PRISONER OF LOVE LOVE THE WIDOWER

SEASON 5 Part 19's. The Real Reason's.

Julie POV

"Are you no more work on Kelly's yesterday's case." I don't know why I'm so happy to see Louis upset. I haven't finished taking revenge on him I guess.

"Ehm, you were pulled from the case by Thomas. Won't go in there again. I don't know the details but it seems to be because of the lobby of your friend Louis. They have much more complete data than we do. The direction of the investigation is more focused now, we no longer pull random data." I'm pulled over because of Louis' lobby?!

"How can it?! Because of her I pulled out of the case?!" Why would Louis be able to control the case from where he got power and what he offered Thomas?

"Yes, even the orders are more specific. We can't involve you at all."

That son of a bitch Louis! What exactly does he want?!

"I can't be involved in this case at all?"

"Isn't it fun you're duty-free. Why are you angry. After all the main reason might be for your own safety." For my own safety? I've been an agent for at least five years, can he judge my abilities? Just met a few times.

"Why am I angry? Why would he set me up for this operation. My salvation? He pikie he can judge my abilities? I don't accept this. Who is he pikie?! "

"Ehm Julie, I don't really know the details. Maybe you can just call Thomas to find out." Kelly seems afraid that I'll get angry and mess up.

"I'll call Thomas now."

Now with anger in the crown I called Thomas.

"Julie? What's up?" He picked up my phone.

"Why can that son of a bitch Louis recommend I can't take part in an operation related to Alberto Tosar?!"

"It's for your own safety."

"What do you mean for my safety? What part of him can determine my safety, does he know my abilities?"

"It's not. No one doubts your abilities, but there's one agent who looks like you and it's at risk because they even killed him. We're afraid you're suspected to be one of his brothers. So this is for your own safety." Thomas explained the reason.

"I don't believe this."

"It's better, isn't it. We don't want to put you in danger."

Thomas' final decision cannot be challenged anymore. It's annoying. It was like losing to him again. Arghhh, that sucks.

"You're such a bitch!" I couldn't bear to not call and scold her. "You think you're great at being able to interfere in my life, even my work?! What right have you to pull me out of surgery?!" He did not answer me for a moment so my emotions rose because I felt ignored.

"You didn't hear me?! Answer me." Now I'm screaming.

"Give up to you, but imagine if the person you love has to cry over your body. Maybe you'll change your mind. I was in that position once and I regretted my whole life and still am today. Think it? It's not gonna be cool forever."

He hung up the phone immediately.

Replace the silent me. Whatdoes thatmean? My phone screen blackened. But I can't just look at that black screen.

'What if the person you love has to cry over your body?'

I remembered a snippet of our conversation in Tokyo.

"Then why aren't you with him now. You remember it so much."

"Because we can't be together."

"It seems like a sad story." After that he didn't answer me.

Perhaps that's what he meant by "there was a time when it was not cool anymore." , maybe they ever felt proud and cool to be able to complete a successful task.

It's not wrong that the agent who killed her was her lover.

And he blames himself until now for that incident? Similar me? It also explained his strange attitude to me. Seeing me like he knew me before. Most likely I look like her boyfriend.

I sat there and stayed silent for a long time thinking about it, the fact of how she saw me as a reminder of her lover. I'm so sorry, the main killer couldn't be arrested until now. How he endured that reality... Guilt can do nothing.

Maybe I should apologize to her, because she was right in thinking about my safety. Even if he doesn't want me to like him, he still has a lot of things left unresolved. It's really sad.

I sent a message to Thomas.

'Thomas, do you know what Alberto Tosar shot was his lover or perhaps his friend Louis ?'

'I don't know, the liaison just said someone close to Louis, I don't know anything to do.'

'You know where Louis is now?'

'No.'

'May I ask Louis' name and contact number, there's something I want to ask him.'

'I asked him for permission first. I'll give it to him when he gives his permission.'

I'll have to wait later. Soon a number and a name were sent to me. Louis's contact number, bearing Kimberly's name, wasn't she the one I met at Louis' house at the time, the woman was also Kimberly.

I called the number Thomas gave me.

"Hallo?" A woman's voice, I don't remember the voice of the woman I met in Louis' apartment.

"Hallo, this is Julie Harris, I got your number from Thomas. Are you the Kimberly I've met before?" I'm sure he remembers me.

"Yes, I'm Kimberly who met you. What's up?"

"Is Louis okay?" Kimberly chuckled on the other end.

"He's fine of course, don't worry about him. He's actually more worried about you. I'm sorry I was involved in the play yesterday, you must have known the purpose by now. Or not? I think you can capture the big picture from the story piece."

"Ehm so the woman Alberto Tosar killed was Louis' lover?"

"His wife, they just got married. He was shot in Paris, clear shot 1x shot in the head. Louis found him dead by the time he came back from buying food." I'm wide-eyed, his wife?! On the honeymoon!?

"My Lord..." I didn't think it was his wife, it was fitting that she was devastated, let alone that the killer was free to roam.

"That's the story, on the one hand he also knows you like him, on the other he has a lot of problems he hasn't solved, and on the other he feels you're like his wife who looks alike, very similar story. Actually, it's to protect you,..."

I'm silent. Too bad Louis, honeymoon period got your lover killed in front of you.

"I understand. Can't I help her at all."

"You helped him by not contacting him. We're trying to control the situation here, with the help of your team, we're trying to trap Alberto Tosar and I'm sure we'll make it. If the situation calms down you can call her again." Kimberly explained at length what they were doing right now.

"Is so. He doesn't hate me, does he?" Kimberly laughed at my question.

"If he hates you how he thinks about protecting you. Of course he doesn't hate you." He doesn't hate me. I can finally be relieved.

"There was nothing I could do for her, I was angry with her."

"What better could he handle you being so angry than you smiling at him." Now I laugh, it seems excessive. But well how can I not be surprised if he has to think of me who is too similar to his wife maybe and face the threat of murder at the same time.

"I understand. Yeah well, can I get some news if you guys are done with the case."

"I'll tell you."

"That's a relief. Thank you Kimberly. I appreciate it."

I can finally calm down. Louis thank you. You may have done it cruelly, but I finally know you're not cruel. You did it for me.