That's so dirty of me
Rumours
Zahra was still struggling in front of her mirror. He didn't do what most teenagers do in front of a mirror. Like using makeup or makeup, even she just looked at her face, but her mind floated on the incident yesterday morning at school.
The flash back
"Woi, guys." The distinctive cry of the bells from Dewi and Fia was heard from the school corridor. Make the creatures that roam there immediately stop their activities and turn towards the source of the sound.
Crick..
Crick....
Crick..
"Eh, sorry-sorry, I mean my friend over there. Hehe..." The goddess looks grim in shame. Fia covered her face with both hands. Maybe his face was like a boiled crab, because it got the gaze of invisible creatures. Eh errat!, that means students who are corridor. While not far from the two of them stood Zahra, Latifa and Andrini had laughed out loud at the behavior of the two of them.
"Hahaha.morning has been given free viewing. Why not every day, right? my life must be full of color." Latifa laughed freely.
"Colorful, pale lo colorful!. Yes kale lo on ngetawain friend who again ketiban apes. Sigh, what sins do I have on your tea!" Upset Goddess.
"What sins did you say? duh Dewi, realize little napa anyway. Your sins know a lot. You rarely pray, rarely ngaj-" Fia's mouth immediately silenced by the hand of the Goddess.
"What the hell lo!. Instead of fighting for friends, uh even muddy the atmosphere. After all, you already know friends rarely worship. Uh even you unload it disgrace. You're bego lo!". The Goddess's anger is growing.
"It is, why am I being wronged? I have a disgrace that is difficult for me. Why do you talk about sins! my mouth's gonna be a release, Dad, even if it's a fact." Fia said no less upset at being blamed.
"You know the facts are guarded dong, Fia. Don't open dong! especially in a public place. Could lose my image later." The Goddess was honest.
Zahra was just shaking her head at the behavior of the two shreds. In his heart he said;
"Sin ape well I got them all. Sigh. Just kill the life in the bogs of Bang".
"But I mean ma'am"
"Udah, you're noisy on..." Lerai Andrini's.
Goddess and Fia instantly pouted. Seeing the expressions of the two of them Latifa laughed even more.
"What news is Fi, ampe lo both yell that much?. Usually you're on if it's been a scene-heboh gini must bring warm news." This time Zahra made a sound. To melt the atmosphere.
"Warm news, about what?" Tanya Latifa was enthusiastic.
"So ngetawain, now?"
"Jawab aja Wi, sensi really be a person." Andrini's orders, cut off the word of the Goddess.
"Yes-Yes patient, let's just be people." Upset Goddess.
"Ekhem, if that's what I pull first. " Pamit Zahra was upset.
"Well Ra, don't sulk dong. This is also talking." Prevent Goddess.
"So what's the news?"
Latifa was impatient.
"So I was ama Fia through the front of class 11.4, well there I ama Fia cross paths with the Nadin and Rara. When we passed in they I heard them again talking about a new teacher.guys." Pekik Goddess.
"Udah regular Wi, do not have to be in a scene-hebohin too!" Andrini flat.
"But Ann, this teacher is a guy.." Now Fia started to make a sound.
"Uda's regular Fi." Answer Andrini.
"But this is different Ann, this teacher guy, is very young. And that makes the school buzz well because he's a handsome coy. Classroom sister just immediately klepek wriggling him."
Hearing that, Andrini and Latifa's eyes immediately rounded.
"Seriously lo?." Ask Andrini.
"Yes, he said he was a coy religious teacher. Meanwhile he's the one who changed in Mr. Amri ngajar."
Andrini and Latifa immediately beroh ria. While Zahra was just silent and did not respond to the chatter of his best friend, he was still busy with his thoughts.
"Is it possible that the new teacher was a guy yesterday?. But time is it? he is so young!. Shit, why do I think of him too! well despite the fact he's handsome. Et dah, it's starting to get the brain sliding!." The inner Zahra in the heart.
"You're right it's a good-looking teacher, I'm willing to study religion every day.." Please Latifa.
Cring...
Cring...
Cring...
"Eh, you're in, you're in class." Bring Zahra.
"Come on." Fia Say. The five of them immediately walked towards the 11.5th class.
Flash back off
"Dec, umi call you down.." Annisa's voice immediately spread Zahra's daydream. Zahra turned her body towards Annisa's sister with a smile.
"Yes, my brothers go down first. Zahra will be followed." Speaks kindly.
"Yes on deck, first brother, Assalamualaikum."
Greetings from Annisa.
"Ah, it's neat." His inner.
***
"Annisa, where are you, son?" Tanya Umi was confused because she did not find Zahra's presence at the dining table.
"Zahra is still on top of umi, later on he said." Annisa replied politely as she sat herself in one of the chairs.
After hearing Annisa's reply, they all decided to eat their breakfast immediately, but before actually eating their food appeared a girl in a short-sleeved white uniform and did not forget the ash skirt above her knees. She looks so beautiful with her sweet ribbon hair. So pretty.
"For all." Cheerful shouting.
