That's so dirty of me

Last Sheet

"Sister..L-this..? " Bewildered Zahra while looking at Razi in shock.

Razi smiled warmly and whispered something to Zahra.

"Sister has kept the promise of the first brother, bringing little sister's daughter back. " Razi whispers warm.

Zahra looked at Razi in disbelief, thinking Razi had forgotten all about her. Including the promise of both.

"Sister... Hixes.. " Sobbing Zahra instantly broke out in Razi's warm embrace. Razi who was not ready to be hugged could only smile faintly.

"Zahras. " Call Umi gently while walking closer to Zahra and Razi. Zahra released her embrace from Razi's body, but she was not willing to lift her face to look at Umi.

"Zahra, look at my dear Umi.. " Tears Umi begged.

Zahra was still motionless and still in the same position. He felt awkward and embarrassed at the same time.

"I'm sorry, son. We know we misunderstood you. We ignored your growth as a child and chose to be busy in business. We apologize for making you feel neglected and lonely. We're sorry if all this time couldn't realize and see your will, son. Forgive ka-"

"Umi's. " Cut Zahra fast. He raised his face slowly and looked at his Umi eyes straight away. Staring at the face of his mummy.

"Umi and Abi are not wrong. There's nothing wrong with all of you, but this is all because of Zahra, Umi."

"Zahra should have said long ago that Zahra needed all of you, but this is Zahra's fault! Zahra kept quiet and chose to shut up! Zahra apologizes Umi. " Isak Zahra hugged her warm Umi.

Umi returned Zahra's embrace no less powerful, she shook her head slowly with all of Zahra's statements. He doesn't agree with all of that.

"We're wrong, son. " Say Abi hugged Umi and Zahra warmly. Zahra shook her head loudly in their arms.

"Zahra I'm sorry, Abi. Zahra often makes Abi angry and sprained. Zahra often ngerepotin and Abi ngerepotin. Zahra often made Abi ashamed, Zahra apologized Abi. "

"No-no! Abi's wrong, Abi's wrong, son. "

"So, there's nothing wrong. Nothing is wrong. Abi, Umi, sister Annisa and brother Razi are not wrong. Nothing is wrong. " Second Zahra doesn't want to make a debate.

"Well, including you, deck. You are innocent in this matter too." Annisa's voice is sincere.

Everyone there agreed to do so. After the apology and release of longing, they all decided to start a meal.

Zahra smiled again after a long wait. He finally got what he was looking for. Zahra happy.

                               ***

Dear, diary.

I was contacted by Ann tonight. You know what he told me? Hem, I'll tell you. Well, he said that I had to take an action to make Alif mine. At first I thought this was crazy, how not? Because this is something that is impossible for me to do. I have to shoot Alif! But, dear, after I think about it thoroughly there is no harm in me trying. Anyway Ann, right. Alif was my first love. I had to have a wonderful experience, the sweetness of the courtship. Heh, I'll try it tomorrow. Alif should be mine! Not Fia! I won't be able to see Alif with Fia, my best friend. Oh, naw! I mean my ex-friend. Lord, please, far from the bottom of my heart, grant me this one wish. I just want to be with Alif, my first love.

Dear, maybe just get here. I'mtired. Adios.

Razi closed the last sheet of Zahra's diary with a smile. He stared at the black book with his hurt feelings.

"Now what are you going to do, brother? " Tanya Dira who was already standing next to him. He smiled wryly at Razi. Razi wavered and seemed to justify the mimicry of his face that had been sad some time ago.

"I don't know who to choose, but seeing you get hurt like this with a struggle that can be said to be very difficult to get through, I think big brother is a great person. " Continue Fia with her calm face.

Razi smiled warmly and shook his head slowly.

"Don't think weird, brother is okay. Listen brother, brother never said or made a choice to you. That's not true, you don't have to side with anyone. You guys just support Zahra's choice and keep looking after her. Teach him and rebuke him if he makes a mistake. However, ask first before giving his advice when he makes a mistake. I don't want it to happen again. I don't want him to get hurt again. " Razi gave the advice to end with a warm smile.

Dira and Fia were pensive to hear the advice Razi had given them both. This sounds weird and weird. They felt as if Razi was delivering his last message.

"Where are you going?. Running from trouble? " Pursue the Sorrowful Dira.

Razi was stunned, looking thoughtful. Then he came back to shake.

