PRISONER OF LOVE LOVE THE WIDOWER
Part 24's. Walking Together Time 1
“Ma?” I shook his body slowly. Turn on the room lights, he's still not up. Face's pale. Now my heart is beating hard. “Mama!” Kuraba's neck is cold. Why cold! “Mama! Build Ma!” I cried immediately, now I realize Mama's not breathing. “Mama don't want Tata Ma..” Now I know something bad has happened.
“Ma! Mama is sick Ma? We're going to the doctor Ma..” I know in my heart what happened, but I refuse to admit it, “Mama, I called the doctor...” I said it while crying, doctor! Maybe you can still be taken to the hospital, maybe something else. I ran trembling looking for my phone, called Dr. Ridwan, the general practitioner who opened the practice below and also stayed in this apartment.
“Dok!” I almost screamed when he picked up my phone.
“Iya?”
“It's Anita, Mama I doc! Can't get up Doc, please Doc! He's not breathing doc!” I said that hysterically and shook Mama's body, hoping she would wake up and respond to me.
“How much are you?!” I immediately mentioned my unit that should be on the floor below.
“Wait for me.”
The phone disconnected and I shook Mama's body, carrying her to my lap hoping she would wake up right now. But all I found was her body feeling cold. I rubbed his hands, hugged him to make him feel warm, I don't know what I'm doing.“Ma, mama don't want Tata Ma. Wake Ma... Ma, do we want to take a walk Ma!” Mama didn't respond, my brain was empty in panic, I kept calling her name and begging Mama to wake up, a bad shadow going on in my head about what happened, it felt like a century of someone knocking on my door.
I took off my mother and ran to the door. Doctor Ridwan who only wears a shirt arrives at my door.
“Dok, splinter doc. Please Mama.” I dragged her hand in panic with a face filled with tears. When he arrived he checked Mama's neck.
“This..” she pressed her chest. While I waited beside her by rubbing Mama's hand.
“Mama didn't wake up Doc, I came in..” Doctor Ridwan silently did not talk, he took his flashlight to check the pupils of the eyes.
“Dok, what's an ambulance call directly. I must what?!” She didn't answer me, but she listened to my heart. Saw me .. and soon shook my head. I think from the beginning he's been decisive, I really wish there was a miracle. But that can't happen now.
“Sorry Nita, ..” her words make me roar to embrace Mama now.
“Mama... Build Ma!” It can't be like this, Mama promised we'd be to HK next month.” It hurts so much, I can't believe this has to happen now. I don't want to believe it....! ”Ma, mama said to see Papa Ma...Kok mom go Ma.” I don't know what to say to Mama anymore. I just cried and hugged her. Doctor Ridwan patted me on the shoulder, letting me cry for a while.
“Mama did not hurt... Iklasin.” She tried to talk to me, while I shrugged my head around Mama and wouldn't let her go.
“Kok can Doc, how can you, Mama is okay - why was it?”
Doctor Ridwan sat with me for a while and let me cry.
“You should call your family. Can I help you with the phone? I'll wait here until you have a hand.”
I have to call Aunt Yuni, Mama's only brother.
“Tante,..”
“Tata? Why cry Ta.”
“Mama ..” Now I can't say it.
“Mama why?!”
“Mama no.”
“Not exist?” He's quiet there. “What do you mean?!Why... kok..” The next moment we were both crying. I told my aunt she died in her sleep. “Tante is there now... Aunty there.” He's probably only an hour away, Auntie in Bekasi.
I have to tell Papa. But the usual Papa phone from Mama's phone, I haven't even saved it on my phone. The only one I can call is Ko Derrick to tell Papa.
“Ko..” I called in a still sobbing voice.
“Tata? Why?”
“Please phone Papa, Mama no.” Now he is silent because of the confusion.
“Not exist? What do you mean there is no?” He said Mama wanted to take to HK, meet Papa, why we could not be given a chance at all. What sin am I, why ... I can't talk to Ko Derrick. “Tata?!”
“Here I am talking..” Doctor Ridwan took my phone. Turn on the loudspeaker, so I can hear.
“What do you mean no, I don't understand your language doesn't exist?!”
