PRISONER OF LOVE LOVE THE WIDOWER

SEASON 2 Part 17's. Day 2 - Kowloon Land of Memory and Misery

I want to go for a walk in Kowloon, walk through Mong Kok Market, eat street Food, spend time shopping at ladies markets and bargain like I used to, he said, I was too scared to meet someone who knew me there.

Too afraid that someone who knows me will pass it on to Kent.

I don't think I knew at first Kent was someone who was very dominant in the relationship. When Derrick goes to another country, half of my heart goes, I want to follow the person I consider the big brother. But I know I can't, ...

At first he looked good, he was supportive and I started to think Kent was the one who could replace Derrick in my heart. His career seems bright after all. He was Philip Leung's special bodyguard who had already ascended to a higher level, one could tell Great Boss Philip believed in him.

Until one day I knew who he was. He was a deviant, a devotee of BDS*M, and I was shocked by kenc*an inti*m our first. But he apologized to me, said he accidentally, I who was weak at that time forgave him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize I hurt you. I'm sorry, honey." I cried when I was slapped, strangled and grabbed in such a way by him. My resistance makes it all the while instead of stopping.

"You're crazy!" I curled up in fear with sore skin and a broken body.

"I love you. Sorry, I'm missing, sorry." She tried to hug me calming me who was crying hysterically and trembling.

But what had become irreversible behavior, I tried to break up with him, but I could not, when he could not persuade me he used all means to keep me by his side.

The struggle for struggle, the physical and mental torment it created made me feel like your life was completely hopeless, living with it made my life hell for over a year. Even he controlled my finances to prevent me from escaping. At that time I was nothing compared to him who had full power to control the security forces of Philip's group in Hong Kong.

"Sandra baby, I love you. Don't you know, no one can stay with me but you, the other women are just ornaments. But the only one who can sit next to me is you." I hate the words so much.

Until I thought I was willing to stab him in the heart, not that I never tried to hurt him, but that he replied to me until I couldn't get up again to teach me never to try.

But after beating me up he took care of me lovingly, as if I were his precious jewel. Taking care of me then threatening me not to try to repeat it again.

Sometimes he was sweet as a way of apologizing, giving me hope everything would change, but of course nothing has changed.

Not threatening me enough, he also promised to torture my girlfriend. Any way to make me obey. I sometimes tangent to distinguish whether he is smiling dearly or smiling but eventually I will be beaten because for me the same.

I never dared to fight him again. I just survived by the end of the month, hoping for a miracle for me at the end of the dark hallway, hoping that this was just a short chapter that would pass, asking karma what I was doing to have a destructive relationship that left me strangled and almost dead like this.

When the opportunity came to me, working outside Hong Kong I was so carefully behaving day by day not to raise his suspicions. Even I left everything in Hong Kong with only one backpack of clothes, I only had HKD 10,000 cash that I carefully kept for months, because I had no account at all, credit card or savings. Everything is held by him. Fortunately he did not hold a passport, because at the same time I still escorted VIPs outside Hong Kong.

I was so relieved that I cried when my plane no longer touched the earth, felt so relieved when the plane flew to Singapore and swore no objection to not step on Hong Kong again forever.

Maybe he knew I was going to Singapore but he couldn't reach me anymore, because I even worked at Hong Lung's business opponent. I got a balanced opponent fence.

I wouldn't mind living very frugally for the first month when I only had that HKD 10,000 while waiting for my first salary.

I had a good time in Hong Kong with Ko Derrick, but I couldn't ask for his help at the time. I know Kent has a lot of ways to turn the facts around with the fact I even work as a manager well at one of the clubs, and this includes the couple's personal affairs, saying it to Ko Derrick would create an internal war.

Ko Derrick's position had also just risen, and Philip was about to take over the entire business. Kent is a confidant of Philip and Derrick is the man who works from Philip's father, banging them both will cause a lot of unprofitable things for Ko Derrick.

I was lucky five years later, trying to recover myself from the trauma of such a deep relationship. I feel at peace only with myself.

But not him, meeting Kent yesterday still makes me tremble. It was as if all the pieces of power I had accumulated these five years were just fragile walls.

"Where are you going today?"

I spent the afternoon at the gym near her apartment complex, doing a little massage, watching the Netflix series in my room comfortably.

"No, just to the gym, massage. And watch Netflix." Oliver looked at me like I was a freak when I said that.

"You're not going to Kowloon, isn't that where you used to work."

"No."

"Are you a fugitive in Kowloon? You probably killed a gang boss?" I laugh. I'm a fugitive but killing the gang leader is not what I've ever done, just breaking a bottle or breaking a nose has probably been many times.

"I'm not that good as Oliver. I've never taken anyone's life, if I beat people up a lot." I just laughed. "It's how I enjoy the holidays, I have to go there. I've been there my whole life."

"You haven't answered if you're a fugitive?"

"No. Whose fugitive? Check to the police if I'm a fugitive. If I'm a fugitive I've been arrested upon entering Hong Kong."

"If you have a problem here that you're avoiding you should tell me, maybe I'm not as good at fighting as you are, but helping you sort things out might be possible." Species XXXL can enlightenment what so it's so good to me, does the kiss on the cheek have a special spell that I don't realize.

"Why are you so good to me?" I had to look at him who was looking at me so seriously.

"I'm talking seriously Sandra. You must be in trouble, no, there's something you're avoiding here, what it is..." I thought he would answer, 'I am indeed kind to the person I like.' Then I'll laugh at him. Turns out the playboy science was not issued.

"And you're taking this too seriously, Mr. Oliver. You want to buy food, have you eaten. That was supposed to be if you wanted to buy food I could buy it first just pick you up.

I tried to divert the conversation then. 4 more days we're going to Vietnam, there won't be any problems - just four days.

"Alright, then Sunday we take a walk to Kowloon."

"Why should I, I don't like Kowloon. Wan Chai so many good restaurants, why go across the crowd."

"Now I'm 100% sure you're a fugitive in Kowloon." Why he wants to know my business.

"Well, I did offend someone in Kowloon. I've hit people like I said, maybe once he's still grudging me."

"just hitting? Why don't you dare go back there." This question now is too confusing for me. He chased me so much.

"Oliver, I don't want to go to Kowloon anyway. Don't ask me questions like you have a responsibility to solve my problems. I have my own problems, and you don't owe me anything. I told you if I could not go to Hong Kong. What and why is it my business personally."

Now he's quiet.

"Sorry Oliver, it's personal. I'm not involved in any legal matters, just don't like being there. You have no obligation to solve my problems or help anything."

He sat down again to his chair with his back straight.

"All right, ... I'm just telling you. If you want me to help, I'll work for you. That's all."

"Thanks Oliver, I appreciate it..."

The conversation is over.

If Kent tries to bother me this time, I'm gonna have to ask Ko Derrick for help. This time I have a strong fortress. Ko Derrick's position is now too high to be surpassed by Kent, moreover he will marry Arnold Lam's daughter. He's not just an ordinary professional, Arnold Lam's son-in-law, he carries a strong surname behind him.