My First and Last Love
#The Feelings
That pretty face came home in a state of chaos. The red dress with the expensive shoes that Demy bought for her she just threw it on the bed. He now only wears a thin sweatshirt and a pair of snuggled pants. He no longer thought of Demy's love for him. To him it is not important at all.
He's about to fall asleep. Eyes closed. Not yet he floated into dreamland, someone shocked himself with such a loud knock on the door.
"Who the hell is this clock coming?"
The woman got up and tied her hair simply. There was no preparation from him at that time. He thought that person was not important.
'Couche.'
The door is open. It was Hani.
"Hani? Did you come alone?"
"Why is that?"
"How dare you. Come inside!"
The two women just went in without further ado. Hani had indeed intended to stay at Yuna Apartment tonight. It was just that he was constrained by the news from Demy.
"How was your show today?"
Tanya Hani after sitting on the sofa in the middle room.
"What do you mean?"
"Didn't Demy tell me that.."
"Akhs! Nevermind! If you take the initiative to talk about that man, you better go home."
"It's so bad of you. I'm just making sure whether you accept Demy or not."
"You know the answer, don't you? Why ask."
Yuna took the food in the jar and chewed it.
"Based on a crazy man!! He dared to propose to me at the restaurant with such nuances. I feel sick to see it."
"I knew you would reject it. I had trouble warning him anyway. He still doesn't want to understand."
"I'm honestly so embarrassed. How not? He's already rented that place specifically to propose to me."
"That's still good. You will be even more embarrassed when there are many customers who come there. How you're gonna put your face. While everyone already knows you've accepted Jian's proposal back when Jian wasn't in a coma."
"I'm confused by that guy. Has he forgotten the ring on my ring finger? How could I possibly receive two rings from two different men? Am I not in my right mind?"
"I know you're not sane."
Hani laughed at the little girl.
Ja. For him Yuna is none other than a little girl who still needs guidance from her brother. Often the woman laughs at Yuna's still childish behavior. Even if it looks funny to Hani.
"What about your relationship with my brother?"
"Why are you asking me that?"
"Then I have to ask who? Should I ask Manager Harry? Of course it has nothing to do with."
"I really don't know anything about that."
He confirmed his sitting position.
"Honestly, he had expressed his feelings for me for the umpteenth time yesterday."
"Then what's your problem?"
"Are you stupid? Why are you asking? Of course because you are already my half-brother. Don't you understand at all?"
"That's not what I meant. All I know is that there's no problem in marrying a half-brother. You have nothing to do with us blood."
"Is that true?"
Yuna just nodded. While the woman beside him looked confused and thought carefully. Did he have to make the decision Yuna chose for him?
Wait up! Is it clear if Yuna approves of their relationship?
"What do you mean, you've agreed to our relationship like that?"
"Don't misunderstand me! I just feel sorry to see your relationship so sad. I'm just trying to open up a chance for you both."
"You really agree?"
"Do you think I'm kidding?" The tone is a little higher. Maybe he's getting upset.
"I'm sorry. I'm just making sure."
They both fell silent. But not so long. A thought suddenly flashed through Hani's brain. To be honest this was what he would ask Yuna. But it is a forgetful human nature. He just forgot about it too.
"Oh yes. Is it possible that our parents would agree with our relationship?"
"Huffs. You'll know for yourself your mother never consented to our relationship."
"You know it yourself. Why are you asking me."
"Did you know? Ever since the three of them got along that time, there have been many changes that they've experienced up until now."
"What do you mean?"
"Yes. Your mother and my mother are getting along better than they were in the past. They spend more time with their gang."
"Is that true? It's weird I think."
"I also think that way."
"How about you use that opportunity to take my mother's heart? That's a very good idea in my opinion."
"Do you think so?"
"What's wrong with trying? Maybe you can find your way that way."
"Will it work?"
"There's no harm, is there?"
Hani looks so confused. Is there any way Yuna's gonna make it? Hani is doubtful. Seen from the look of his worried face. He knows usually the advice from Yuna does not give a good path, but instead the opposite. Is he telling the truth this time?
.......
Morning Day!!
Yuna was about to move out of the apartment. He closed and locked the door. He looked at the desolate Jian Apartment uninhabited. Sometimes he goes in just to turn on the lights. But lately he almost forgets about it. I don't know. The more often he came to the place, the greater the wound in his heart. The pent-up longing seemed to smolder as soon as it went inside. Not so weird. Every corner of the room has its own story.
"Yuna!"
Someone surprised his daydream. He looks. Apparently there's Demy there. Kind of sick of it actually. Is that wrong? I feel very sorry that he did not pass with Hani this morning. He chose to go out on his own without Hani. Apparently the man came to himself again.
"You again?"
"Wait first! Don't stay away from Yuna."
"What do you really want from me, Demy?"
"You already know what I want. You're the only one still pretending to be me."
"What do you mean by pretending? Do you think I would betray my lover Jian? Are you out of your mind?"
"Yuna, you may think I'm crazy. But obviously, I sincerely love you. Think of it!"
"Demy, I don't want to lose a best friend like you. You've been making me sick since yesterday. So please! Stop doing weird things like this."
Demy was silent for a moment. He thinks hard. This time he chose to give up. But did he really give up?
"Alright if you feel that way. What else do I have to say."
Demy shrugged her shoulders. He looked stiff with Yuna's piercing words.
"I'm sorry if I've been bothering you! I'll stay away from you so you don't feel sick of me anymore."
Demy turned around and walked away. But Yuna intercepted him instead. He feels guilty. He knew his words were too painful. He grabbed Demy's arm and told the man to stop stepping.
"Demy, wait!!"
Demy stopped her steps.
"I'm sorry."
"You're not wrong. I was wrong."
"I know what I said was a little harsh. But that's not what I meant. I'm just afraid of losing you as my best friend."
"I'm leaving."
Apparently Demy did not pry Yuna's words at all. He just breezed away from Yuna's position. His heart is so sick. But it was because of that pain that he learned that what was in front of his eyes he had to hold! Could it be that his brain could still think clearly?
.......
"Dian! There's something I want to tell you."
He said as he gently stroked Jian's hand. She also did not forget her sweet smile. Even Jian had said in his heart that he could not eat or drink anything sweet in front of Yuna. He was afraid it would increase. That's how the guy thinks. It made Yuna fall into longing.
"Demy proposed to me yesterday. Hhh. So stupid of him that he didn't realize I was wearing a gift ring from you. Maybe he thought I could be that easy to turn away from you. But you take it easy. I will never leave you. You know you're my first love. And you'll also have proof from me that you'll be my first and last love. I hope you wake up soon to save me from the one who's about to take your place."
Yuna smiled and kissed Jian's cheek so slowly. I want Yuna to embrace that body. But it doesn't feel possible. Hhh.
Hopefully Jian will soon wake up from his coma. I would love to see them together again like they used to. They fight for no reason at all times.
'I miss you, Jian.'
