Miss To Move Diary

Again

"Dec, what do you think? Have you thought about the right time?" Ask bang Vhen . All the eyes present here glanced at me, all waiting for my answer.

Moreover, the polar man who looked at me as if he did not blink even a little. Waiting for an answer that will come out of my lips.

"Yevn is in the bang."

From the beginning I was already resigned to the path of my life, the poles looked down sluggish. I don't know what he was thinking, what made him moody?

Brother Aisyah poured water into a cup that had been arranged on the plate and then re-arranged one by one in front of bang Vhen and polar humans.

”Eva where, deck?" Ask bang Vhen to sister Aisyah.

"In the room." Answer Aisha briefly.

"Well, why don't you join?" Ask bang Vhen again

"She felt bad joining the important discussion of gini." Reply, Aisha half-whispered.

"Call the deck, get him to join here." Bang Vhen's orders.

I was relieved to hear the orders of bang Vhen who asked Eva to join here. At least with his presence could slightly melt the tense atmosphere. Aisyah's sister passed to Eva's room.

"Vhen, the matter of this wedding timing, I deliberately wanted to hear directly from Yevn. Before our parents met each other and made an absolute agreement, I could at least discuss it with my parents. They asked me once, thinking me and Yevn had discussed the wedding schedule in private. The goal is just to make Yevn comfortable with his schedule." Obviously polar man.

"They just don't want to burden Yevn, if later the schedule is decided not in accordance with Yevn's expectations, and even make Yevn disappointed." Reciprocity.

"Yes, I understand. It seems like you guys have never discussed it in private. Or maybe ever, but no draw or no obstacle." Bang Vhen made me nervous.

You might know that I'm the one who never wants to talk to you about marriage by the poles.

Bang Vhen's speech clearly showed it all.

Because polar humans have discussed it with me in messages before, but I didn't press it.

On one hand, the polar man did not answer Bang Vhen's question other than just nodding slowly at the thought of something in his head.

"Yevn, really you haven't thought of a good schedule yet?" Bang Vhen asked looking fixedly at me.

"Destination Cabin well deck, want to hear your opinion directly, do not want to make you feel at ease related to the wedding schedule that will be decided soon." Connect bang Vhen.

Sister Aisyah and Eva are already sitting next to me, listening to the core of tonight's meeting.

"God willing, Yevn entrusts to brother and parents' decisions." I said by carving a little smile on bang Vhen trying to convince him that I am fine and will be fine with whatever the decision will be.

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"So when will the parent meeting of both parties be held?" Ask Sri when we met at one of the cafes.

"To be exact, sis, it seems like just a formality, they seem to have found the time and have agreed on it." My answer.

"Hehe, the usual thing is, in addition to just the formalities as you say, this meeting is also in order to strengthen the relationship between families. Hmm, then why do you look moody?" I looked up to see the face of Sister Sri.

"Is it so visible to you?" I asked Sister Sri who only answered me with a meaningful smile.

"I'm not sure about this wedding, brother. I saw Mr. Kavin no more and no more than he should." My complaints to Sri.

" Gini loh, Yevn. This approaching you is your future priest, who will build a household with you, who will accompany you, who will guide you, who has been ready for a long time. Let's look at him from this angle. Look and answer honestly the questions that keep coming up. Be honest with your own heart, 'What exactly do you expect of the man who will stand beside you'. One more thing, the husband is not the one who will stand in front of you, nor behind you, but he will stand beside you."

"So big brother judged Mr. Kavin was too 'crazy', selfishly forcing the will to get something. Then he trusted you to ask for a view from a woman's side, until you found the answer, what made him so hard to chase you." Obviously Sri.

I continue to listen to the words of Sri, I want to ask why Mr. Kavin chose me as his life friend. But that question is so insignificant from my continuing turmoil.

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"Fabiayyi ala irobbikuma tukadziban"

"Yes Rahman, this obstruction of my heart is because, if its cause comes from the doubt of the murmur of Satan, then protect me, preserve my birth, show the truth at my every step.

Sincere is heavy God, patience is heavy, not as easy as the theory expressed by many people. I try to be sincere about my life's destiny."

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"Fabiayyi ala irobbikuma tukadziban"

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"Whichever wisdom I deny, Lord, is the great and wide-ranging pleasure You have given me, born of a family full of warmth, of health from deadly pain, of eating and wearing. You present a gentleman, You give trials by separating us in the world, and you replace him with a kind man. You are all beautifully prepared. Then my patience and sincerity, still continue to be questioned."

Geck,,

Geck,,

Geck,,,,, tak,,,,

I heard my bedroom door knock from outside.

"Dec," There was a sound of bang Vhen calling me from behind the door.

" Yes, bang, just go in." I said while closing the Quran.

I just finished reading the Qur'an after the Maghrib prayer in my room.

My heart is a little peaceful so dialogue with God through His love letter.

It looks like bang Vhen appeared with a white cocoa shirt and a sarong cloth that is still tied around his waist. He had just returned from the mosque. I still wear the face myself.

" Kavin wants to see you, like he's important."

I frowned at the words of bang Vhen. What's so important.

"Yes." Yeah." I kept the Quran and intended to go straight to him, but bang Vhen spoke again.

"Would you like to have dinner outside or at our house?" Ask bang Vhen.

I just remembered, that tonight we were planning a four-year dinner. Namely me, bang Vhen, sister Aisyah and Eva in one of the cafes. I went back to digesting Bang Vhen's question just now.

"Would it be better to just stay home, and order food?” I asked bang Vhen.

"Agreed." Answer bang Vhen quickly.

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"Assalamu'alaikum,,," I said to him who was sitting on a bench on the porch beside my house.

"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi," he answered with a radiant face.

"Why not just inside? Is this so important?" I asked while joking.

"Make me very important to see your happiness without burden." The answer.

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Be connected,,

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