"Sister is not running from all this, but brother just wants to go calm down. And also brother wants to reach the dream of a brother who was delayed. "

The look on Dira's face stiffened immediately.

"Don't tell me you're going to Egypt?" Tanya Dira was worried.

"Right, brother is going to Egypt. Continuing your education to a higher level." Razi's smile never disappeared from his handsome face.

"When?" This time it was Fia who raised her voice.

"One more month, after Zahra's wedding. " Razi said softly.

"Sister must keep the promise of the last brother, you understand what you mean, right? "

"But why so fast?. Why don't you want to wait for a longer time, you just finished your education here, aren't you tired or want to rest for some more time?" Fia asked inexhaustibly.

"Not tired, Fi. What else the name demands knowledge, it is not something tiring. It's even very entertaining for my sister." Razi replied, trying to calm down.

"But why should it be in Egypt, right in Indonesia there too, brother?. Don't you get bored living in Egypt? " Key Fia.

"That's my sister's dream, Fi. And also brother does not want to be here continue. Brother wants to be more busy and quickly reach for brother's dream there. If big brother here continues, that there big brother will continue to be stuck with all of this. Brother will continue to imagine brother's past, and it's very tiring, Fi."

"What past?, is this related to Zahra or big brother's parents?" Demand Fia still doesn't understand.

Razi. Confused to answer what until Dira finally raised his voice.

"But big brother promise yah always contact us, even though big brother is our big cousin, but for us big brother is our big brother." Sela Dira smiled warmly.

"Of course, you don't have to worry." Razi replied sincerely.

"Well, like her we have to help the others in the kitchen. We're saying goodbye, brother. Assalamualaikum says. " Pamit Dira while herding the body of Fia who did not want to come out. Before actually closing the door, Dira looked at Razi's shady back with her own silent gaze.

Maybe this is the best, you should take a break and learn to forget. I know you're sick. Inner Dira was sad while closing the door slowly.

After the departure of Fia and Dira, Razi looked back at Zahra's diary with a faint smile.

"God grant your prayers, deck. God also meridhoi Him. Big brother is happy to see you can smile again, like you used to. And today is the day you're most waiting for, deck. Alif will come to ask you directly in front of all the family. Brother is sincere and ridho if you really want it."

Tics.

One tear drop escaped out of his hiding place.

I'm not running, but I just want to rest. It was exhausting and made me feel pain all the time. I wanted to stop, and it could only be done by staying away from him.

 

\*

 

"So, are you going to forgive us both?. I mean, we hurt you and got you transferred to this place. Ak-"

"I'm not angry." Sela Zahra's.

She gave a smile as she reached for Ann and Latifa's hands. Grip it gently. Ann and Latifa smiled clumsily getting warm treatment from Zahra.

"Even I'm very grateful to you two, because you two I can be here. In this place. And because of you I got my happiness back, surrounded by people I love. Thank ye. " Sincere Zahra said with a smile she never lost. Ann gulped her saliva nervously, she was embarrassed. Not only did Ann feel a sense of shame due to the warmth of Zahra's attitude, but Latifa also felt it. Even Latifa deeply regretted her actions towards Zahra. He deeply regrets it.

"Zahra, I'm sorry for making you like this. I really don't know if you really care about me. I.apologize. " Pinta Latifa was sincere and sounded very sorry.

Zahra nodded slowly.

"That's nothing to think about."

"What matters is that you've come back to me now, let's start from scratch. "

Ann and Latifa smiled enthusiastically at Zahra's invitation. Then, the three of them immediately embraced. Show warm feelings to each other. Promise to keep each other and hold on tight even when whatever happens has been firmly imprinted in each of their hearts. Well, experience teaches them that it takes struggle and more open communication. They promise.

"Ekhem." The voice of the Goddess emerged from behind the door of the room. Well, this is no longer in the dorm but it's not in the house anymore. This is the house of Umi, the wife of the owner of this boarding school. At once the mother of Alif.

"Cie who is again kangen-angen, so seriously all of us who are outside dilupain. I'm sick, though. " Fia's voice sounded mocking.

Zahra smiled knotfully and spread both her arms wide. Gesture them all to embrace him. Of course, that request cannot be rejected by all of them. Then with his enthusiasm Fia, Dewi and Dira immediately rushed to hug Zahra. They all laughed happily channeling a feeling of relief from their hearts.

"Where is Marwah?" Zahra asked after realizing that he did not find the existence of Marwah which he had considered as his own sister.

