to Zahra's room.

Seeing Razi's rapid departure, Zahra could only smile faintly. Thinking that if all that is given today is umi, then he is too big of a heart to assume Razi still has a warm side to him.

Lay the bag weakly, though, Zahra put a blanket over her ankle and tried to go back to sleep for a few minutes so that the pain in her stomach was reduced but Zahra still could not sleep because she was still thinking with Razi who acted softly today.

"That's not Razi's usual brother.." Zahra muttered to herself.

Razi who yesterday was not as gentle and warm as this, this was Razi 10 years ago. Yes, his handsome prince is missing.

Zahra moved to change his sleeping position into a prone position to eliminate the pain in his stomach. Zahra was reminded by giving Razi a few minutes ago, until finally Zahra decided to reach for a crackle bag containing bottles of painkillers at the time of obstruction.

"Well, why must Razi deliver all this to me, why not Annisa?" muttered Zahra.

"And also these pads right" said Zahra while holding the package of natural pads.

"Didn't Razi just come back from out of town a few days ago?. While if I'm in town it's famous for its natural sanitary pads that are very healthy and soft?" Zahra murmured while turning her body upward while covering her mouth with both of her hands.

"Did Razi deliberately buy me these pads, right?. Then why does Razi have to reason with the name umi?"

"Why? "

"why do I think that thing makes me confused, what is this?. Why do I feel like my brother is actually hiding something from me ?"

Zahra felt his chest weakly while tightly holding the wrapper tightly.

"Why is this chest getting tight, why brother?. Why is this chest so tight to see you acting like this?." Zahra asked puzzledly, she had always hoped for something about Razi but it also dawned on her that this was different 10 years ago.

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"Eh, you're a bedua." Call a girl in her power-ass style.

The two girls turned to the source of the voice.

"Yola?" Said one of the girls called Yola.

"Ck, how do you call us in the school area, if you see Zahra or Fia how?. I can make a plan that I have arranged neatly." Kesal Andrini's.

"Udah, you just calm down, I guarantee it will not all happen anyway." Yola answered indifferently.

Frowning confused, "Why..?" Latifa asked while shaking her waist.

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