My First and Last Love
#Suffering
"Yuna !?? Yuna ?? Where are you, Yuna ?"
Demy searched his wife all over the room. Time shows at 19:08 p.m. His wife usually sits here watching tv. But Demy saw the sofa was empty. Even his house looks unkempt. He put down the food he bought while coming home from work today, then turned to the kitchen. He looks around. But Yuna wasn't there either. Where did that woman go ?
Demy saw at the dinner table there was no food. In fact it seems like Yuna hasn't cooked anything all day. Has he not eaten all day ? He's getting worried. Then he remembered the room he had not opened at all. Just hurry up and go to the room. Lamp's dead. It was fortunate that the moonlight helped him discover his wife's whereabouts. Apparently the woman was hiding behind a blanket.
"Yuna ?"
Just hurry up Demy reached it. He's so worried. Especially after feeling his wife's body temperature so hot.
"You're a high fever, Yuna."
The woman was always shivering. He looks so pale and weak. Maybe he doesn't take good care of himself.
"We're going to the hospital now."
Demy lifted his wife's body that was getting thinner and thinner. So it feels so light. He did not care about his tiredness he faced his busyness today. All he thought about was Yuna. What's the lack for Yuna ? Demy looks so good, too. It was just that Yuna's heart was already blind, having already shed all of her love for Jian. So no matter how Demy does good to her, it will not feel more than just the attention between friends.
Skips..
Hospitals..
"Doctor. My wife has a high fever. Please take care of him !"
"Good, Sir. You need to get out first. We'll handle your wife."
The handsome doctor closed the door. Demy believes his wife will be fine. Ja. Hope so.
He sat down while waiting for the Doctor to come out of Yuna's room. He opened his phone and was shocked to hear the news of the disappearance of his mother's assistant, Aldi.
"What ? Aldi is missing ? Possibly kidnapped ?"
He did not think at length. Just call his mother. He had no idea what was going on there. That was why he had not expected what he had just seen.
Conversations by phone..
"Hallo, Mum. Is the news about Aldi true ?"
'Yes, Demy.. He disappeared already about ten days ago..'
"When were you last together ?"
'He left me at the Mall when I was going shopping. I told him to take a walk outside. But until now it turns out he hasn't come back.'
"Have you reported to the police ?"
'Already, Demy. But they haven't found any trace either. Because they also didn't find the mother's car at all..'
"So so it seems.. Is mom okay ?"
'Dearest.. You don't have to worry about Mom and Aldi.. I'm sure he'll survive. He will definitely return after taking care of his affairs with his friend.'
"So Aldi last time saying goodbye to solve problems with his friend ?"
'Yes..'
Demy thought of something. His mother said Aldi went to work with his friend. If that means Aldi is faced with a problem with his friend. Is it possible that he didn't manage to finish it or that he hasn't even gotten a bright spot yet ? And that's why he hasn't come back yet ? That's certain. He must not have returned because his business was not finished.
"Then.. Just calm down ! I just need to send some people to find Aldi's whereabouts."
'Okay, sweetheart.. Mom won't worry. How are you doing with your wife ?'
"Yuna.. Go to the Hospital, Mom !"
'What? How can it be ?'
"I don't know.. I came home from work and saw him sleeping. When I touched her, she was very hot. I finally got to take him to the hospital."
'Then I'll be there in the morning.'
"No need, Mother. If you come here, it will be very troublesome for you.. And again you also have to take care of Aldi's problem, right ? Just stay there and don't worry about us."
"No, Mama.." (Disclaiming ).
'Just look if until your beautiful daughter-in-law happens nothing.. You're the one who's gonna law.' (Close connection ).
Tut's.. Tut's.. Tut's..
"Hh. This mother.."
Actually Daniah is a very good in-law figure. Moreover, he had already known Yuna very well long ago. He used to put all his complaints on Yuna. That's why he also approved of Yuna's decision to marry Demy. And of course he's very happy.
Suddenly the handsome doctor came out. He looks ordinary. To be honest, the look on his face slightly lessened Demy's worries.
"How's my wife doing, Doctor ?"
"Just calm down, sir. Your wife is fine. He just needs time to rest."
"Is it all because he's too tired, Doctor ?"
"No ! He'll recover in a few days. He just has to take the medicine I gave him and please don't mind too much. He looks depressed. His blood pressure to his brain was decreasing so he shouldn't have too many thoughts."
"So that's it, yeah! Well, then, thank you, Doctor." (Smiling ).
(Reply Demy's smile).
"Together."
The doctor passed away leaving Demy at the door alone. Lastly he saw the female nurse who was installing the infusion equipment in Yuna's hands.
'Too many thoughts apparently..'
Demy tried to enter and see the state of his wife. He saw that the nurse was done with her task and was passing away. Demy decided to go into the room. Not very long. He immediately cried. He certainly feels guilty. He only found out if his wife had been depressed lately. Is this all because of the pressure of his life ? That's very sad, Yuna. Love cannot be forced. And that's the consequence if you endure your pain alone.
Demy sat by the bed. Looking at the beautiful face like an angel who now only looks gloomy and no passion at all. That face has withered since the wedding day. Is Demy sorry ? It feels like it is. But what would happen if he regretted it now ? Even if he tried to get his heart stuck, Jian would win the competition. It's just for nothing to regret. Now it's no use. This marriage was merely a shield for Jian's rescue mission. And he couldn't even have expected that he would be with this woman until now. Is that a miracle ? But will the miracle lead Yuna to love herself and forget about Jian ? It doesn't feel possible. Even if the miracle is true, but not for this one.
He already had that body. It's destiny. But he could not even see his heart. That's not normal. She really did not expect that even the six months of their household life would have no effect whatsoever on Yuna's feelings.
"Sorry for always hurting you, Yuna.."
The woman's hand never escaped her. He feels so guilty. Especially after learning that Yuna is depressed because she thinks too much about the problem. And that matter was definitely about Jian.
"If it wasn't for my childish actions, you wouldn't be tormented like this.." (Dropping tears).
Yuna woke. It's still hot, but it's better than ever. Slowly he began to open his eyes. He noticed Demy who was crying beside him.
"Demy ?"
Demy looks up. The woman was looking at him.
"Yuna ? You're awake already ? I'm sorry I surprised you !"
"You crying ?"
Demy wiped her tears.
"What do you mean ? I'm not crying.."
"I heard.. You also told me you're sorry for making me tormented.."
"Have you heard ? So are you gonna forgive me ?"
"What did you say ? You're innocent in this.. All this is destiny.. We just have to get through it."
"I'm sorry, Yuna ! You became like this because of my mistake.. I should have borne all this burden.. Not you."
"I'm fine. You don't have to worry.."
Demy cried sobbing. It hurts so much to see the people we love are not at all happy when living with us. And even more sickly, Demy could do nothing to free her love.. It hurts too much, doesn't it ? He was nothing even comparable to Jian. Although whatever he had tried to give to be able to make Yuna forget.. But in fact he was no more valuable than that man. Will your love one day pay off, Demy ?
