PRISONER OF LOVE LOVE THE WIDOWER

SEASON 2 Part 52. Just You and Me.

I want a child, just one. I don't think it's gonna be burdensome for us.

"Do you not want to get married and have Sandra's child?" Mama's talking to me now when we're both alone.

"Oliver doesn't really want Mama's son. He said it was better for us to spend time on ourselves. Focus on ourselves..."

"You don't want to either?" I shut up and thought. I never really wanted to get married, but my destiny suddenly changed. If asked if I want a child or not. I myself may not be able to decide.

"Let's know Mama, I'm actually having fun with the kids. But if Oliver objects, I think I'll compromise. It's not a priority, which is important we can both be in line. If he insists on not I think I'd rather not."

"Maybe you should talk about it first. Maybe the past and present are different, maybe after a while he won't mind. Having a baby is actually happy... Sometimes it's solace, a source of happiness, sometimes it's a booster to fight, because sometimes love isn't forever.

Love does not always flow.

We've been back to Hong Kong then after only two days in Shanghai, but Mama's still there.

"Darling if we get married, can we have a baby? Don't you really want to have a baby." Oliver looked at me as I sat next to him on our couch when we got back.

"You're saying it because your mom wanted it? Since the child has to be the one who raised him, what you expect from me, I might have long working days, you'll scold me for working too long, then I'll be an example of a bad father. We started fighting later because I was lacking attention to our son. That's what I'm afraid of. Isn't it good that we focus on our own happiness." He came out with a long explanation of what fear was in his mind.

"No, no, I understand enough that you don't want your work interrupted. But I don't think it's that bad, though,... "

"What if I leave you if you're pregnant, I'm gonna have to leave for weeks? What if I had to leave our baby. You'd say I'm a husband not involved in the family. "

"There's a babysitter who can help, actually a babysitter can help a lot, there's my mom, I saw how some people are helped with the nanny and also I want it, it's going to be our son. I understand you have a job, but my friends tell me it's only the first two years."

He was silent hearing me speak.

"I still don't want it, it's like adding a third person to our relationship. Without children we can be happy."

He still doesn't want it. I can't change his opinion.

"Before we've talked about this, you don't mind, why are you suddenly talking about it." He grabbed me and looked me in the eye. "Am I not enough, we're happy, aren't we..."

"I think a baby will make our relationship closer and solid, however she is a combination of you and me. Not that I want to incriminate you. Beyond the added responsibility, I think seeing him develop will be happy. I may be talking about this ..too fast to talk about, are you distracted?"

"No, it's just I may not have been moved about the baby I don't know."

"You haven't even said anything about marriage." I laughed to myself, this is too far to talk about.

"Marriage is just the status of love, I'm yours, we've been together what else you're afraid of, what matters is not the marriage, what matters is that you and I are happy with each other." Now I smile at her sweet words. With my chin up, I never thought he'd be this sweet.

"You are sweet in the marrow, ..." And I kissed her cheek in return for her sweet words. "Can you be this sweet."

"I'll work on it." Now he's taking me to sit in front of him. "It's a shame we'll be fine without kids." He's still trying to convince me.

"I just want to have a little moss part of you, if you're going to be jealous of your own son, he can comfort me when you're gone, you can see your second one growing up. Maybe we'll kick him out of the house when he's 18, but we'll miss him, maybe we can see a grandson. Isn't that not so bad." He grimaces.

"Are you going to force me to now give you a child?"

"Maybe."

"How is it?"

"Ohh yeah, you know I've been pushing you all along. Never before have you forced me to seem like, you always let me take the initiative, sometimes I ask why you're always waiting for me, why this time you didn't take the initiative to force me." I put on my smile. "Say why?"

"Maybe I like the feeling you want me to, compared to the types of women you've met, I might feel like I'm not as pretty as them. I don't know why you ..." I didn't go on, until now there's sometimes still a sense of disbelief, this dimsum is different from what I thought all along.

"I told you because you're the only one who's ever kicked me and kissed me on the cheek. Blame the cupid that made me fall in love with you." I smiled at him. It's true I'll thank Cupid for sending me this summer. I kissed him short on his cheek. Make him laugh and tighten his pe*luk.

"You don't dare to bib*ir, dear? Why on the cheek?"

"Brave..." Kukec*up bi*beer made her return my kiss.

"Are you happy sweetheart, do you mind me going to work a lot, the second thing I love, I love my job. I love how people like what I draw and build with all my heart."

"No, do what you like, I'm not the type to see you every day, I just know you exist if I ask you, I feel you love me, you come back here... that's enough."

"I almost forgot, your dear Koko said next month she wanted us there."

"Is that? Why didn't he tell me."

"Because he already considers me a family that will take care of you as well."

"That's fine, ..." I laugh, remember how he tried to pass Ko Derrick's exam.

"Your kokom is a very young face, who would have thought he was older than me. No wonder you're so crazy about her."

"You're still talking about that, baby, now I want your son." He laughed, but then his ciu*m silenced me.

"Bad girl, maybe you'll make it, depending on how sedentary you are."

"So your decision isn't final?" I was immediately enthusiastic.

"So, I don't think I've seen yet what it takes to have a child. I don't want it now." He talks like that means maybe he can change.

"Three more months the hote*l will be finished? You promised to take me back there?"

"of course. I'll take you there." I smiled at him impatiently wanting to see that magnificent star terrace. "Later we will get a special invitation. We're going on holiday there again...Being away from you is s*ik*s*an unspeakable*an say*ang." A little kiss turns into a friendly hug. Melu* our own leave in an instant this dor*on*gan felt so strong, mem*iu*mnya again and felt him flying*un quickly.

"Laku* now. Lang*just..." I m*engi*git bib*my own when he was on top of me, hooked with kul*it cok*tat lenga*nnnnya terbak*nya, the contrast of color makes me feel it very m*ac*ho, ' he said,  can't wait to feel the dirin*ya that seems to have been in its best capacity.

"S*ay*that you're so impatient with today." But he's just as impatient as I am. This time he was already fully hooked, it took him a while to get used to his*ull size. Era*nga*nku immediately terle*pas when he berge*rak.

"Olivers, ple..." Me*mo*hon so he doesn't stop doing it. I've always liked him, how he knows what I want. 

"What do you want?" He deliberately upset me by stopping. He's in control now. All right, .. This time I'll be in control. In a moment I changed our position.

"You're a bitch."

"Sweetheart, you're really impatient tonight."

Now I'm in control. And everything was so fast, the longing*ngan and longing* weeks finally terle*pa*s then.