PRISONER OF LOVE LOVE THE WIDOWER

SEASON 5 Part 17's. The Forget That Ba*stard

Julie POV.

I think about it all the time I hate it. She thought I was so upset with her that I should be treated like that. No one asked him to help me.

It was two weeks ago, but I still think about it. I'm stupid sometimes. Why am I still thinking about it, just reply to the message of my departure with a short message.

"Ok.Take care." Only 3 short words hurt.

He may be busy with his own work. Basic has no feelings! I don't want to see you anymore either! Then why do I still remember that shitty guy, you idiot! You're a fool Julie! Every time I think of him I'll say I'm stupid.

"Julie, you've been a long time. Am I late." Now someone's coming to me at this restaurant. This Colin Knight is a lot more worth thinking about . The handsome guy who knows better appreciates me a lot better than Louis si*al*an.

"I was just here. You're not late at all just relax." Colin with his soothing smile. Why should I like the wrong guy like Louis, why not just Colin.

"Good, I thought I was late. Long time in London? Or go to another city."

"While still here. Maybe January for another winter show to NY. There is usually work. You go to NY often?"

"Sometimes, not often." Though Colin at least often called and asked me how I was, why my mind did not move to him. Better think of him than basta*rd's.

"You look upset?" Colin was watching me.

"No, just remembering something annoying about work, sometimes modeling the contents claw each other. Not a big deal, sorry that's definitely not upset with you."

"Eat a lot then." I laugh, I can't eat much of course. Models should always pay attention to their food.

"I don't take revenge with food." Better ask about Colin. "Where do you live now?"

"At Fulham, would like to visit." She smiles.

"Maybe later." I smile too. Visiting the private residence, I felt I couldn't connect with him yet I guess. "You live alone?"

"Yes, sometimes there's Maria, my housekeepers. I'm used to it myself, sometimes Mama or family, happy friends come to visit. Mostly by themselves."

"Self is sometimes calmer."

"Yes in our age that is not twenty anymore calmness is more important, happy no longer has to be because of others. It comes from within ourselves." At least we found one thing agreed upon now.

"You have experience with his apparent displeasure. Got a prosecution girlfriend?" I smiled at him.

"Search sometimes results in the wrong people? Everyone has a different level of compatibility with others, it's not his fault we don't fit each other, only we don't match each other. Two guys who don't match aren't going anywhere." He can talk diplomatically.

"Diplomatic and thoughtful answer." He smiled at my comment.

"That's a satire or a compliment?"

"Now it's still a compliment, but if we both don't match it's gonna be a hypocritical satire." I grimaced wide.

"You're right too." He's laughing a little.

"My brother always promotes you." I had my chin up watching him.

"Maybe, but if you don't like me just tell me. Nothing's gonna change, let's just say he never said it. You're free to reject me."

"You're sweet too." I propped my head to the side making an adoring expression.

"It's only you who say I'm sweet, others say I'm cold and cranky." It was my turn to laugh with the answer.

"Maybe they fell in love in that cold way of you. You must have a lot of devotees, right?"

"I... Yes there may have been some all this time, but I don't know maybe I'm not really moving. I'm upset myself, maybe we're not a match either, I don't dare to give any guarantee about it, if you want us to walk, let's just go, as long as we both feel comfortable."

This handsome guy seems very logical. I have a feeling he's got a good temper, but I don't have a feeling I'm curious about him. This is what I'm looking for.

"Either, perhaps. What do I do to impress you now." I smiled, Who impressed me? I don't know that cruel Louis can impress me even if he's mean to me. But a sweet person like this can't make me think about it. Tell me now what's wrong with me.

"I don't know, just be yourself. Don't try, we'd better be comfortable for who we are."

"You artist, many adore you, I don't expect to find such an answer from you." I smiled, I might be an artist, but I never asked to be treated like porcelain.

"You're new to me, I'm an unapproachable person because I want to stay alone, but not because I'm spoiled and demanding from others, as long as these five know I'm fighting like you. Maybe even my brother doesn't know what I've done behind their back. Maybe I'm a little arrogant, but I've endured humiliation to the lowest point."

"So the investor who is out of nowhere who suddenly comes is the result of your work. Your sister told me once. You're great, looks like the network you got isn't playing around."

"I'm just trying, maybe half of it's also luck."

"And luck is half found through hard work. All your efforts are commendable." His praise made me smile of course.

"Like you, I'm just trying to do what's best for my family but please whatever we're talking about today you're not telling my brother. It's over, the important thing is we're all fine now."

"All right, your secret's safe. But everything should be fine now, not."

"so. Everything's fine now, that son of a bitch is paying cash." I'm talking about Mark, of course, I heard he had a hard time because his ex-fiancee made the length of the case to the point of influencing his company.

"No need to think about what has passed. It's worth nothing anymore."

"Yes, worthless, wasting time." I'm thinking of knocking about that worthless Louis. Mark, has long been on the list of revenge and paid off.

I stir my own drinks, talking about the past sometimes brings its own memories.

Colin switched our conversation later, so I found out he had a penchant for diving and surfing. Visiting tropical islands, letting your skin turn brown in the sun. It looks like it's a lot of fun.

"You'd like to come if I go." He's taking a vacation. When was the last time I received someone who took me on vacation. It's been a long time I think.

"Looks fun. If I can be okay..." Maybe I should try it.

"You have a vacation schedule when. Let's go, I want to dive to Sipadan, in Borneo, Malaysia. We can take your brother and his family along too."

"It seems very far away."

"Far away, but comparable to what you'll get." It seems that if I were with him, my brother would agree right away. Everything will go smoothly without a hitch.

"I'll see my schedule later. At least I should empty 7 days instead."

"Yes because the round trip will be quite draining. It's only been 16 hours to Kuala Lumpur, not to mention the island." He showed me pictures of his island. It looks amazing with white sand and beachfront cottages.

"It's so beautiful."

"Don't work on it, take a vacation some distance once in a while." I smile, on vacation. I've long since forgotten his excitement.

"Vacation. Soon holiday Thanksgivings, Christmas, New Year." I hope Kelly didn't send me a job. Two years ago I had to take care of work. I remember meeting in New York. "You have business with Sam Lynch?"

"Ehm, just a colleague from my colleague. I happened to be having lunch with them."

"If the business is not too close, only I have used the fleet several times to send goods at fairly competitive prices. You familiar?" Thankfully, Colin had no cooperation with him. If she had a partnership I'd ask Kelly to take a little background on why she could work with smugglers.

"No, just asking who he is, his bodyguards are numerous."

"I don't know I think he's some kind of guy who has a lot of company. I don't know the background either."

Our second meeting went well, I guess. Looks like I have to open my heart to see Colin's kindness. She's sweet, her background is believable and of course she's not as annoying as Louis.

Louis is not worth thinking about anymore.

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