
“Most can answer.” He touched my forehead with anxiety. I'm having fun. That innocent forehead.
“Ishh...Maen hardness usually if you've lost your mouth.” He laughed this time.
We shut up later. Just looking at the view in front of us. I can get Cecilia's approval. Can he like me.
“You are not afraid of loneliness in Jakarta, do not go home too late again. If there is no job, do not make there a job. Not I didn't know you were deliberately lingering in the office.” But he's also attentive sometimes.
“Ga pa-pa Ko, all need process. Yes, sometimes I'm just scared at home lonely, miss Mama. That's how to pass the time, make cape directly sleep. All this time I've always been the same Mama, the last month suddenly Mama disappeared, it still feels really bad sometimes, if there he took to HK first. As if he could see me as Papa, yes but maybe now he can see also anyway.”A tear in my eye falls if I remember Mama. I quickly deleted it, Ko Derrick saw me. “Sorry, I cry Ko.” I tried to smile again, looking the other way to dry my tears.
“Yes you've been home, have a meal with Aunty. Ga pa-pa.. invited auntie to chat, Aunt at home was chatting, she seemed to eat her cooking, although sometimes she cooked sambel ama kale with salted fish doang, but delicious, rather than past 9 o'clock you are still crawling on the production site. Koko seriously, you will come home to eat at home aja.”
“Engga. I still have the pride to hitchhike.” I ngakak. Maybe he'll take pity, then take me out to dinner often.
But maybe he's asking Lisa to eat. Thinking of Lisa makes me jealous, I'm jealous imagining Lisa touching her, but I can't touch her. No reason, he's kind to me because I'm just a little brother to look after. I want to touch his hand now.
“I can send to Koko?” Ask permission because I really want to lean on her even if she wears a sister's shield. This time I don't care what his mind is, I put my arm behind his arm and I tend to him just like that. It feels very comfortable. “Sorry Ko, usually can only be hurter to Mama. Just a moment..” I made my excuses. He's quiet, but he's not against me either.
“Esay receive a call as to whose name is An..dreas make a date.” He still repeats the same mistake of calling Andrew Andreas.
“Hmm.. Yes try. The geeky is kind-hearted his richness.” I'm not going to blatantly I don't want to go on another date.
“Culun..” She laughs.
“Gantengan Kokoku everywhere.” I adore her handsome, but hiding behind the perfect sister's shield.
“So you find a handsome one.”
“Entah, I think that makes it comfortable and kind and all Kokoku..” I put my chin on his shoulder, our eyes met for a while, very close. I was happy to tease her a little, then I turned my eyes away again. My heart was beating happily, putting my head on her shoulders now, biting my own lips hid my smile from her sight. I'll be his little sister who just likes to tease him.
“That's hard to find.”
“Oh yes?” I laughed, the PD was exorbitant.
“Iya.”
“Befriended by Papa you.” I grimaced.
“I'm anti-fraud, and Papa also does not want to fool his son. She's a victim of an arranged marriage. Our families are fucked up victims of matchmaking.”
“Reacted so.”
“Iya.” Maybe he knows I like him. He should have known, but now I can have his shoulder and he doesn't mind. Just like this makes me too happy. “Udah-its, already, thanks Ko. I finished the cash battery.”
“Cash battery?!” He ngakak. He doesn't mind, maybe he's tempted too now, after our hiking trip that Sunday, maybe at Cecilia's house tell him something. I don't know, maybe it's like that... So he wouldn't mind me being like this to him.
“Hmm..” I used to, not wanting to stick to him again, straighten my seat. Maybe later I can use this cash battery excuse again to touch it again.
“Cecilia college where?”
“Brown.”
“Ivy League.”Derrick nodded, the hue of pride of a Father clearly emanated in his face.
“The boy is smart, I am grateful the divorce did not hurt him, but maybe because I and my ex-wife were best friends. Even though he only knew we were divorced because it didn't fit, but that's it. He took it well. His stepfather was kind, not distinguishing him from his son. I think he's quite happy, he can also take advice about his girlfriends, he's a good boy.”
“Yes, Cecilia very open child, supple. I think she's older than her age, she told me she wanted to break up her boyfriend. You can imagine, she really is playgirl.”
“You're right. His logic path thinking, he is not like children his age deify love.”
“Not really , she said the breakup was miserable. But maybe not for him.” We laughed about Cecilia. If Ko Derrick and I were together, we could have a child. Now that question was too far into my head. Imagine I have a child just passing by. I think all the women have instincts. Moving from the sister zone alone yet, I brushed off the shadow that was too far away with a sigh.
Let everything go as it is, maybe one day he can step first and hold my hand.