"Greetings Zahra! not good morning." Admonished brother Razi, he did not like to see Zahra who looked incompatible with their religion.
"Hehehe.sorry brother, Zahra forgot." Cengengesan. Indeed Zahra did not forget, he was just reluctant to say things that smelled of religion.
"Zahra, a light greeting you forgot. Especially the others?" Razi said cynically. He was puzzled as to why Zahra was so difficult to pronounce something that their religion advocated, this was his greatest curiosity.
Zahra looked at her brother. He rolled his eyeballs and preferred to ignore Razi's words. Zahra stepped up to sit on the side seat of Annisa's sister. Then he took the bread and began to grease it with peanut butter.
"Truly different, even amazing." Razi again made a sound. What else did Razi think of him.
"Prophe Zahra, be patient." Inner Zahra cheers.
"The one on the right is the future inhabitant of heaven." Razi looked at Annisa. Annisa's sister in her covered clothes. Very graceful and beautiful.
"And the one on the left is a future inhabitant of HELL." Says Razi's cynical brother. Razi was very annoyed with the clothes that Zahra was wearing, so minimal and open.
"Prophe Zahra." Her inner voice was encouraging, trying not to be ignited by the emotions this morning.
"Sister, it's still morning, Zahra won't look for a storm." Say Zahra flat. He still is
apply the bread with peanut butter.
"Son't looking for Zahra's problem. Brother only talks about facts and if you're offended it's not brother's fault." Razi said casually. Truly hearing this Zahra's heart ached. It was like being stabbed by thousands of sharp daggers. God is very sick.
Zahra lowered her thin lips, hiding the deep-rooted pain in her heart.
"My prince wasn't like this before. " Inner Zahra is sad.
"Indeed you don't love abi? if you are dear"
Brakes
The voice successfully stopped Razi's speech. It wasn't just Razi who was surprised
abi, Umi and Annisa are shocked. The sound came from the broken plate. Well, it was Zahra who made the plate break. Zahra threw the plate on the floor.
"Sister asks, Zahra loves abi or not? of course Zahra loves abi. How could you talk like that?." Shouted Zahra wrathfully.
"The boy should have been nger-"
"Zahra, watch your words! Abi doesn't like your attitude like this." Jerky Abi.
"But abi, Zahra is not wrong. Zahra just wants-"
"Zahrah! did you not hear Abi's words?." Snapping abi harder. Abi's impact successfully made the action stop. Silently, he tried to hold his tears out of his hiding place.
Crying out? No. gabe.
Zahra was not crying. Crying the unfairness of this place to his presence, that's for sure, but not now. Moreover, against all residents of the house who always cornered her. It was still bearable, he did not want to make them see his tears. She is not a weak girl.
I was wrong in their eyes and always will be wrong. I don't know, I'm confused by all this. I always thought that God was unfair to me or that they were too cruel, but as I know, my heart hurts today. Them? wicked. They are evil because they keep ignoring me!. Pekik Zahra in the heart. Honey, everything can only be quiet for itself. To the wound there, in the deepest and darkest place in the corner of his heart.
"Abi, umi, Zahra's leaving first..Assalamualaikum." Zahra said slowly.
Kissing the hands of his parents, Zahra immediately rushed off the dining table. Step by step he tapaki, warm and clear droplets continue to water his steps. If he had tried to hold her back so as not to fall, but at this time he did not need to hold her anymore. No one is watching, no one will know. He just wanted to cry for now.
"In fact, my hard struggle you never appreciated. I'm disappointed, he and they've gone too far. "
***
Zahra still remembers what happened this morning. For her, this is not the first time Razi and Abi have hurt her. But this is the umpteenth time for him.
"They don't understand, maybe. They don't want to understand, maybe. She's.change." Zahra smiled wryly, not knowing how to deal with the situation that had made her fall so far.
"What's wrong with you, Ra?" The girl's voice managed to disperse her daydream. The lips that had originally revealed a wry smile had now gone away changed with his flat expression.
"From that moment I saw you continue to stare. You got a problem, Ra?. If you have a problem you can tell me, Ra. Who knows I can tire-"
"Don't you get along with me, who the hell are you?" Zahra averted her gaze, staring at the surprised face of the girl who was now standing beside her.
"Friend, no!"
"Friends, no!"
"Brother, let alone that!." Zahra said curiously to the girl who was still looking at him with a surprised look. Zahra knew that the girl she was with must have felt pain after getting her tight voice, but Zahra did not care, she just wanted this girl to stop meddling in her life.
"Eh, Fira, I tell you well, who the hell is that in my life? who is?. You are nobody I am. So don't get along with me, let alone use the event to help everything. You are a bagok, my best friend is not too kepo with the affairs of my life. Uh, lo? who's nobody really kepo? Oh, stay away from me!. I don't like you, I don't know!." Zahra stared cynically, then without waiting for the voice of the girl Zahra decided to leave her. Walking over, he ignored the frightened face of the girl who was still not making a sound.
"That's not what I mean, Ra.
Not that I meant that. Because I know how you feel, because I know. "
Seriate..
