My First and Last Love

My First and Last Love
#I Don't Want To Be A Household Destroyer



That night Demy decides to have fun with her co-workers at a private club. He wanted to forget the various problems that were weighing on his mind at the moment. Drink and drink again until you forget about time.


" Once, Demy.. You can't keep drinking like this.. You can get drunk later.." (Lucky, Demy's best friend).


Brake !!


" Never forbid me to drink at my private club !!"


Lucky just shut up. She wanted to leave and stay away from this man. He had known Demy's temperament character long ago. It was also a fear of dealing with Demy when there was a problem like this. The man did not hesitate to kill him even though he was innocent.


" Demy, go home ! I'm sure you need a break now.." (Fear of anxiety).


" Who's home for ?? My wife must have gone with the b*****n guy !!" (A drink again).


" If you still love Yuna, why would you give her up for someone else ? I really don't understand your thinking.." (Guessing ).


" I just want my life to be quiet.. You think by getting married we can live happily ?? I never saw Yuna smile when I was with me. The only person who made her smile while she was still with me was only mom. But that woman had also disappointed Yuna. How can I maintain this kind of marriage ?"


" Did you not love each other from the beginning ?"


" Perfectly one-sided love !"


" Why did you decide to get married ?" ( Understandably, he did not know the problem before they moved to the city of M ).


" He wants to marry me to save Jian.."


" I mean ??"


Brake !!! (Hitting table ).


" Can't you stop asking ? I'm so sick of hearing your rant !! I'll just go home now !!!"


"......."


Demy left the place staggering. Fortunately, there was a loyal driver waiting for him.


...........


Cklek.


Demy opened the door to her house. Not locked. The lights are dead. He thought maybe Yuna had already left with that man before.


He laid his body on the sofa in the living room. Look at the dark ceiling of the house, and then close your eyes.


'Tap 'em! Aap!'


But suddenly Demy heard the sound of someone's footsteps. Finally, his eyes opened again.


She's surprised. At that time, no one else lived in his house but him and Yuna. If Yuna had already left, then whose steps she had heard just now.


Half-conscious she tried to wake up from the fall. He looked around and was fixed on someone standing on the stairs. She was trying to see that guy. His heavily drunken condition further made his gaze blur.


" Who is that ??"


The man looked gloomy approaching her on the sofa. Demy was still trying to see it clearly. That person is getting closer, and stand right in front of him.


" You drink too much.."


Deg !! That voice....


" Yuna ?? You're...."


Ja. That woman is Yuna. He hasn't left yet apparently. What is this woman thinking ??


" Why haven't you left yet ??"


Yuna sat down beside Demy. He looked at Demy who looked chaotic.


" What are you doing ?? You drink more when you get into trouble.."


Demy lowered her head.


" Didn't that guy pick you up ?"


" He came this afternoon... He just told me it wouldn't interfere with our marriage.." (sad face ), "he'll fly back in three days.."


Demy can't express her feelings. He is also confused about himself.


Demy was silent. But behind that silence, he was also struggling with his own mind. He didn't know how to handle this woman.


" What's your decision then ??"


Yuna was silent in response to a question from Demy..


" Do you still want to hang with me ? Or do you just feel sorry for me ?"


Yuna got up from her seat. He was worried too. Life between two choices. She was already very lucky to have a husband who loved her and accepted her even though she never felt loved by Yuna. But on the other hand, he also loved Jian very much.. He was unable to betray Jian a second time. This marriage is not based on love.


" I know, you'll definitely choose Jian over me.. Heh.. Why am I still asking ? I'm so stupid..."


" What if I choose to live with you ? Just to save our marriage.."


Demy was silent for a moment. Thinking of the question from Yuna that was addressed to him. But he's not selfish. He must also make sure Yuna will be happy with their marriage, or not.


" I know you've given me too much of a chance. In fact this eight-month marriage, there's nothing we need to talk about.."


Yuna looked at Demy full of question marks.


" I know you only care about marriage, and also about my self-pity." (turn to look at Yuna), "and I don't want to live in such a marriage.. I don't want to bind others just out of pity.."


Yuna was silent. He knew this man was heavily intoxicated, so perhaps Demy's words were not fully conscious either. He was about to leave. Maybe it would be better to talk about it tomorrow when he's back in shape.


" I have to sleep.."


Yuna stepped leaving Demy on the sofa alone. She let Demy calm down before asking her to discuss the divorce tomorrow. To be honest, it does not feel the heart if you have to leave Demy when exposed to problems like this. He also has self-respect. How could he possibly leave Demy when she slumped. It feels bad..


..........


On the other hand, Jian was trying to calm himself down. She chose to sit sweetly with her favorite cup of coffee on the back porch of her rental home. The house will soon be changed to its name. Rich entrepreneurs will rule everything. Others will only obey all their wishes. Including the owner of the house.


Hearing the offer from Jian's side wanting to buy it at a fantastic price, naturally made the person feel happy. Jian was indeed interested in the scenery in that area of the house. The house facing directly to the beach area and not far from the city center makes it feel comfortable living there. Especially with that special coolness. He wants to spend his holidays here next year.


" Mr.." (came from inside ).


" Why ?"


Sanni spoke straight to the point. He did not want to beat around the bush when dealing with this superior.


" I'm sorry if I've been too involved in your personal affairs.. But I wonder why you didn't bring Miss Yuna here right away ? Is he the one who doesn't want to ?"


Jian closed the newspaper in his hand. He sipped his coffee, and stood his back to Sanni. The woman was already like her own sister who could be invited to discuss whenever she wanted. That's why they don't feel awkward at all when telling their personal affairs.


" I don't want to get involved in their marriage.. I still have my pride."


" But, you've loved her for so long, after all Miss Yuna also prefers you over Demy. Sorry, Mr.. I just feel sorry for you.."


" I know.. But I don't want them to get divorced because of me. Let Yuna herself choose and consider it. I don't want to be stamped as a destroyer of people's households .."


" Actually, Mr.. You are innocent if you snatch Miss Yuna from her.. After all, that man also ruined Miss Yuna's life like this.."


" But she still had rights over Yuna before they divorced. No matter how bad the Demy family is to Yuna, marriage is still a bond. Not just playing him.. I don't think I can decide all this unilaterally.. Demy also needs someone to strengthen her for now."


" yes.. You are a very good person.."


" What about the problem in K ? You've already dealt with it ??"


" Regarding Annie, we have managed to leave it to the authorities to completely peel the problem. But before she was arrested, our side had allowed Annie to see her mother first.."


" Did he follow ?"


" yes.. According to reports, he did not fight back at all. He didn't even tell his mother about the explosive, he just asked her to get rid of it.."


" Tiansha Madam wants to see me at the Hospital ??"


" They canceled their schedule.. He said there's a job urging them to come back to America.."


" That's great.. I'll see him later after I finish the business here.I want to take care of my personal matters first.."


Sanni looked at the man with pity. A man who is notoriously arrogant and does not get along with women much, in fact, has been paralyzed just by a Yuna. A woman who is screwed up and her life is filled with problems.


He was greatly relieved because Jian preferred to think clearly rather than have to be selfish. Is life like them too difficult ??