"Marwah is here, ma'am. " Said Marwah who suddenly appeared from behind the door and with his excitement he immediately ran to hug Zahra. Zahra was equally happy to welcome and return Marwah's embrace.

After their kangen-kangen event was finished, they also chose to sit lazily in the room.

"You still don't want to explain anything to me?" Tanya Zahra started a conversation addressed to Fia and Dira.

"Or I'm a-"

"Fia is my cousin's sister. " Sela Dira kalem. Zahra did not respond. Even he looks to give a gesture that he is listening.

"Not just Fia, but Fira as well. They're my cousin's sisters. Gus Fansyah is also my cousin's sister, but because she was born first so I called her brother, because after all she was older than me. " Continue Dira explains all the bonds she hid from Zahra.

Zahra seemed to think.

"So, all this time you guys?"

"Yes. You're right." This time it was Fia who said.

He could guess if Zahra's mind was saying something that led to something that was already very planned.

"Sister Razi. " Getting on Fia sounds serious.

"Do you remember not Razi ever went down here?"

"Yes, I know. "

"Sister Razi planned all this."

"Why? "

"You know, he was so hurt and sad when you started to change. He always told me all about you when he came home. He told me that you are not as friendly as you used to be if you met him. Until, at its peak 2 years ago. When he decided to go home and live in the city. We're all making plans to get back close to you. And it started with me and followed by Fira. I can be close to you but Fira can't. So thats. " Obviously Fia made a look at Zahra's face immediately moody.

"What about Alif?"

"Ah, yes. Alif is part of this plan. However, we all did not expect that this problem would continue to the boarding school. And all you can see for yourself, Dira's been involved." Close Fia with a sigh of relief.

"You can feel all this because of Razi's struggle. " Continue the sad Fia.

Zahra stared at Fia's strange expression, because the expression did not describe the face of happiness that he felt. Rather, that expression for Zahra was an expression of sadness. There was something hidden in that face.

"Well, you're right. I'm so happy about all this, the fight. Ah yes, this is not only because of Razi's struggle as well, but all of you are very important in this matter and I am very grateful for all of this. " Said Zahra sincerely trying to sound calm.

Zahra sighed softly, then turned to look at her hesitant friends.

"Do you know if there is an event here today?. Why is everyone so busy and I'm not allowed out of this room. You know, I'm so bored. I want to help the Umi in the kitchen. I also want to talk to the Abi outside. But why am I sealed here while you can freely go in and out of this place!. Ah, this is so unfair!." Complain Zahra. Yeah, since morning he can't get out of this room even a little. He also cannot interfere in the affairs of parents outside. Don't interfere, just hearing their talk can't. Of course all this makes Zahra tired of being mixed up in annoyance. Although all of Zahra's friends were with him chatting in the room, but all of that was not enough for Zahra. Far from the bottom of his heart, he was eager to get out of this room and join in chatting with others. He also misses his handsome brother. Ah, it was not only his princely figure that he missed as well. But Alif is also. He was eager to apologize for all his nature and his very bad behavior towards Alif. He wanted.

"Of course you can't go out, it's your special day. The day you were waiting for Zahra so much, I was so jealous of you because of this. " Tell the Goddess cheerfully.

Zahra scrunched her forehead, not understanding.

"How come it's a very special day for me, I'm almost dead of boredom because I can't go anywhere!. " Zahra's annoyance is growing.

"Once, you don't have to think about it. You'll find out soon enough, so be patient. " Dire.

Zahra is a manyun, but he still confirms Dira's decision. To Zahra Dira it was strange, even very strange. And after everything was revealed, Dira still remained strange, not only Dira, but Fia also began to behave strangely to Zahra. And Zahra is not stupid to be unaware of all that. Yes, he felt the strange. He was well aware of Fia's changing attitude towards her.

"Em..Can I ask all of you for help? Please please.. " Say Zahra said.

"In shaa Allah if we are still able, what help? " Answer Fia kalem.

Zahra flashed a five-fingered smile and inched into Fia's spoiled arm.

"You can really help me with this. "

Fia smiled warmly at Zahra's words, ah she was very longing for this sweet Zahra attitude.

"Please call me Razi, I miss him so much. " Pinta Zahra spoiled.

Instantly the smile that had perched sweetly on the faces of Fia and Dira instantly disappeared. They were a little confused as to what to answer Zahra's request on this one.

