My First and Last Love
#Sadness Yuna
With her teardrops running out, Yuna continued to stare out the window. Such a beautiful sight. The rain makes the heart more longing. Missing Jian who had been almost a month he did not visit. I miss all the jokes in every corner of this city. But it will no longer exist. Everything has been lost. There are only a thousand memories that he will carry with him. The car he was riding in was increasingly agile running towards the airport. And that's where he'll let go of his past later. Depressing. No words are capable of being spoken. It never even dawned on her mind that something like this would happen in her life. Married someone she never loved. It's a disaster for some.
'If only that day I wasn't so stupid, maybe I was still next to you, Jian.'
What a day you are, Yuna. You're too weak for that. You can't change your destiny. No matter how hard you try to fight, you will still lose. This is the harsh reality you must experience. That is the message of destiny. You're trying to keep Jian as strong as you can. You also tried to be loyal to the man for two more years in his coma. But you can't fight your destiny to marry in such a sad way. You won't know how the next journey of your life will be, and you have absolutely no idea who will be the bridegroom you'll be hanging out with. That's destiny.
"Do you want a drink?"
Yuna looked. Her tears are exhausted. He could no longer shed those painful tears. Dry already. He could only nod.
Demy held out a bottle of drinking water to Yuna. Drink this water until you are half.
"Do you want to eat first?"
"No!! If you're hungry, you can eat alone. I'll wait for you here."
"I'm not hungry at all. I'm only worried about you because from morning, you haven't eaten anything at all."
Yuna smiled in response to her husband's anxiety.
"You don't have to worry. I'm fine."
"I just remember your mother's message when we say goodbye. He told me to buy bakmi whenever you want. I'm so thinking what in our place will there be a delicious bakmi seller like in our city?"
"Why are you even worried about that? You don't have to worry like that. I'm an expert at making it."
"Are you serious?"
Demy's face turned confused. At first, the woman was not good at cooking. Did he hear wrong?
"i'm serious. Why is your face weird? Are you mocking me again?"
"It's not. I just didn't think you could cook."
"What's? Did you forget I was a woman? Of course I can cook. Where maybe I can't. After all, by cooking our own food, it will certainly save more expenses. So said Jian."
Suddenly the look on his face again sad when he realized his words carrying the name Jian there. There is a confusion between them. Demy knew it would not be easy to make Yuna forget about Jian just like that. Remembering that man was her first love. But be honest if it makes him feel jealous. He looked away with a feeling of unworthiness. Yuna just looked down. He also felt sad because he could not forget the figure of Jian. Why would he forget it if he couldn't? Maybe that guy will wake up someday. But is it possible that when Jian comes to his senses and learns of Yuna's betrayal, he will forgive? Hhh. Look at your life, Yuna.
Car stopped. They've arrived at the airport. They move so quickly as if they want to pass from all the problems. The black hat and mask that they both wore seemed to make everyone unaware of the presence of the artist who was being talked about. They just passed by without caring about Yuna or Demy.
It's all done. His assistants were taking care of their departure. The two of them just walked towards the plane they were about to board. Along the way, Yuna is seen being held by Demy. It was hard for him to escape the hands of the tall man. Somewhat afraid of dealing with people who already consider her a traitorous and cheap woman.
They're looking for a seat that the officer meant on the plane. Then they sat down side by side. Before the plane took off, the beautiful flight attendants in front were seen teaching and setting an example to the passengers. Yuna indifferently. He did not look at the flight attendant at all. He just sat down and tried to put his seatbelt on. After several attempts, he finally succeeded.
Shortly after, the plane took off. They will start their departure at that time. Exactly at 20:00 p.m.
Yuna remained silent throughout the journey. Not a single word came out of his mouth for nearly an hour. Even when a flight attendant came to offer him food, he looked indifferent. The uneasy Demy received the food the two of them with a clumsy smile.
"Thank you."
"Yuna, you have to eat!"
Yuna shook her head. Demy knew the woman was struggling with her feelings. But is that the reason Yuna won't eat? You think it's not a hassle if you get sick later and everyone will blame Demy?
"Eat, baby!! You haven't eaten anything all day."
Yuna looked up at the call. It feels so strange. Demy who was aware of his words hurriedly looked away. Ouch!! Why are you so stupid, Demy? Have you forgotten that this marriage is not based on love? Hhh.
"Sorry, Yuna! I didn't mean it to you."
"It's okay. You right! I haven't eaten all day. I feel so hungry."
Yuna tried to smile. It seems that more and more days Demy's chances to win the pretty girl's heart. Jian may be his first love, but Yuna's heart is not unlikely to change over time.
'Just look at it later! You're gonna fall in love with me, Yuna.'
"alright. I'll bribe you."
Yuna just nodded. His beautiful wife was full of warmth. Did Yuna change her mind at that time? I hope you're not too quick to make this decision, Yuna. Stick to Jian, your first love. Even though Demy is now your life partner. It's just advice. You want to be loyal or turn to Demy, it's all your business.
Two hours have passed. The plane arrived. A city with a civilization that is opposite to the city of K. Yuna looked at the sky full of stars there. It's exquisite. He would have been very different if he had lived there.
Demy smiled at Yuna. He justified his white coat with a bright heart. At least he'll be safe here with his wife without interference from anyone. Including Jian.
They join hands to the car that has been prepared bodyguard there. He asked them to pick him up early. And whose name is subordinate will certainly obey the words of his superiors.
They first stop at a restaurant that is open 24 hours there. Demy invites her to eat her favorite bakmi.
"Eat! Maybe you'll like the taste of bakmi here. If you like it later, I can buy you a bakmi every day."
Both smiling.
'I'm sick, Jian! How am I supposed to make a show if your face always looms in my brain! I hope you'll pick me up and take me home with you someday.'
He's not picking. Still daydreaming. Imagine how cruel he was to commit this betrayal. Regretting is useless. The mistake has already happened.
"Yuna!"
Demy's call surprised her daydream.
"Oh.. Ja.. I forgot."
"Eat first, after that we can rest."
"Yes." Yeah."
Yuna nodded. Bakmi in plain sight. Tastelessly. It was not at all as good as when he ate with Jian. That guy again. What was he thinking besides Jian? Even this suffering he did with reason to save Jian. Really am. You've been blinded by love, Yuna. May fate reward him with the best.
