That's so dirty of me

By ourselves

*this wound, this wound has finally come to life after a long time of silence. I was scared and I knew that eventually this would happen."

Affianisha*.

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The loud music frenzy at the place is very inviting and attracts the attention of the teenagers who roam there. For them the loud sound of music brings their own attention and magnetism to them.

No exception Zahra, for him this place is the best place he can go even though he does not consume anything that the place provides.

However, the place was always faithful and willing to accept Zahra whenever she came.

Zahra looked at the place with a cynical smile. He was aware and knew what steps he had taken tonight.

Either luck or a misfortune that he will get, but he is sure whatever happens is the best for him. Although it may be sick or injured, Zahra will eventually realize all of her carelessness.

"Gosh, Zahra why are we going here? aren't we going to the bookstore?" Ask a veiled girl who turns out to be Annisa, Zahra's sister.

Annisa was already unable to resist her fear and worry of being in this place. A foreign place full of evil deeds. Annisa tightens her grip because she does not get a response from Zahra.

Zahra still ignored

Annisa's existence and focus more on the scenery in front of her.

"Zahra, sister is afraid. Let's go home Zah-"

"Whispering!. Brother can not well do not need to be spoiled a day or gini dah, if not a day I beg you not to be spoiled for the next few hours, sick of knowing not!" Cut Zahra sharply managed to make Annisa speechless.

Hearing Zahra's sharp words, Annisa's heart immediately shrieked and instantly her sweet lips covered in a veil instantly turned deathly pale. In her heart, Annisa was trying to guess what Zahra would do to her.

Zahra was still circulating her gaze, looking for the person she had been waiting for so much. But he has not yet found.

"Fia, where are you anyway?. Aren't you curious about what I'm going to do now?, I want you to see the results of my long-awaited struggle." Zahra muttered as he spread his gaze in all directions.

Hearing Zahra's murmur, Annisa only frowned her forehead a sign that she did not understand at all what Zahra meant.

What struggle do you mean, deck?. Don't tell me if this is something bad.

The fear and anxiety that Annisa felt at the moment she held with all her might, she did not want to let out her tightness in front of Zahra.

Because today Zahra's attitude changed greatly, even 100% was much colder than usual.

Zahra who is now in front of him is not a Zahra usually who shows a flat face without expression, he said, but this time Zahra not only displayed her expressionless flat face but also displayed a face with a look of anger.

This is different than usual, he's not like Zahra who was yesterday. Zahra who is tough, Zahra who is strong and Zahra who pretends to be happy will be extinct after today.

There will be a happy Zahra who has made someone she hates feel the beauty of her world. It was Zahra's minimal mind, he had never thought long before doing this stupid thing. Even today his determination is completely unanimous to complete this crazy idea.

"Fi, where the hell are you?, this is a moss that I've been waiting for you..!" Zahra muttered impatiently waiting for Fia's presence.

Zahra's eyes continue to carry out their activities to find the whereabouts of his employer's friends whose signs of emergence have not been seen at all. Zahra occasionally bit her lips restlessly because of Fia who still had no news at all with her appearance. Long Zahra thought, until finally Zahra decided that he did not have to wait for Fia any longer. Seeing the frenetic place has begun in the lives of humans who thirst for happiness and tranquility. And that place kept calling Zahra impatiently for Zahra to enter as soon as possible.

What a false longing.

Zahra turned her gaze from the frenetic place and turned to look at the face of Annisa, the veiled woman who had always been beside Zahra with a shadow of fret and fear in her heart.

Annisa returned Zahra's gaze with her innocent eyes. It was as if Annisa wanted to convey an expression of her fear to Zahra, but again instead of realizing her brother's message Zahra was staring blankly at Annisa's face.

"Zahra?" Call Annisa.

"Sir, you're okay Zah-"

"Lo is beautiful, brother..." Zahra honestly interrupted Annisa's speech.

Annisa was still stunned to hear Zahra's honesty. He neither spoke nor responded to Zahra's words, because Annisa was curious that Zahra would never normally speak like this.

