
"I'm sorry." I tried to approach him while he was sitting in the garden of his own house. After last night he didn't want to talk to me, and only the next night could I talk to him.
"I'm sorry." He smiled at me but then changed the direction of his gaze again, his face without ripples of emotion, a trace of his enthusiasm gone completely. He doesn't even argue with me at all.
"You want to take a walk." Maybe I can persuade her by being better.
"No, I'm tired." His gaze was facing the sky, finding his own peace. "It's 9 o'clock, I go back to the room first okay. Tomorrow I still have to go to the office at 7, otherwise I feel like I'm eating a blind paycheck here. Do you need my help again." He walked up next to me, smiling at me but I could not find him yesterday anymore. I took her hand to hold her off.
"I'm really sorry Sandra...."
"I forgive you, there's nothing to fuss about anymore. I really forgive you."
"If so, stay with me for a while."
"Well, 15 minutes is enough? I have to get up at 6 tomorrow ..." Now he made my request a duty, unwilling to conflict with me and deliberately looking for safe ways to avoid me.
"Yes she went to sleep." Maybe he needs time to accept my apology now.
"Good night Oliver." He passed by casually.
Although he was happy to ask me to fight, but it was because he was curious about me, if he was still curious I still had hope, at least he still wanted to say what he thought, if he was still curious, and interested in knowing my personality more deeply.
Now he lets the conversation look safe, laughs cheerfully but has no interest at all, prefers to avoid talking to me, he doesn't want to argue with me, doesn't want to say his opinion, not wanting to know anything about me, he just wanted to spend 30 days as soon as possible.
From 10%, now I make his 0 disappear to 1%. Greaty! I'm screwed with my self.
And it turns out that my hope is almost dashed after a week he consistently persisted no matter what, Sandra more consider me ornament with the name 'boss 30 days' these days.
Sir Oliver, the food's ready.Next time Oliver, you want coffee, if there's anything I can help you with, he's using the most formal and standard verbs to talk to me. Though I started to like the word dimsum, other species, playboy or whatever he said to upset me. Now it pisses me off that he's not interested anymore.
He doesn't hate me, he loses interest in me, thinks I'm just a crazy pervert who after 30 days will pass. He seemed to have already rounded his heart to it.
What I should do.
And I'm out of sense now, ...
Take him out to eat, buy him something, apologize again, talk to him, all I've done, but all I get is a polite smile and a thank you plus the word, 'You're too good, you're too good, you don't have to do this for me.'
"Sir Oliver, you've been looking very upset these few days. Not sleeping?" I sat alone on the back porch at night, and Nguyen approached me.
"Nguyen's... Be sitting. You want a beer?" I gave him a can of beer to accompany me for a drink.
"No I just have a little problem.... " I don't know how to explain it.
"With Miss Sandra?" I saw him, he knew how he could guess.
"You know what?" She smiles.
"I'm just guessing from Mr and Ms. Sandra's recent interactions. Usually he doesn't hesitate to argue with you. Did you make her angry, she's so formal with you, you guys sort of dating?"
"Hmm.. yeah, I tried to get close to him, he hasn't accepted me, I guess so, but he's already tasted me ugly at first, now because of one problem, I've blacklisted, banned, dumped, evil at once..." Now Nguyen is laughing.
"But he doesn't look angry at you."
"He wasn't angry, but he thought I was worthless."
"Oh Lord, he thinks you are worthless, I'm so sorry for you, when you are the single with the highest nominal value here, why is that, when I think many women want to approach you, You mess with the third person." Nguyen still laughs at my misfortune.
"It's not about the third person, though,..." I told him briefly what my mistake was. Although I did not give details, the point is that I forbid him to ask for help from people he already considers his own family, because I will solve the problem. Nguyen nodded like a wise man, maybe he could give me a way out. Whatever path I'm going to work on now because I think I'm running out of road.
"If so, get close to your family well. You are wrong Asians usually value family relationships very much. We're always here to get close to family first to get blessing. It's not like you guys in person, if the family agrees then the road for you will open Mr. Oliver."
"Near his family first..." This time someone gave me such advice. I mean should I tell Ko Derrick that? But now that Sandra herself is mad at me, how could I have come there with her still angry.
"Yes, he values his family, if you're well-intentioned, you can accept his family, and he's the people around him, I think his family will help you with a good apology. Maybe you'll have some hope..." Ohh helped me apologize to Sandra.
If that Ko Derrick thinks my intentions are good enough, then he can advise Sandra to accept me? Maybe that means it. That sounds pretty reasonable to me.
I did ask Derrick for his phone number once we got back, Derrick was going to Hong Kong. I should take this opportunity to get to know Derrick, at least make him my ally to apologize to Sandra. He never forgave me because I wanted to get rid of his family.
"I'll listen to your advice Nguyen, you're right now he's not giving me any more hope. I have no other way than what you've mentioned."
"Excited Mr. Oliver, don't give up quickly, women if we fight properly will definitely look at us." He gave me a little advice on how I should behave and called Derrick's brother in his view, they are both Asian should his advice be used.