My First and Last Love
#Depression
An hour later...
They have finished checking Yuna's psychic condition..
" It seems like this Miss Yuna has no special trauma effect.."
The beautiful doctor wearing glasses was seen looking at the results of his examination of Yuna..
" But, it seems, he has a mind burden that has long been harbored.. Looks like you've been very depressed the last few months.." (Look up, look at Yuna ).
" It's actually so, doctor.."
" Tell me then, what burden have you borne until you feel this depressed.."
" Mm.." (fuddled face ).
" Why, Yuna ?? Tell me, don't be alone in your troubles.." (Fear of anxiety).
" You already know the answer, Jian.."
" Tell me again, so that your mind can be more relieved.. Let us all hear your thoughts all this time.."
" Alright, at least it can reduce the hardness of my heart later on.."
" Tell us then what's the matter, miss.."
" I did get married not based on the love of doctors, but we were legally married and there were no requirements before marrying her. I got a threat from a perpetrator who kept urging me to marry Demy.. The perpetrator touched Jian's neck with a sharp knife as Jian lay in a coma. You know how anxious I was then, seeing my own lover almost die. I can not deny, the anxiety in my heart is so great, to make my thinking is not clear. The perpetrator who kept pressing and threatening it managed to make me choose to marry Demy.."
' So that's how it happened.. Hhh... You've gone through such difficult days Yuna..'
" And after you got married ??"
" You must know, how to marry a man I don't love at all.. On the other hand, he is also a very good man, because from a long time ago he was also a good friend of mine. But, I also thought about the fate of my engagement relationship with Jian back then. I could not keep running from the guilt and regret of leaving Jian and choosing to agree to our marriage. I can't imagine how much I've let Jian down that big.."
Tears were shed, past the mound of his cheeks that began to look prominent.
" Calm down, calm down.. Explain it slowly.." (Jian rubbed Yuna's shoulders).
" I-I'm so sorry, why can't I be so clear-minded when deciding on that marriage. As for my Principle of just one, I want to get married once in my entire life.." (Crying ), "every day I am always pensive, passing the day alone, in a quiet place is the thing I enjoy the most. I pondered, then daydreamed to see how if Jian would one day wake up and tell me that if he hated me, I could no longer walk away from the bondage of marriage because of the principles that I already held."
" So you chose to stay for nine months, is it just a principle or is there some other reason ??"
" After learning about my mother-in-law who had framed me, my heart was deeply broken. And it was also felt by Demy I think. He became increasingly fallen when he saw his father also send divorce papers to his mother because of another woman.."
' Hemm... It seems like mother also managed to destroy the Demy family.. There are also benefits.' apparently..'
" And after my mother-in-law was in prison, I saw Demy looking depressed. His life became chaotic and even he came back with his temperament nature. Every day there's always something going on, whether she's berate me, or hurt me by calling another woman, and so on..."
" Did he ever hit Miss before ??"
Yuna shook her head, "no, that was the only time she dared to hit me. That's because I put out the dirty words that I've been sniffing all along. But before, I thought he was just feeling stressed because of his family problems. So I chose to stay and try to support him. Actually, he also divorced me when his mother went to jail.."
" What then did Miss answer ??"
" I'm just saying, love can come with time, but marriage, is one thing that can't be played with.."
' So, earlier, Yuna also intended to forget about me ??'
" But he realized, I only persevered because of principle, and because of pity. He knew my feelings were only for Jian. Even he often insinuated me with the name Jian, until it finally made me feel very depressed. I tried to forget my past, and tried to open my heart to my husband, but he refused. He was very kind to me at first, but ever since the quarrel in our extended family, he's changed instantly. Be cold and hard.."
The doctor breathed. Somewhat miris also heard the journey of the actress's life that was so filled with drama.
" Relax..." (Jian rubbed that shoulder again).
Jian looked increasingly serious. He wanted to know exactly what answer would come out of Yuna's mouth later.
" Now, I'm just confused.. On the other hand, I'm glad that I'm finally free from that loveless marriage despite having to walk out of my Principle. But I also felt very sorry for Demy, I knew she had deliberately beaten me up so I hated her, and finally gave up on our marriage.. What do my doctors think should be done about this ??"
" Aren't you officially divorced ??"
" Yes, doctor.."
" My advice, forget what was once a burden on your mind, and start opening up new, better sheets. If you are divorced, you no longer need to think about going back. If you feel sorry for Demy, try to meet and pour out each other's feelings, so that the pressures in your heart can be lost. Actually all I see is, you just feel so guilty about these two men. You find this choice very difficult. But I don't think it's that complicated. Just think, you only maintain the marriage relationship because of your own compassion and principles. While you also said that you only love Jian. I think it's better to try to get rid of that guilt little by little, and think, even if maybe your ex-husband did the violence on purpose, to get Miss out of the marriage, and think, even if it's possible that your ex-husband did the violence on purpose, to get Miss out of the marriage, think about it legally. Hitting should also get his punishment. That's what you should be thinking about now."
Yuna and Jian nodded. Finally he had someone to give him advice.
" In the law there is no intentional or unintentional, once proven wrong, the person must still be punished. Now try to calm yourself, and take it for recreation, sightseeing, or any activity to remove the burden of the mind. Especially, meet Demy, and speak frankly to her, so there will definitely be an easier way out. That's just my advice, the rest is up to Miss. I remind you, too many thoughts will also affect your health, so keeping your thoughts in mind is very important.."
The doctor gave Yuna advice at great length. Maybe if a chapter is written it will not be finished.
Skips...
After leaving the room..
Jian held Yuna's hand through the hospital hallways with a slightly relieved feeling. Like Jian, Yuna was the same. He looked calmer after letting out his feelings of sadness.
" Yuna, you can go home now, but I will according to the doctor's words. You have to come to Demy to speak frankly."
" But Jian.. Don't you feel jealous ??"
Jian stop. He turned around, and looked at Yuna. The fairly quiet state of the passage made Jian have many more opportunities to talk alone with Yuna.
" If you ask me that question, you already know my answer. But Yuna, your calmness is more important than my feelings. I want you to take off all the bitter memories in this city, and come back without any more heavy burden.."
" Jian.."
" I don't want to put you under pressure for years just because of my jealousy towards Demy. Meet him, I'll take you to him. Explain everything both, and for sure after you leave Demy, you should feel relieved, and be free from all ties.. I'll only take you home with me if you can let go of all your heartbreak here..."
Yuna simply nodded her head, gesturing for Jian that she also agreed to the suggestion.
At 18.07.
Jian was packing Yuna's belongings and was about to prepare to go home. Doctor Alta suddenly entered as Jian was about to finish packing.
" Hello, you're ready to go home apparently.."
" Yes doctor. Thank you very much.. Again you helped me."
" Not really, isn't that really the job of a doctor ??"
" He's right Yuna.." (Freak face).
" In that case, I'll check your condition one more time, to make sure you're really good.."
Doctor Alta examined Yuna's entire condition, including the bruise.
" It's better. If you feel a bit dizzy, it is better to consult a doctor immediately.."
" Yes Doctor.. Thank you very much.."
" I'll excuse you.."
The handsome doctor walked out of the room and left the two of them again in that place..