"Yes.. Yep.. Please please. " Rangek Zahra's.

Fia gulped her saliva roughly, glancing at Dira. He gave a signal to his cousin.

"Hm, Zahra. It's like we can't help. " Dira raised her voice.

"Why?" It's not Zahra who asks but Ann. He is also hypnotized by Razi's charm.

Zahra nodded in agreement with Ann's question.

"He is a man. " Reply answered spontaneously.

Fia patted the jidat anxiously at Dira's strange answer.

"Then what if he's a boy, isn't he Zahra's brother?" Ann asked deeper.

"Dad, but here you are. Not muhrim. "

"Ah, that. We can get out if that's what's so disturbing. So Zahra can meet Razi's brother. " This time Latifa spoke. Of course, her opinion was strongly rejected Ann, but strongly supported by Zahra.

"Ok, Razi is busy outside. He can't be bothered. " Disconnect Fia can't stand it.

"What a busy Razi is meeting me is very difficult. " Zahra protest does not accept.

"She was busy helping Annisa's sister in the kitchen making cookies, so she couldn't be bothered. " Answer Fia honestly.

This time Dira who patted jidat anxious, the article if carrying the name Annisa in the scope of Razi is very sensitive for Zahra. Well, even though they've all made up for each other. But it all still feels awkward.

"Oh, he's with Annisa's sister. " Silent Zahra murmured.

It's weird, isn't it?. She was with Annisa, her sister too. But why does it feel so painful?. My chest also feels tight, what is this?. Inner Zahra miris.

There is a feeling of regret that comes from Fia, he does not know if Zahra is very sensitive in this matter.

***

"Zahra, wear these clothes. You'll look so pretty if you wear these clothes, son. " The order of the umi while floating is a compliment to Zahra if he wants to wear it.

"Lho, today there is an event what the hell Umi, why everyone is so strange. Especially Umi, after sealing and not letting Zahra out suddenly umi came and told Zahra to wear this outfit!. " Rajuk Zahra is singing his lips.

Umi smiled understandably while shaking her head was anxious.

"Udah, ah. Don't sulk just yet, son. It's your important day."

Zahra scrunched up her forehead not understanding.

"Everyone why, every Zahra asks why the answer is the same. It's a special Zahra day, what special day is Umi? Kan Zahra is no longer a birthday, either. "

"Later Zahra will know. "

"That's right, ah nyebelin. " Rajuk Zahra's.

Umi stroked Zahra's soft cheeks warmly.

"Umi, Razi why have you never met Zahra today?. Zahra kangen Umi!" Zahra complains about her current self.

Umi smiled warmly.

"Your sister's busy, deck. " Answer Umi briefly.

Zahra was getting ripped off hearing her.

"Busy what?. Same date as Annisa or Nabila?" Zahra asked not to like it. Zahra's question was more to accuse Razi of a no-no.

"Huss, it can't be, deck. Your brother is doing something for you. It's your special day, so he wants to give you something that you will always remember. "

Zahra blinked her eyes and was curious.

"Sir Razi, what is it, Umi?" Zahra asked curiously.

"Later you'll know for yourself, deck. " Answer Umi briefly, while tidying up some clothes scattered on the mattress.

While Umi with her work, Zahra was busy daydreaming something that sometimes makes her singloin a smile, sweet.

                            ***

Raze P. O. V

The atmosphere of Alif's house looks crowded and warm. My plan is ninety-five percent ready, just waiting for Zahra's arrival.

Well, tonight is exactly the moment. After reading the note on Zahra's last diary, I decided to tell all the family about it. Thank God everyone welcomed my plan. The last promise I can give him that I miss is this.

I stared at my face in front of the mirror. Not too attractive with a suit of clothes ala-ala children's cottage, simple. I'm not her not following the times by just wearing clothes like this. But, I know the conditions, the situation and the place. I am currently in a cottage environment, so her clothes should be adjusted to my current place. If this was at home, I would definitely wear clothes just like any other young man. An important casual or casual shirt is not strange and feels comfortable for me.

"Sister. " Call someone I believe is Dira.

I looked at him and gave him my best smile.

"Today Zahra nyari sister continues. " His speech sounds careful.

I smiled wryly, indeed from the morning I never met him. I did not mean I wanted to run away from all this, but I did it because I had to keep my distance from him. Maybe in the past, when at home 2 years ago I could keep my distance by being indifferent and ignorant. But now it's different. She has returned to being my little princess and I can no longer avoid her by pretending not to care about her. I can't.