Especially to him, Annisa.

"Lo is beautiful, even though you cover your face with a veil but you still look beautiful in anyone's eyes." Honestly Zahra seemed to want to express her jealousy towards Annisa.

Again, Annisa was silent and did not respond to what Zahra said. He remained in his starting position, silent and faithfully listening to Zahra blabbering as he pleased.

"Not only beautiful, but you're also great. You're really good at taking everyone's heart. Lo not only snatch the heart of abi and umi, but you also snatch the heart of my brother from me brother. Lo.lo is really greedy, sis..." Reveal Zahra with a voice that began to hoarse like wanting to cry.

Hearing Zahra's accusation, Annisa is so shocked that she spontaneously retreated backwards due to her shock.

"Zahra is not like"

"Lo why, brother?, you're all right, right?" Zahra asked ostensibly when she realized Annisa was beginning to realize her plan.

"You're misunderstanding, deck, it's not like you think, Zahra you have to read"

"Hahah, lo kak cepet really to eat my talk.gimana if you have to deceive a man's talk, can be berabe..." Zahra's laughter exploded instantly as Annisa's response sounded nervous and frightened.

"Dec, I mean brother"

"Udah, ah brother. Don't put it to the heart, I'm just kidding!." Zahra was still laughing.

After a long laugh, Zahra was finally able to control her expression as usual.

Zahra looked back at her sister's face like the beginning, but this time her gaze was so deep and empty.

I'm sick, brother. I'm really tired of enduring this pain sister, so tired. And tonight is the best chance God has ever given me, brother.

So that you can feel what it feels like to be considered foreign and alone.Just yesterday, I was a stranger to all of them at home. In fact, my parents who gave birth to me were unfair to me. Stranger and alone, that's how I feel in that house. However, this time I want you as a favorite child to feel this foreign and lonely feeling. In this place, you'll really feel her brother. Zahra's mind speaks to itself.

"Sir, are you okay?" Annisa asked who managed to disperse Zahra's daydream. Zahra returned to her conscious world.

"Sorry in brother, deck. To be honest, what you said was a misunderstanding, Zahra. Umi, abi and brother are not such people. They're all that's not-"

"They are good people.." Zahra's words quickly cut through Annisa's words.

Behind her veil, Annisa smiled sweetly as she received an answer from Zahra for her explanation.

"Right, deck, they're good parents and sisters to us. "

Well, it's true they are good parents and sisters. But then again it's just for you, brother and it doesn't apply to me at all. Inner Zahra.

"They're really God's best gift to both of us deck."

"Dad, they are indeed the best gifts,"

And well, this word is more suitable only for you and not for me.

Staring at the mini clock on his wrist, "Udah, ah no sooner want to enter the azan magrib better we go home, later we will be angry at the same earth again." Take Annisa home to Zahra as soon as she realizes that time has passed.

"Wome, yeah?" Zahra asked while thinking.

"Yes Zahra, we're home." Annisa nodded her head without hesitation.

"We want to pray.?" Ask Zahra again.

"Yes, dek, thank God my brother is clean and can pray again. But if you are still an obstacle so do not pray, hehehe.." Annisa laughed embarrassedly at her own words.

"Silver is afraid of being angry at the same umi, huh?"

"Yes, deck, we are women and that woman is the best place for her to stay at home. Especially when we're late."

That's because big brother is too valuable to them, if it's true what this says but in fact umi never applies like this to me. Annisa, can't you see this difference?

"Tonight Razi will also go home, deck, not before Zahra has promised that we will go home before magrib. So, let's deck us home." Take Annisa once more to Zahra who is still not aware of Zahra's change in expression.

"Sir Razi?" Zahra asked with her glaring gaze. The man was her brother, but every time she remembered him her heart was painful and uncomfortable. This is different from the pain that exists when remembering Annisa, umi or abi.

