
“Hai Andrew, how's it going.” I regret it with a formal meeting style, I rarely reply to his chat with busy reasons, if sometimes I reply at the end of the night, I have a reason to want a break, or all are still on the production site.
“Hai, finally get you lunch. Very busy for you yes.”
“Iya already want to take a day off soon, I have a leave, I try to finish a lot of work first.”
The conversation went well, he was quite friendly and polite. All right, Andrew and Benny are not bad either, at least for our first meeting everything was fine, nothing made me illfeel with him. He's normal not too show off for a boss's kid size. I made a one-lunch appointment with Andrew and Benny, to get the job done and but instead felt like I was fulfilling the obligation of meeting with a client rather than an introductory lunch.
Finally, time to go to Hong Kong. This morning I reached the waiting room ready for the five-hour logging. I don't know why I'm happy to see Ko Derrick again.
“Hei Ko..” I just met Ko Derrick again two weeks ago. This time we were taken by the driver to the airport.
“Tante Yun you have asked me if I have picked you.” He saw me in the passenger seat and sitting next to him, but then his attention turned back to his phone, he looked handsome with only a t-shirt, an unbuttoned casual shirt and jeans, for a moment I was just blown away by her smile that I just saw again. It felt like he wanted to get into the reach of his arm again, the last time he offered me that embrace I still remember.
I asked why I'd rather meet this handsome battery than meet Andrew and Benny, plus it looked like Ko Derrick was many times cooler than them. Either the casual appearance is very interesting or the way to talk is calm.
I must be crazy, I have to be careful with my own feelings, he just considers me a sister, he has helped me a lot, if I have feelings for him he must be laughing at me. And I ended up like Lisa, clapping one hand. I took a long breath. Tata, Ko Derrick is too far out of your reach. He's just Koko!
“Why?”
“Hah?” L saw.
“Why sigh so?”
“Ohh, no pa pa.”
“Yakin ga pa.” He noticed I was making me feel wrong. Shit, I never felt this way before. Why am I being so weird today. Look he was wearing a rich t-shirt young people were already fascinated.
“Iya. Don't be kepo.”
“I'm not kepo. Or maybe the boss's son who made you think yesterday, what's his name? An... Andreas.”
“Andrew.” I smile.
“Ya ghenya.”
“Terus?” Interrogation makes a report to Papa nih kanya.
“Ya ordinary. Just had lunch once. Consider it to surf the job.”
“Udah? That's it?”
“Udah.”
“You have the same heart he said, ntar Koko said Papa make setin.” I was immediately disappointed he said that, it hurt, like being pushed back just like that. Bener, from the beginning he also took me as an obligation from Papa, when he said adek ya adek.
“Lu don't make gossip yes Ko.” Now I point at him in annoyance. She smiles at me. “Udahlah, males talk with you again Ko, if I say do not like ya do not like.”
“Iya-iya, angry bener.” I'm silent not to see it. Ko Derrick who saw me cringe for no reason laughed. “Hei, Koko's kidding. You sensi very, again PMS yes.” He's running my shoulder. But I'm even more upset now.
“Lu fella early in the morning Ko, far away!” I was angry but actually angry at myself why I was like this.
“Jeez girl if again PMS is scary. Sorry just joking doang.” He tried to make peace this morning. Just let him down, it's better to calm myself. I'm the one who's messing myself up again now.
On the way I daydreamed, did not want to see him at all, I must be wrong, must be feeling again chaotic, the young ones just do not interest me, Marcello is more handsome, Benny is also more handsome, Andrew was kind, patient as the man. I should have seen them, later back to Jakarta I would have more dating options, not want to see Ko Derrick first. It's confusing, don't want to end up rich Lisa. Shame.sick heart, bad timing even have a strange feeling with him.
“Your words why exactly? Angry how did that happen? Any problems?” Now he asked again after I had completely silenced him the entire trip.
“Ga.” I answered without seeing it.
“Seriously? Story if there is a problem.”
“Ga no.” I chose not to see her all the way. It's just a strange morning this feeling will go away later.
“Fine. If you want a story we still have hours on the plane.”
I'm afraid to tell him now, afraid I'm telling my heart and he knows my stupidity.