
Oliver kept me quiet from yesterday afternoon, all night he didn't talk to me. It's funny how much he's connected to what I do. I was just doing something I thought was right.
Because Nguyen hasn't gotten a errand boy and a cleaner for the office I've been in the office early in the morning to clean up the office. While breakfast is taken care of by the housekeeper at home. I don't need to see his face at the dinner table, day 7, 23 days I'm going through this torment.
"You're here?" Turns out he came to the office first. I finished cleaning the floor.
"Oliver in the morning, you want coffee? I just cleaned the office first, Nguyen said he hasn't managed to get the errand boy." I smiled at him.
"Host." Good to help too.
"What's wrong. It's almost done. Wait a minute, I'll make you coffee."
"I don't hear the car."
"I'm using Grab." Office hours seem to be the same as 9 hours as in their office in HK, this is less than eight hours.
"Make it yourself, then...." He walked to the back of the pantry while I finished my work. Because the terrain outside is a project that is still open ground, of course this office needs to be cleaned regularly.
"You're still mad at me apparently Mr. Oliver." He was still in the pantry when I came to him. He saw me for a moment just looking at me before approaching me.
I took a step back because he was too close.
"I don't think you want to give me a chance. Why, am I so bad. I don't think I'm gonna win with your Ko Derrick that's not."
Oliver it makes me want to laugh now.
"Actually what you want to win, I told you he's just the guy I consider Brother. He's even getting married soon, do you think I'm gonna take him away from his wife by asking her to help me."
"I'm just asking you to trust me to take care of what's difficult. Why don't you give me a chance to prove it..." He still wears his point of view.
"That's just the right thing I did. It's not a matter of not giving you a chance, it's not a matter of me asking you to prove something, Ko Derrick already thinks my 23-year-old brother is 17 Oliver, I trust him the things he does for me, I consider it family because my family are my closest friends, why can't I ask him for help. She thinks I'm a sister, so I can't tell her about my problems? And all must be with you? Does everything have to be about you? You're who?"
After saying that I'm not interested in having any more conversations with him. He's not passing the exam at all right now. Our point of view was different, but if he objected I asked for help with the person I consider Big Brother, then I also objected to him getting into my life. Unostentatious. That's what I'm gonna do.
I spent time helping out with the office, announcing they could ask me to help them. Seeking to keep away from Oliver, only join him at lunch and dinner, asking him normally if he needed help. But after that, I don't want to have any interaction with him.
Tonight is fast. At 7 we finished dinner together. Nguyen took the staff to a restaurant in the city. And we chatted and walked until the night that Mr. Andy and Oliver decided they'd go back home first.
Everyone took a shower, went into their rooms after they got home. And you know somehow I feel relieved to let go of all my interest in her, all the hopes that hung in my heart for these five days.
It feels good to make my heart break again. My surroundings were full of colorful flowers flying, making me smile too cheerfully. But now there are probably only a few quiet flower clusters in the corner of the room that I can reach out to, those who consider me his family. I suddenly came back to appreciate my simple life.
After my room was once ravaged, now I see myself again in this quiet room.
A knock at my door. I can guess who came.
"Can talk..." He's arriving at my door now.
"I'm tired, maybe Oliver's tomorrow. I just want to rest in peace tonight. Okay." Okay." I closed the door. But then he held my door.
"I just want to apologize."
I smiled bitterly, sorry what it means sorry, human remains human they sometimes use forgiveness as a shortcut.
"You know at one point in my life, there was a time when forgiveness was completely meaningless. So can you back off for a second, Oliver. Give me room to breathe, I just rest without thinking about any problems, we still have time to talk later."
He finally let me close the door.
I thought it would be hard to open the door of my room again, I opened it a little a few days ago, look now it's a mess, all I'm doing is cleaning up the petals that are scattering around me.
Makes my heart room neat again. Maybe all I have to do is throw the keys somewhere.