"Yes, deck. Udah, ah Zahra from earlier nanya continues. I'll hunt Azaan if we stay here.." Annisa broke off while gently pulling Zahra's hand, but instead of moving Zahra held back Annisa's steps.

Annisa is confused by Zahra's attitude today, full of puzzles.

"Zahra, come on deck-"

Zahra looked at the hand of Annisa she was holding. "We want to go home, Dad" asked Zahra again.

Annisa nodded steadily answering Zahra's question which sounded innocent to her.

Smile faintly, "But unfortunately I don't want to go home, sis." Zahra's voice turned her eyes looking hard at Annisa's eyes with a cold look.

"Huh.?" Spontaneous annisa response.

"Sholate? you go home just to pray?, you go home just because you're afraid of being angry at the same, umi?" Zahra asked coldly.

Laughing coldly, "LO EMANG IS TRULY HYPOCRITICAL!" Zahra sounded angry, rest assured there was despair there.

Annisa was completely shocked by what Zahra said. Today, Annisa really doesn't understand Zahra. Zahra's attitude is like a chameleon for Annisa, a few minutes ago he was cold, the next minute again he became friendly and like to joke. Then, this time Zahra was really cold. It was colder than the first.

" Goddesshemale...Zahra called Zahra..." Annisa's advice while hitting Zahra's shoulder slowly.

Zahra turned her eyes to see Zahra's soft hand hitting her shoulder. Seeing that, Zahra smiled disdainfully and raised her hand to keep Annisa's hand off her shoulder.

"Gue doesn't need mercy, lo!" Zahra said sharply.

"Gue doesn't want to go home and I want you to keep me here until I'm really bored in this place."

"Astagafirullah.dek, aware of the deck kalo umi same abi would ma-"

"Sirr'in' us both if we get in there?,"

"Yes?" Zahra's question was bullying Annisa.

"Yes, right?."

Annisa's eyes began to redden and her sweet lips became deathly pale due to a bluff from Zahra.

"Yes.umi and abi will be angry the same, we-we"

"We?" Cut Zahra fast.

Laughing coldly, "Hahaha.hello, who was in the same rage umi and abi ya loel doang, I'm not," stared at Annisa with a funny look.

"Lo's a mommy's kid over there, can't be out there. MUST BE UNDER CLOSE SUPERVISION." Ejek Zahra's.

"My boy?, I am different! not going back and forth will not be found. Because what?,"

Smiling wryly, "Because I'm just trash in there." Zahra said miris. Zahra is also human and has a heart. No matter what he is, he will also feel pain if this continues. Lie if he does not and say that these things do not affect him, because in fact even though he always acts indifferent to the pain continues to rain on him.

"No, that's not what you thought it was"

"Oh."

"Zahra"

Ignoring Annisa's call, Zahra approaches Annisa. "But no matter how lo, you're still beautiful.." Zahra said honestly while carrying her right hand touching Annisa's face, tracing the veil that is now protecting the beautiful face of her beloved sister.

"What else if this veil is opened, you will be more can-"

"Enough, ZAHRA!" Annisa shouted furiously while brushing off Zahra's rough hands. This time Zahra was completely outrageous for Annisa. His anger and emotions made Annisa inevitably have to act if Zahra was too far away.

Staring intently at Zahra's eyes, "Sister please stop all THIS FOOLISHNESS!" Please Annisa sharp. If it is not stopped, Annisa is afraid if the thing she fears happens.

Seeing Annisa's anger for the first time, Zahra could only laugh coldly. Seeing it get out of control like this is an entertainment in itself for Zahra.

"Hh, stupid game?,"

Patting his arm as if dusting off, "Lo said this was a stupid game?" Zahra asked mockingly.

"Zahra, brother please stop this.."

"Haha..."

"Lo told me to stop all this?,"

"Why don't you tell God you stopped all this?" Zahra asked defiantly, if he believed so much in the God he admired, let the God he loved help him.

Annisa flinched, shaking in fear. "Goddessa.."

"Oh yes, what is the name of Lord Lo Al-Allah? well, God."

