My First and Last Love
#What Happened
That night Yuna chose to visit Demy to her home. He knew his words were too painful. He thought perhaps an apology would make the man not think badly of him anymore. He even left Jian at the Hospital when he said goodbye to him this afternoon.
'Tok!! Tok!! Hmh!'tok!!'
Door knocked. The sound of someone opening the door sounded from within a few seconds later. Apparently Aunt Daniah. Mother of Demy's. His face looks riled up. He seems to be worried about something. And it's true. Seeing Yuna's presence just in time made the woman pull her and cry in Yuna's arms. Actually Yuna was confused as to why Demy's mother was so worried. Did something happen to their family that Yuna didn't know about?
Daniah invites Yuna to sit on the sofa, and gives Yuna a glass of water. Yuna drank it.
"Thank God you've come."
"What's wrong, Auntie?"
"Demy has not been out of his room for two days. I don't know what really happened to that kid. The last time he came with a pitiful face. I thought maybe he was in trouble. But he didn't want to say anything to you, Auntie. Aunt is very anxious, Yuna. Can you persuade him to come out? He hasn't eaten anything since yesterday."
"What?"
Yuna thought. Could it be because of what he said yesterday? Oh no! How could Demy think so shallowly? Yuna rubbed her head repeatedly. But he realized his anxious thoughts would mean nothing. He learned from Jian. He always faced difficult situations calmly. I think he can try.
"Auntie, can you show me the room?"
Daniah nodded too. Soon he took the hand of his son's best friend to the room he meant after they drank tea together in the living room. Just understand. Not a single person could melt the man's heart. His friendly nature is not the only character he has. Yuna was the only hope to soften Demy's heart.
Demy's father left her a few months ago for his business overseas. They are a harmonious family. Demy is an only child and it is certain that she will be the heir to her family's fortune. But once again Daniah asserted. The man still could not continue his family business. Not without reason. He still acts like a kid. He was not even reluctant to be spoiled to his mother when he wanted something.
They also stopped at the door. From the inside, nothing sounds. Yuna tried to approach the doorknob.
'Couche.'
He just pressed it.
But apparently Daniah's words are true. The door is locked. Even the normally open window of the room is closed so tightly with a curtain. How strange.
Yuna decided to knock on the door.
'Tok!! Tok!! Hmh!'tok!!'
"Demy? You're in there?"
There is no lawfulness in the least. Yuna was starting to get anxious. But he chose to shut up and hide it from Daniah. He was afraid that it would make the middle-aged woman even more anxious.
"Demy? I'm Yuna! I want to meet you! Can I come in?"
Shortly after, the door opened from the button. Yuna looked at Daniah sure. This time he will enter the room.
The door he opened. Yuna just went in there herself. Daniah also knew if he entered would only disturb him. He thinks clearly. It was possible that Yuna's presence could touch her son's heart.
He went in there. Looking around the room. He almost stepped on the broken glass scattered there. He was surprised not to play. Demy's luxury goods had already been smashed across the floor. Is he that crazy?
"Demy?"
He saw a man sitting on his bed. Who else if not Demy. That guy looks fucked. His clothes look tangled and his hair is disheveled. Just hurry up Yuna approached the man. He tried to sit beside her quietly.
"Are you okay?"
"No!"
Yuna turned to a photo on the floor that Demy might have just solved. He took that picture and saw it. Apparently it's a picture of them while still in High School. He put the photo in his lap. He already knew the matter of this man. That must be about him.
"Demy, out! Don't torture yourself like this?"
"Why not? Do I have to live? If no one can understand me, what use am I to live."
"I just wonder if you still care about me?"
"Why do you think so? You are stubborn. But will it reduce my feelings of care? Demy, think! You can't be like this your whole life. You won't hurt anyone else. But you're the one who's gonna lose."
"I don't care. Even if I have to die."
"Whatever! If you still think like that. I'll never ban you again. You won't be able to force me even if you're dead. You crazy man!"
Yuna who was feeling upset was about to leave. He moved from his seat. But his hand was pulled by Demy, Yuna fell into his lap. The man looked at her lovingly.
"You're the one who's driven me crazy. You're the one responsible."
Yuna gawking. He had no idea what was on the handsome man's mind.
"Take me off!!"
"No!"
Yuna rebelled. But there's no result. The man held her so tightly.
"Married me!"
Yuna forced out of Demy's entanglement.
"Have you never thought about this ring on my ring finger?"
His tone rose so high.
"You think I'd be that low as receiving a ring from two different men? I still have a heart, Demy! I have only one love in my life. That's Jian!!"
"Dian! The jian!! Jian!!! Just keep saying that name!!! You never thought of me, Yuna! Do you know I also have such deep feelings of love for you. Have you thought about that?"
Yuna fell silent. Tears began to drip down his cheeks. It hurts to be stuck in love between two men.
"I'm bored, Yuna! I'm tired of waiting for your farewell with Jian! I'm sick of every time I hear that name coming out of your mouth!! I was sick when you vented all your heart about Jian to me!! Did you ever understand that?"
"You who never change!! You always impose your own will without thinking about the feelings of others!! I always give up on you. But you're the one who's treating me."
And those who hear it from out there are just crying. He realized his mistake that had made Demy behave this hard.
"You never change!! Still with old behavior. Egoiss."
Demy bowed withered. Her eyes were red from her never-ending cries from last day. His hand grabbed the body of Yuna who was standing in front of him, then hugged him. Yuna just kept quiet.
"I'm sorry, Yuna!! I'm sorry!!"
Yuna patted Demy twice on the shoulder. He took off the man's embrace and turned to sit beside him. His two hands he held and he tried to calm the man down in his own way.
"Just be honest. I also feel sick of your behavior like this. I'm tired of giving you warnings to stop being weird. But I can't say it anymore. You're too shallow to understand that."
"I'm sorry! I was wrong.."
"I've forgiven you!"
Demy looked into his eyes. Yuna's tiny body was grabbed.
'Let your heart be mine, Yuna. I will definitely try my hardest to take care of you for the rest of my life. But what my day really can't. In fact, Jian first got what I had been fighting for these twelve years.'
The two friends were soaked in grief. The tiredness of Yuna who had such exhausting days made her eyes feel heavy. They were so hurt for their own reasons. Demy had fallen asleep in Yuna's arms. While Yuna who tried to be quiet felt her body become heavier. He did not expect his eyes to fall asleep like that so easily. And that's where the start of the great disaster happened.