"Every time Zahra asks about brother, we always seem to be confused about what to answer. " So Dira again sounded tired.

I see, Dira must be very overwhelmed to face the chatty nature of Zahra. I did too, in the past if Zahra asked me something, I would definitely be very overwhelmed by the nature of his enormous curiosity. Hem, I miss those days.

"Thank you." I said sincerely while taking my eyes off. Trying not to look him in the eye. It was so weird, he knew everything I was hiding. It's not my secret, but my attitude. He knows I'm lying.

"Don't get tired of hearing his words and complaints." Please be sincere. I'm trying to be decent right now.

He was heard sighing, "Why can't brother see that Zahra thinks brother is more than brother?. He has something like my brother feels. "

Deg

Nah!

Not again!

Don't say anything impossible like that!. I don't want to keep getting stuck like this. Because I know what it means in all the diary books. Zahra never expected me. He loves Alif. He wants Alif.

"Let's get out, it's time." I broke up to switch the conversation.

"Why should you sacrifice your feelings?. He's mem-"

"Enough, Dira!. He's not who you think he is. He likes someone much better for him. And it's not all nonsense, I know that. So let's forget all this trouble. Don't think no to myself, because I'm fine. " Cut me fast.

Dira fell silent. His gaze turned into a look I hated so much. I don't like that look. Hey, I'm fine. I'm not alone if you forget. I'm with God. If Zahra isn't my soul mate then maybe that's the best. I'm okay, really.

"Come on." His words agree to my invitation. I walked first and of course the one that followed Dira directly behind me.

After arriving at the family room there I found all my family had gathered. I said my greetings before sitting on one of the couches. Dira's gone somewhere I don't know. Maybe go catch up with Zahra and her weird friends. Remembering it is ridiculous.

And before long the long-awaited figure finally came as well. Zahra looks very beautiful and graceful with a cute pink syar'i dress. I expected, she would definitely fold very pretty if she wore this outfit. Ah, thank goodness, like she likes my clothes. No one knows but Umi, but I guarantee Umi will never say this to Zahra or anything else.

"Sir Razi!" His call to sulk made my short daydream instantly disappear. Zahra walked up to me with a deliberate step. Looks funny and sweet.

"Where are you, anyway?. Zahra kangenh! " Her majesty while hugging my arms spoiled.

I was happy, but before I was completely dissolved I immediately realized something. Everyone looked at me strangely, including Alif. No, this can't be.

I painstakingly collected my voice and gulped my mouth rough.

"Zahra, hey,"

"Sit down between Umi and Abi. You can't be like this." My careful sweat doesn't want to ruin his mood.

He shook strongly.

"Bad brother!, you don't want to beat Zahra again, huh? Big bad brother from this morning brother never met Zahra, Zahra is not kangen the same brother but it turns out brother does not want to meet Zahra, Zahra kesel?!" His complaints sound hoarse. Gosh, why does she look so sweet when sulking like this?. But what was it, his voice was hoarse!. Oh, my God, this must be because he's holding back his tears.

"Zahra dear, brother does not want to meet with Zahra. But I'm really busy, baby. So you can't meet you, deck. Hey, already. Don't cry, sister's daughter is prettier if she's not crying. What's more when she smiles, she looks so beautiful like that. Okay, then after the show's over, brother's gonna see you. But on one condition, sit between Umi and Abi obediently. Understood?"

Zahra smiled obediently and nodded. But did I see wrong?. Zahra ah no, but Zahra's cheeks look blushing?.

Maybe I saw it wrong.

In accordance with my orders, Zahra immediately sat down between Umi and Abi. I smiled wryly and preferred to lower my gaze. Attempting to close my ears with the recitation of the holy verses of the Qur'an which indeed by the power of Allah I can memorize.

Until Alif's voice echoed in this room, a voice filled with authority. Asking expectantly if his request is directly asserted by the princess.

I squeezed my hands, my heart felt tight and painful. It makes me very uncomfortable and uncomfortable. I'm not strong!

I'm not strong!.

"Zahra Affianisha, will you accept my request. Being my life partner in times of trouble or pleasure. In times of joy and sorrow in the bonds of the household, become a mother for my children later and become a home to return in times of tired and tired. Will you be a complement to half my religion?" Alif said loudly and firmly.

I held my breath in pain, not wanting to raise my gaze in fear. Until one sound made me realize something.