"Why don't you tell God to stop all this, why should I?"

"Goddesshemale...Zahra istighfar Zahra, Istighfar.."

As if not to hear, "When every midnight you wake up just to meet him, yes you have told him to stop all this.."

"Zahra, Zahra, you know, please come to your senses, stop all this and come back to him." Annisa seduce softly. Trying to make Zahra aware.

"No!,"

"Gue don't want to!"

"But, Zahra-"

"Udah ah, tired of talking about the same lo rather than ngabis-ngabisin energy talk the same lo, mending we enter just yuk. There I guarantee you'll be happy." Take Zahra along while pulling Annisa's hand in her footsteps.

"Don't.don't.don't Zahra.." Shouted Annisa thrashing.

However, what is still the power of Annisa who only has a weak body and not as strong as her sister, Zahra.

The more Annisa thrashed, the rougher the attraction Zahra did to Annisa. Until often Annisa almost fell because of the rough pull of Zahra.

Oh my God, what else is this?. What else will Zahra do, O Allah, I fear you Lord. I am very afraid, please help my servant Rabb..

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All eyes were immediately fixed on one figure when he had just entered the discotheque room. Well, she is Annisa, a veiled girl in all-covering clothes let alone she uses a veil that makes her even more the center of attention here. Yes, who is not surprised to see the presence of a girl in a closed dress who was supposed to go to school or to the mosque actually went to the discotheque. It's a wonder, isn't it?

Annisa unceasingly uttered the name of God from her lips that had been deathly pale because of holding back fear, let alone all the gestures were very noticed in this place.

"Suit.suit.suit.zip.." Tempt groups of men who are having fun with sexy girls.

"Ehem, there's a stray man here.."

"Eh, can't you go to school, huh? can't forget where she studied?, want me to go?" Ask a guy who immediately greeted another laugh.

Annisa just lowered her head and did not want to respond to the man's words at all.

"Cie, can you come here to hijrah?. It's okay, don't be ashamed. We also used to be pas kayak mbak timid his hijrah, but because here the person is nice and friendly so I quickly adapt mbak." Say one of the girls who wears mini and tight clothes. Showing her cleavage without shame and courage.

"Shit, lo!" Umpat Zahra

"Here you have to wear hijrah-hijrahan, muna lo."

"Yah Zahra, end we are all curious to know not the same veiled girl who is beside you, how can you enter here well?, let alone try her name if not the intention of hijrah.."

"Eat him lo it if the school is right, dong. Do not just lo usually pawns'in and promotion of your body doang to school children. People go to school to study, uh you sell yourself..." Syndir Zahra sharp.

"Yes, have Ra, the end of not only money that you can get but the pleasure of heaven world also you will be rasain. I swear, I'm suggesting you try." Said the girl vulgarly, ignoring the irritated look that zahra had laid on her.

"Lo dog!" Maki Zahra emotions.

"Gue emang, but my son-in-law whose name sells himself only for money, hahaha.sorry well, I'm not kayak lo who is dumb and dumb. For money?, you don't have a brain!" True, as bad as Zahra is, but he will never throw himself into harm. It's not that stupid.

"Zahra lo"

"Stop!!!"

"Bella, you should know who you're talking to and Zahra, you've missed this problem, we better start a party with the friends."

While Bella snorted in disbelief, Zahra only nodded softly accepting the proposal, as her plan was more important than the vague storm in this place.

"Eh, but who's Zahra next to you, anyway?. From the moment I noticed he was bowing, who was he, anyway?" Ask one of the visitors who happens to know Zahra. Some of them also voiced the same thing, who was behind the veiled figure and why could he come to a place like this?

Zahra glanced at the veiled girl or precisely Annisa, her older sister. He began to smile cynically, finally the moment he was waiting for finally arrived as well.

"Oh him.."

Returning her gaze, "Know her Annisa, my only sister." Zahra's voice casually introduced Annisa which was immediately welcomed by other visitors. They whispered and stared in disbelief at what Zahra said.

