
Cherrie was finally able to go to Shanghai, her father didn't bother us. I heard her mom came back from LA and they started divorce negotiations.
"How are you feeling?" We all sat with him while he was staying two days at Tata's house before he went to Shanghai.
"My feelings are fine, maybe not a care now. I'm happy for the first time to be out of my family's circle, living alone in a new city. Maybe I can find a lot of new things, be me as I am without having to be arranged by Dad."
"Is that? You're not sad your mom's dad's divorced."
"I know marriage is not easy, they have their own considerations, just let the company struggle be the business of Mama and Papa. I don't want to go on that business at all. I told him already, and he just said, he just wants to get what he has to get for me."
"You're fine there, your Papa Lam's office is there, if you want help you know you can ask for it." Reminded him.
"Yes Papa said the same thing. I'll be fine."
"You're not going to Jakarta at our wedding?"
"I'll be here, where maybe not. It's the only thing I call Cece."
We say good-bye to Cherrie to meet again later.
Cherrie's problem seems to be over. Lately it seems all is well, even though we are busy we enjoy the moments of our wedding preparations. But lately it seems that I feel easily angry, no matter what is in his mind, he must be scraped first just want to talk.
As of this moment he was back with a flat face. It seemed that something had happened in the office that made her face grim upon returning.
"Tata, are you okay?" He looked at me and breathed.
"Filen." He threw himself on the couch next to me. Fine being spoken unwillingly was a problem.
"Is there a problem in the office?" He sat down in annoyance I massaged his shoulders, making him comfortable.
"There is a team leader does not listen to opinions, so we are lost, when I told you not to use the concept, still insist on the maximum idealism he. Losing at last. I want to replace the team leader. Again not heard, I make the same calculation. Senior is always top tier.."
"Yes, don't bring her anger home, let's eat first?" He sat beside me, his face still in disarray, I got him a drink.
"Thanks Ko." -."
"Win and lose in a project something ordinary. You're personally upset with the guy he seems to be?"
"Hmm. That's Marcello, in 2-3 years according to his performance he rose to become Marketing Director, but now I occupy his position suddenly because Papa entered as an investor, Papa entered as an investor, I'm the one who got up all of a sudden, he's really happy to find trouble with me at the office."
"Hmm, that's ... You and he are in a different position. You think so wrong. Don't bring the feeling he's happy to find trouble, judge by performance alone."
"meaning?"
"Look, the illustration is that you are one of the owners, as the owner you want the company to generate profits and development, while he works for salaries and bonuses, so judge him by performance, he said, do not bring personal feelings, if his defiance produces negative results, then you have the right to replace him, throw the prospect to another, he will lose himself, if he remains no.1 You leave the decision to him. So do not take the feeling he did it personally advice of course it can, but do not take personal offense, he's a corporate asset, he's a corporate asset, you are upset you become biased in assessing and eliminating future professional candidates. You are in the position of owner, if there are professionals you should support, so the workload is not in all of you. I think you're upset out of place, your position is different, you have to look at it from the owner's side, don't use personal sentiments once again, but yes maybe you are not used to this position still have to learn."
Tata looked at me, judging my point of view.
"But he's failed this time."
"Koko knows she's failed, but you're doing personal judging for one mistake, when in fact she's a potential asset to your company. You said he was often top-tier. " He was silent to my words.
"Hmmm..." Seems he understands.
"Don't make the work atmosphere chaotic, because you are personally judging the company's valuable assets, you have to condition them to be in a conducive environment to work to make a profit for you because you are in the position of marketing leader and owner, do not even suppress potential assets with personal sentiments. It harms you yourself. Understand her point of view, dear." He nodded eventually.
"Hm...Thanks Ko." He finally smiled a little.
"There again? Lately you've been blooding a lot?" She laughs.
"Udah is just that, or something bothers me again. Are there any wedding details you don't like? Don't be simple, by the way.don't make Koko second-guess... Not yet have a sixth sense to guess your mind. If anyone doesn't agree it's on."
She smiled at me, later I thought there was an improper setting in her heart, somewhere, but she didn't talk, like yesterday when she talked about Lisa she let me guess for myself. I forgot to talk to her so much that went through my mind, after all I thought I didn't use that to tie Lisa up, not even Lisapun know.
"Well, what's wrong?"
"Ko, I want us to move into my house. I still love his house. Although Koko said in the house Koko setting is more safe, the area is greater, but I don't want it..." He finally said it, but yesterday he agreed.
"So because of that..." I smile.
"May stay here aja Ko, Koko can fox that Koko said is not safe. Can you Ko? Is Koko's house rented or sold?"
"Hm... Yesterday he said yes, the reason is true, you can save for investment, after all Koko thought from the view of Papa you Koko who must be ready for home. " I've been thinking about it for a long time. Actually it doesn't matter to live anywhere, the house has been long enough, I feel safer there, only I don't like idle assets, so one would not want to have to budge.
"Ko, yes Ko... I love this house. We'll just stay here, well, we'll tell Papa..."
"Kiss first..." He kissed my cheek.
"So how about."
"Oh yeah, we'll set it up later. After all the business is done, do not rush to move house. Any more problems?"
"Emmm... Koko ngundang Lisa no?"
"Lisa Engga, Sandra yes. Is Sandra a problem for you."
"Engga. Invite him, he will work late if not invited. I wasn't as Jealous that time." I'm just grimacing.
"Related."
"Don't start Ko." I laughed at his protest.
"What is complicated about eedding, it seems we have tried not to make complicated. WO is very helpful."
"Engga. Sometimes I just like to think, if only Mama had seen. Mom's not around for a year."
"Your mama agrees with Koko."
"really PD.." She laughs.
"Wrong indeed?" I nodded, Tata was silent, her gaze glaring.
"Engga...He does agree." The answer makes me embrace it now.
"Yes already, miss Mama. Let's see Mama." He smiled and nodded.
Our wedding was two months away. It hasn't been nearly a year since her mother died.
A year ago I was sitting next to her, the closest person she could count on, unexpectedly a year later she continued to be next to me.
Destiny says we should be together. I can't say anything else. Because I fell in love with someone I originally called my sister, ...
I used to hold his hand so as not to fall, but now who would have thought I could not take it off again.
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