"I.iii. I want to." Zahra sounded nervous and timid.

I smiled wryly, boisterous sounds of happy speech and congratulations continued to echo in this space.

I raised my face slowly, looking at Zahra's face which looked very happy. He smiled timidly there, hiding the hue of his face in Umi's gentle embrace.

I smiled, and it was finally over. Finally, all of this is completely clear. It's time, it's time like this.

One thing I have to realize with all this, that I have no choice but to leave. Everything is gone and over. I should have realized all of this from a long time ago, if loving her had to end up sick.

Nah!

This is not his fault, nor is it the fault of the Power. But this is purely my fault. I should have been able to endure this feeling, I should have been able to.

Mah, how is this?. I don't know if it's gonna hurt like this.

"Sister. " Call Dira who is already standing next to me. I turned my head and found that he was currently smiling warmly at me. Even though he was smiling right now, his eyes explained everything. His eyes seemed to be teary-eyed withstanding the cries.

I returned her smile with a warm smile. I have to be strong, though. It's my choice, isn't it?

"I think you need a big brother's help outside, can you?"

I smiled warmly again and nodded slowly.

Dira walked ahead of me. I saluted the others and followed Dira. I don't know where he's taking me, we're out. Like he's heading towards the gate.

"Go home." Flat talk.

I scrunched my forehead not understanding.

"You're not okay, don't push yourself too hard." His words still sound flat. He turned his body against me. I looked at her face that looked wet. She cried.

"Do you think I'm stupid?, you look so pathetic right now so go home, let me take care of the others here."

I smiled warmly and patted her shoulders gently.

"You don't have to be like this, really, really, really"

"Don't force myself to say!. Do you think I'm kidding right now?, you look so messed up and pathetic right now!. If you still remain stubborn and do not care about all this but at least think of your heart!!"

I fell silent, "Why are you so stubborn, do you know you look so pale right now!. With circumstances like this is indeed the person who will say if your current situation is okay?. You don't be stupid!, look at your heart!, he's sick, he's exhausted, he's tired, brother!"

"Are you going to keep saying 'nothing' when your heart is always hurting?. And yes, this is the umpteenth time!"

I'm tight-lipped, Dira's right. All this time my heart was never okay, I always denied it if all this time I was okay.

But right now her effects are extraordinarily painful. I'm so hurt by all this. I'm ill.

"I can't leave even if I want to, it's Zahra's special day. Her happy day." I tried to sound okay.

Dira looked at me. I know my sister is stubborn.

"Come home, you don't have to think about today. You can come on Zahra's wedding day in a month, but before that go home. Prepare your heart for something much more painful. You don't have to worry about the inside, I can take care of it." Dira said sarcastically, making me instantly shaken.

Tacit. Prepare your heart for something more painful. Ah, I should have known about it.

Sighs, "Alright, brother's coming home. Please say hello to them all." Cut me off eventually. Dira nodded. Now his gaze was softer and softer than before.

"You need to rest. " Murmurm.

I walked away from Dira who was still standing firmly at the side of the gate. I took my eyes in any direction. Ah, it turns out that heartbreak hurts this much. Not many people end their lives because of a breakup.

After a long walk, I arrived before the gate of a luxurious house I was living in right now. I entered the courtyard and ended up entering the house. I see all the beautiful decorations that decorate this house, all of them are Zahra's favorite decorations. All the layout of the goods and the color of the wall paint I adjust to the likes of Zahra. After being satisfied to look at all the decorations, I walked up the stairs slowly. Until I finally got to a room. Rooms with garden nuances that increasingly look natural with the atmosphere of the forest here. I smiled wryly.

"Finally it must be like this. " I said tired as I dropped my body on the bed. Until I finally fell asleep.

                            ***

"Fuck! " Call me after finding Papah's face beside me.

"Hey, papah champ is awake apparently. How's he sleeping, hem?" She asked me to help me sit down.

I rubbed my eyes, aligning the sunlight that entered my retina.

"I'm good, pah. " Answer me origin.

Papah laughed at my answer.

"Champion papah don't be naughty, huh? Must be a good and obedient person. Don't bother anyone else while you're gone, ok?"

"Where, Pah?" I ignored the question Papah.

Papah smiled gently while breaking my hair.

"Later Razi will know. But clearly, papah same mom really hope Razi will be a strong and great figure. And for all, please forgive papah and mama. "

Seriate...