My First and Last Love
#Both Sides
Yuna is asleep. Anxiety and worry collided with one seeing his wife lying weakly in the Hospital. Demy had always been by Yuna's side since two days ago. He seemed to love his wife very much.
That's love. Although you are ignored and not even considered at all, but you can never give up your love. You always love the woman who never loved you. That's sore. Why should it be maintained ? Are you being selfish or are you just hoping that he will love you someday ? The man she loves will win this fight. You know the danger if Jian wakes up and knows the facts then you'll run out. And are you considering it ?
'I will try to defend you even if I have to face Jian though..'
He has already won. He shouldn't have worried. This marriage is not a pretend one. They are legal in law and religion. What else to worry about ? Although she has not received any rights as a husband, it does not matter at all. Demy will always be faithful to wait for her woman to come to her senses and forget her past. That's gonna be easy.
Jian.. For Demy the man was dead ever since he managed to have Yuna. Now he is free for anything. There is no need to worry about an uncertain barrier someday waking up or just going to leave his name alone. I suppose.
"Demy ?"
Demy who was daydreaming was surprised to hear the call from his wife. Did he wake up earlier ?
"Yes, baby !!" (Unconscious of his words).
Yuna surprised. He looked at Demy's eyes round making Demy at that moment also feel aware he had spoken wrongly.
"Ows.. Sorry, Yuna !! It's just a reflection.. I have no other intention.."
"Thank God if that's so.."
Why call you by the name of darling ? Isn't Demy your legal husband ? Ja. The husband Yuna never loved.
"I just don't pay much attention to my words.."
"I understand.. Just so you know.. I just treat you as nothing more than a friend.."
"I know that.. Then what should I do to make you fall in love with me ?"
"You don't have to do anything.. We get married just because of a complicated situation.. I'm just afraid I'm gonna let down the person I love the most.."
Demy. No matter how hard she tries to win Yuna's love, it means nothing at all. He's not just invisible. He was like trash whose position was only a bully between Yuna's relationship with Jian. He finally realized that.
"Do I mean nothing to you anymore, Yuna ?"
"I've been saying that since. I just see you as a friend, nothing more.."
It was destroyed Demy's hope by then. He felt the struggle to reach Yuna's love all this time was just in vain. He never had a special place in Yuna's heart but friends.
She was secretly crying. Down and shed her tears. All this time she was just crying for Yuna's reason. That woman had already made her life a mess.
"I never expected more for our relationship.." (Aware of Demy's cry).
Yuna looked. He stared at Demy who was bowed sadly beside him. He got up and removed Demy's grip from his hand.
"You are my best friend.. How can I love you ? While I always feel afraid of losing the figure who always supports me at all times.." (Stop ), "you will never be the one I love even if we live together in a thousand years.. But if you knew.. You are the most valuable person in my life.. Loving you means I have to be ready to lose my best friend.. And I'm afraid it's gonna happen.."
Yuna looked up at Demy who had just bowed.
"I told you to change, didn't I ? Why are you still crying like a child ? You little boy !!"
Shake the head of the friend.. So sweet..
"I'd be very grateful if you could accept me as your husband.. But if your heart is not for me, I will try to accept it. I will always wait for you until you change your mind, I will always be here to wait for you." (Hasping Yuna's hand). "Honestly, it's not the kind of marriage I want.. I want to marry you when you love me too. But I knew it would be hard for me to reach. I wish you could always be with me even if you were no longer mine.."
I hope Demy understands. There was a sense that could not be forced within him. It is love and loyalty. Although Jian may never be in his life again, he promises that there will be no love other than Jian. Forever never.
Demy.. You're never wrong to expect love from your wife. He has a right for you, for you to have everything. But then again. You can't change the heart of every human being. You may be destined to have Yuna for the rest of your life.. But you won't be able to have Yuna's heart even if you chase her for as long as you can.. You have to understand.
Love is not coercion. It's not about being present at the beginning or coming late. You could have loved Yuna first. But in fact your love is not reciprocated.. He looked at Jian.. The man who was present and managed to steal Yuna's heart even though it was only a few months.. Just so you know.. Jian has already won about feelings, even a few steps ahead of you.
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"Kids.. The media out there don't know about your improving situation.. Have you never thought of opening up the truth about your consciousness ?"
Azof started the conversation after they sat in his study. Jian, who was still wearing the patient's clothes, was seen as cool as shaking the chair. He seemed to be thinking of something. His face looks so serious.
"What is the importance of revealing my health to the media ? I've thought about it. I'm gonna get out of this hospital in secret."
"What are you planning ?"
"Try me you think !! If they knew I was conscious, of course the main culprit would feel threatened and he could put Yuna in danger."
Azof nodded.
"I'm just going to make a scenario like I'm still in a coma and it's going to be a long time with your estimates. Then I can save Yuna from behind."
"You're right ! We still do not know what our main enemy is like.. I just wish you could win and take Yuna from there."
"Aren't you suspicious of Demy herself ?"
"For that I know nothing at all. I only saw Demy who was very supportive of Yuna back then. He even told the media that they were married because they loved each other.."
"What ?"
"Of course it's not true ! You never know how they'll hide the truth to save you back then."
Jian turned his face. He looked at three faces in the two photos. He found something strange there.
"Do you know the other woman ? I don't think you ever said anything about this woman.."
"Juish it ! I haven't been able to find an identity that matches this woman."
Jian immediately took his phone. He was seen trying to contact his subordinates.
"Find out who the other woman is on that cctv tape !"
After that, he shut off the connection.
"Is the leukemia in my body really cured ?"
"You're right. You've recovered and made it through."
Jian nodded. It felt somewhat relieved to also hear the statement from Azof. He can live free now. And this time he will use his freedom to save Yuna.
'Yuna.. Wait for my arrival ! I will free you from this. I hope you're still holding on for me..'
