That's so dirty of me

There's A Weird One

In one third of the night, the girl busied herself by crying and complaining to God. The girl seemed to question the effort she had done so far had no results. In a crowded state the girl hugged her Qur'an very tightly.

"O Allah, do you have to give up?, do you have to stop?" the girl asked in a desperate voice.

A long, warm patch of muknah protects the girl's body from the cold of the night. She also looked beautiful and graceful even though she was currently crying.

"Stop?, are you not sure of God until you want to stop all the great sacrifices we have made?" Ask a girl behind him for not accepting the girl's statement.

The girl was shocked and immediately turned her body to face the girl who had greeted her earlier.

"Fia, since when are you here?" The girl was surprised by Fia's sudden presence and was now behind her.

Well, the girl who was behind and said that girl was Fia.

Zahra's Friend.

"That question is not important!" Fia said with anger.

Fia approached her sitting position with the girl. The coldness of the night did not make Fia weak because she was currently using the same long muknah motive as the girl in front.

Fia looked at the girl in front of her gently and as if begging to keep those thoughts away from the girl's heart.

"Has our sacrifice been meaningless, replied Fira, has our sacrifice been meaningless?" Fia asked softly to the girl named Fira.

That girl is Fira. The girl who always tried to be close and befriend Zahra but always could not because Zahra is very difficult to approach.

"I don't know, Fia." Fira was confused.

Fia shook her head.

"We let go of our hijap, dressed mini without the knowledge of the family in the cottage is that not a sacrifice?" Ask Fia to be clear.

Fira looked at Fia's eyes weakly and shook her head slowly.

"That's a big sacrifice, Fi." Fira Obviously.

Hearing Fira's reply, Fia smiled as she grabbed her hand.

"Would we be willing to give up all these great sacrifices without getting any results?" Tanya Fia fishing.

Fira looked back at Fia and shook her head quickly at the sign of unwillingness.

Fia smiled in satisfaction and tightened her hand to Fira.

"Latahzan, God is with us. Rest assured my beautiful brother, God does not sleep and will never sleep. He'll always be with us." Terang Fia tried to encourage Fira.

Fira smiled and covered her face with her hands in embarrassment at Fia's explanation.

"What's wrong with you, Fir?" Fia asked curiously while trying to open Fira's hand from Fira's face until it finally opened.

"I'm ashamed, Fi." Fira replied doubtfully.

"I'm ashamed of you, Fi." said Fira.

Frowning, "You're ashamed of me for what?" Fia asked increasingly curious.

"Yes, I'm ashamed. Okay, well, don't talk about it. Mending we take water again wudhu, will soon want to enter dawn." Fira said, switching the conversation.

"I'm shy,Fi. I'm ashamed that you can advise me. I am older than you, but you are more mature than me. However, I am also envious of you Fi, why can you be friends with Zahra while I am not?, what is my difference with you?, do we both want to be close and friendly with her?, I don't know. But, maybe this is the best for Zahra. Just for this mission, just because of this mission." Fira said deeply in his heart and went to fetch some more ablution water.

Meanwhile, in another place, Zahra was trying to close his eyes because his eyes could not be closed.

Zahra flipped her body left and right but still could not, so she finally chose to enjoy the moment because she rarely woke up in the middle of the night like this.

Until finally Zahra also remembered Alif's speech when he was chatting with him in the back garden of the school yesterday.

Zahra twisted the warm blanket that was warming her body with both hands while thinking hard why did Alif know about Annisa?

"Kok Alif know well if annisa is my sister?, did I never say that Annisa is my sister." Zahra was confused.

Zahra turned her sleeping position towards the balcony while looking at the stars in the cold of the night.

"Annisa and Alif?, do they know each other well?. If so, where and when?" Zahra asked increasingly confused and changed the position again to the original position facing the ceiling of her room that was gray.

"It feels like Alif has just returned from Egypt, after finishing his studies in Cairo?, but how does he know if Annisa is my sister?, how can it be?" Zahra started to think hard.

Until he comes to his final conclusion.

"Are they dating?" Zahra asked sadly.

A few moments later, he laughed, silencing his own mouth.

"Hahaha.stupid you, Ra. "

"Dating?, yes, there's no way that Alif is dating Annisa!. Kan Alif himself said that if he was very anti-dating or even would never date!"

While he was cool to laugh at himself, suddenly there was a soft sound of the sacred verses recited by Razi. very beautiful and flowy, make Zahra's heart become calm and peaceful so that the tightness in his heart feels lost and peaceful.

"Is that Razi's brother?" said Zahra wondering.

"Right, this is Razi's voice. What a beautiful voice, but why is it so close?, like Razi's brother reading in front of my room?. Really true?" Zahra asked again curiously as she got up and approached her ear to the side of the door.

"Why is Razi like being in front of this door?" Zahra asked again while holding the door knock, but the intention to open the door was undo and chose to go back to her sleeping basket.

Hearing the sound of Razi's voice made Zahra sleepy and finally fell asleep again.

"*That voice, I really miss it. That voice, I really wish that it was just for me. I hope that the sacred verses you are reading right now are just for me. I don't know but I really hope that you do it for me. I don't know, but I feel like you're crying for me right now. Really?, I don't know, but I feel that way."

Zahra Affinisha*

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