"Why is Zahra so different from her sister?"

"Well, great. They're compact, the one heaven expert the one hell expert."

"Kok they can be different, huh?so far back know no.."

"What do their parents crave, yeah?, how can they be different?"

"His sister is so beautiful what else her brother, must be more beautiful."

Hearing their honest comments, Zahra felt her ears were irritated.

"Ecchem.." Zahra raised her voice.

"Gue invited my brother here because I wanted to introduce our very pleasant world to him, my brother.." Zahra made a loud voice, making them all instantly speechless.

Annisa was so shocked to hear Zahra's words, lying if she wasn't afraid. He was so afraid now, even he forgot the reason why Zahra some ago wanted to emigrate. She's terrified.

Oh God, Annisa's afraid. Please Annisa, God.

"You're still curious about not the same face, brother?" Zahra asked excitedly, she was sure they were all curious about her sister's pretty face behind this veil.

There was no need to wait any longer because as fast as lightning they all instantly replied without a doubt.

"Yes, I gave my brother to you all.." Zahra pushed away Annisa's body that was trembling in fear.

Everyone immediately approached.

"Eits, but remember my brother is not in anything'in, I want you guys to just ask him to play around and do not cross the line.." Zahra's sweat limited their movement.

All immediately agreed and moved closer.

Zahra was unconcerned with Annisa's fear and pleas that she thought were too childish.

When Annisa's embrace began to stretch due to the attraction of the visitors who attracted Annisa, Zahra suddenly felt a pain that sliced her heart. Zahra felt that she had made a big mistake by hurting her brother. At the sight of the seconds the handrails of Annisa began to fall apart, Zahra immediately turned to look at Annisa's eyes. Those eyes, those eyes were looking at him as if talking to Zahra that how scared he was right now. Seeing him like this, Zahra felt that he should not have done this, he felt sinful and sick.

Zahra P's. O. V

Those eyes, those eyes why like to convey a pain and pain to me. I looked at Annisa's hand that was completely detached from me and her eyes, those red eyes dropping a tearful tear.

Deg

It was like a hard blow had struck my heart upon seeing Annisa cry helplessly like this.

Is wrong!

This is so wrong!

Why am I this stupid?

Zahra what have you been thinking?

This is wrong, very wrong.

Oh, no no no no!

You are always right!

What you're doing is the truth, it's time he felt all that Zahra.

AYE!

I shouldn't worry about him, he's still alive and not dead.

"Open.open.open.open.." Shouted the visitors asked Annisa to open her veil, it was time the world saw my sister's beauty.

My brother kept his veil. Until a man may be upset waiting to act immediately want to open my brother's veil forcibly.

Yeah, interesting sight

And

Well, the rope came off but Annisa's hand remained firmly on her veil.

Then,

"STOP....!!!"

Shouted a man with a thunderous voice.

Shit!

Author P's. O. V

"STOP....!!!"

Shouted a man with a thunderous voice and managed to make everyone who was there stop his activities.

"Shit!" Umpat Zahra upset spontaneously.

"Who dares to interrupt my show?" Zahra asked annoyed.

Since Zahra could not help her curiosity, Zahra immediately turned her gaze toward the master of voices

"Aliff?" Shocked Zahra when he found the owner of the voice is Alif.

"Seriously that's really Alif?" Zahra asked in surprise because of Alif's sudden arrival here. Thinking, how could Alif come to a place like this.

"Sister Razi." Annisa shouted hysterically amidst the crowd of men and women.

Deg

"Sister Razi, please Annisa sis. Annisa's afraid here, please bring Annisa home.." Call Annisa again in a raucous voice.

Don't want to let Annisa's weak body stay there any longer, Razi immediately moved quickly split the crowd with a reddened face holding back anger and with a sharp gaze that made the visitors become alarmed as a result of the aura that Razi let out. Near her, Annisa reaches her weak body into her arms for longer to give her warmth that everything will be fine as long as she is there. After a long time, Razi finally carried Annisa's weak body with the same expression and went away from the crowd smoothly without any interference.

"Sister Razi.." Zahra murmured like she was whispering to herself.

JEALOUS?

Zahra did not know if this was a feeling of jealousy but every time she breathed the pain and pain would get stronger, stronger, especially when pulling Annisa in such a warm embrace Zahra could not deny that he also wanted her. He also wants to be like Annisa who easily gets his sympathy, while Zahra is not easy. Even Zahra had to work hard to draw sympathy, but the attention he got was different from Annisa. If Annisa is given a warm feeling, then she only gets the cold side. Although that sounds unfair, Zahra still feels grateful because Zahra knows that her figure is in the view of this man.

That's okay not even if it's a bad thing?

"Zara.." Call brother Razi who immediately disperse the daydream of Zahra back to his conscious.

"Did?" Zahra's response was spontaneous, she unconsciously looked at Razi with a wounded look.

"We're gonna finish this at home.." Razi said coldly without intending to look at Zahra's face.

Zahra P's. O. V

"Zara.." Call Brother Razi who instantly disperse my daydream back to his conscious.

"Did?" My response was nervous and a little absentminded. Unfortunately, he did not look at me at all.

"We're gonna finish this at home.." Razi said coldly without intending to look me in the face even as he spoke.

Even he did not glance at me at all, did I really disappear from your memory or was I never in your mind?

Ah, true.

What's he looking at me for?

Am I not dirty?

Well, I'm different from them.

To them I was a piece of shit.

Shit!

But why is this so painful?

"Goddessa, you should be ashamed of what you have done!"

"Forcing a good woman to follow in the footsteps of Satan and forcing her to open her veil in the place of worship?"

"Innalillahiroji.. "

"Hopefully greet you all immediately.." Shouted Alif loudly, then he brought his gaze to a girl who if I noticed he was my age. It was like giving him an order and the girl walked up to me.

But, wait a minute.

Is that not Fia?

THE FIA?

Well, that's true Fia!

How did all this happen?

And ah, why is Fia wearing exactly the same clothes as Annisa's sister?

What's the matter?

This all feels awkward to me!!!

And what is their relationship?

Razi?

The alif?

Annisa's?

And now Fia?

What is their relationship?

Why can Razi and Alif come together and also Fia with her weird shar'i clothes and hijab!.

WHAT'S THIS!!!

"Zorah..." Call the girl who turns out to be really Fia.

"Fi?" I asked in surprise at her figure which now looked strange.

"Come, we go home Zahra.kak Razi and Mr. Alif are waiting for us." Take her gently while grabbing my hand.

I dodged too, brushed off Fia's hand that was intending to touch my hand.

"Sorry Zahra, but this is not the time for us to argue, there are important things that we have to solve and to solve the problem the place is not here." Fia said softly but sounded firm to me.

It's weird!

His manner of speaking and manners instantly changed tonight, and I hated his attitude like this.

I was silent and did not reply to her words, even I went to walk alone from that place without intending to look at Fia's face again. I know, there's something strange here.

I heard Fia's footsteps trailing behind me, but Fia wasn't alone behind me. But he was accompanied by Alif who had a flat and cold expression.

My steps came to a halt when there was a quick movement from behind that blocked my strong hand.

"Wait, Zahra." Czech Fia fast.

I snorted in annoyance because Fia tonight always makes me blood up.

Wait, first!

Isn't this a good opportunity for me to ask for an explanation for all the weirdness that happened tonight?

"Zahra, you have to listen in-"

"I guess I got in the car first. I want to accompany Razi inside, when it's finished you can get into the assalamualaikum car..." Greetings to Fia.

Ho.ho...

What's the matter?

Alif with Fia, are they dating?

He betrayed me?

Oh, naw!

No!

That's not possible!

Isn't he a friend, me?

Well right, how could Fia betray me. The hell did he betray me.?

This is IMPOSSIBLE

"Where are you?"

"Did?"

"Why did you just come now?, have broken your promise to come wearing strange clothes again!"

"Zahra, I'm sorry'in I've broken my promise to you, but this is all I'm doing for you Zahra."

"Fi, you can say the obvious dong! confused me."

"I'm sorry for everything that happened tonight and her careless me, my, I should've told you all my secrets and if I had done so then everything that happened tonight would never have happened.."

A secret?

What secret?

"Udah ah, you can't do anything to the point straight away. No need to beat around the bush."

"Zahra ak -"

"Why did you come along with the two of them and why did you suddenly become strange by wearing this shirt!"

"Zahra is about martial arts"

"Fia's aircrew!"

"Why does Alif know Razi's brother?" I asked impatiently.

"And you why know and deket same Alif, you have a relationship right?"

"Zahra is not like-"

"Oh, so are you really dating Alif?. Oh, so you're changing this way because of Alif, precisely because you're his girlfriend!" My emotions are overflowing.

I don't really like Alif, but the pain of being betrayed is something I can't deny. If from the beginning he says that he likes Alif, then I will give him a way.

"STOP ZAHRA!!!"

Author P's. O. V

"STOP ZAHRA!!!" Shouted Fia could not stand because it continued to be accused by Zahra.

"WHAT?" Sulut Zahra is no less emotional.

"I'm not who you think I am!" Elak Fia breaks Zahra's accusation.

"Continue?"

"No.gak..Zahra you have to beat me up, I'm dressed like this because I'm like this! it's my secret Zahra, I'd be dressed like this if I wasn't with you.." Clearly Fia was opening up her secret.

Hearing that Zahra showed an unhappy look while laughing crazily.

"Maha..."

"Keep I believe?"

"NO!"

"Not at all!, it turns out I just realized that you are fake !!"

Fia shook her head quickly asking Zahra to remove any foolish thoughts about her from Zahra's mind.

"Zahra, it's wrong.you misunderstood Zahra! it's not what you think it is.."

"Lo HYPOCRITE!!!"

"Lo turned out to be a fake friend.."

"AND I HATE LO, FI!"

"RICE HATES!" Maki Zahra with her hoarse voice.

Crying out?

Of course Zahra was crying, who wouldn't be hurt to see her best friend betray friendship? pain is not seeing our best friend stab us in the back.

Likewise with Zahra, the friendship he established with Fia ran aground just like that just because of love problems. No, let him be with Alif because he does not have a taste but what about his trust in Fia?

Fia is his best friend and the only one he trusts, but his trust has now been destroyed and lost. So, will Zahra come back alone again?

"Zahra, beat me up first.." Pinta Fia with tears.

"Oh, now I understand" said Zahra with tears she could control.

"Why didn't I realize all this from the beginning if it turns out you're the same brother Razi and Annisa working together for my spy'in! yeah, right?"

"Goddesshemale..Zahra, throw your mind away.."

"And after that you start preparing plans to approach Alif, oh. now I know what your real face is like..."

"Goddessa, Zahra.."

"Gue's really sick of seeing your face!. From now on, let's just say we never knew each other.."

"Heh, fake tea.." Zahra said flatly and left Fia who was still crying.

Zahra immediately boarded the taxi with a mind that glared far ahead.

"alone? right, I'm alone. From the beginning I was alone, only I just realized that I was being played by all of them. I have no friends or loved ones. Let alone friends, a place for me to come back is not there so how can I think far about friends. Heh, you are indeed greedy, Zahra.

Sigh, then how is this God?

I have no one to trust. Everyone I love and trust now goes away from me. It's sick God, it's very sick. I'm so tired of enduring all this pain, why don't you just take me if you created me just for entertainment, why don't you just vanish I'm God?, this is really exhausting. Help me God, please. " Murmuring slowly, he lamented his life as if toyed with God.

Ah, I was wrong. I'm wrong if all this time I think that there are still people who understand me, but in fact. Depressing.

There are no friends or friends, they are all the same. Masked.

SERIATE...