Miss To Move Diary

Art Stage

One night, I performed a violin fight with my piano partner on stage.

Bang Vhen is not here tonight because Aisyah's sister is sick.

Eva's out and tonight's not following me. 🙊😅

Not playing the theme that night ruined me again.

Once off the stage I immediately looked for a hiding place, away from the crowd.

I cried as I would, alone.

sitting under a tree across the parking lot.

The longing was spilled by crying, and I could not contain it.

I let go of all of them without my being able to hold it.

Until his steps stopped right in front of me.

I saw his face staring at me.

He grabbed my yam, pulled into his chest. Putting my face in his arms.

I cried more and more with my position sitting down and he stood up.

He didn't say a word. Letting me cry until I wet the clothes he was wearing.

I was still sitting with my cries, it was hard, it was so hard to stop.

"I love him, love him because of God. Love him sincerely, love him with all my heart."

**

I haven't been home in a few days. Quarantine and stay in the accommodation provided.

Tonight is a night of 'likes' which has been arranged by the committee and crew.

Each camat will be called up to the stage for a duet with participants from their respective regions.

Full of laughter, and a suit of screams from the direction of the audience and other participants. Which the wives of each camat were also present.

Position, instantaneous rank is not a barrier to everything mingle and join in joking.

It was my turn to perform with the camat from my area. As soon as we got on stage, we were presented with a paper roll containing the song we were going to sing.

Very crazy, 🤕

I'm holding back my upset feelings tonight. A feeling that makes me feel very uncomfortable.

I have to show a professional attitude. And no one can know the relationship between me and Mr. Kavin.

For the sake of my love for you,

,,,,,

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As soon as Mr. Kavin made his song temple debut, I was shocked because his voice was so good in my opinion.

I honestly really enjoyed his voice. It's just the theme of tonight's song that makes me uncomfortable.

After singing one song my step to get off the stage directly stopped by mc.

Applause and suit an of the audience horrendous arena event.

Various comments from fellow priests, officials and organizers and colleagues present make it difficult to respond.

"Don't make girls go awry sir." His reply commented on the comments from the audience.

"So this camat sir is free in jailin, no one is going to digunci the door of the house." Said Mr. Camat Y in welcoming laughter from the other audience.

"Oh yes, really. Don't stop singing this song directly dag dig dug serr his heart right." Icha said one mc tonight.

"Eh, be undaunted, I heard the whisper of Mr. Cavindra Cha's heart,"

"What what?" Answer Icha sok rempong. 😅

"'I've been to your parents, Yevn'." Said Adi who became Icha's partner tonight who served as mc.

I think the joke is crisp, but the audience also cornered our position.

"Continue Mr. Kavin, hahaha." Said Mr. Andris, as a camat in District A using a comment mic provided by the crew.

"Ready sir Andris." Speak the Pole man and instantly get a sharp look from me.

"Bentar sir, uh, this run out will be assaulted by me the same fan of Pak Kavin, hahaha." I reply to all comments trying to close something that no one else knows.

"Ciiieeee, this is Yevn's bu indirectly searching for the truth, no." Basic Adi, make me look like a 'eating weapon sir'.

"Yes, really bang. His chance fits yes bu Yevn. Especially Mr. Kavin, obviously." Reply Icha chimed in Adi's comment.

The whole audience was getting excited, making my face really hot cold.

"Eating weapon sir yes Bu Yevn." Icha's words justify my thinking.

"Yes, the feelings of other participants gini gini gini very deh" said I, in a welcome laugh from the audience.

Seen Reza sir as a camat from District B has red face because laughing.

We were also invited to take the stage.

Just a few steps back, the mc started making trouble.

"Why do we ask for a duet from Mr. Kavin and Mr. Yevn again?" Adi shouted his voice and greeted the audience enthusiastically.

"Agreed yes?" Icha.

The event area is back boisterous.

"Don't make a bang Adi." I said through the mic I still hold.

Mr. Kavin who was walking beside me smiled laughing listening.

Me and Mr. Kavin stepped in different directions.

I prefer to sit down and join the committee at the audience station right in the right corner.

Mr. Kavin chose to sit in the front seat to join his relatives.

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***

I intend to go home one day ahead of schedule.

Tonight is the closing night, where there are official and semi events and will be attended by provincial officials.

I don't want to perform tonight, and I've reported it to the committee and the coach.

This morning I was just lying down before I would pack my things to take home.

And what power, the committee came to see me, asked me to perform tonight because I got a request from the province.

I told you how my body is not fit. Instead they have prepared vitamins for me once I know my condition is not fit.

I finally agreed and canceled my intention to go home today.

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Several times someone came to see me to give vitamins and encourage me.

I've been like a salesman so looking at some of the vitamins I've stacked on the nightstand, so much.

I remember, the vitamin I got, from the committee of two people, from my office colleague Teguh who I consider like a friend and sister to me. He was worried that I was not fit and knew I would perform again tonight.

There are more vitamins given from the district as the host, and,, from him.

Mr. Kavin came to see me hand over the vitamins and also brought some food that I like.

I thank you sincerely. Although I actually objected to meeting him, especially since the incident that night.

Where I cry can't be prevented, held. Where he calmed me down and showed me his worried attitude that night. Showing the attitude that he cares about me.

Yes, I know that he cares about me.

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Tonight I'm getting ready in three costumes.

All three of my dresses are ready in the dressing room.

A costume of Malay custom clothing made from real songket dark purple.

The second costume was a maroon-colored dress, simple and elegant in my view.

While the third costume, a long and very wide dress in blue.

Earlier I was told that tonight I will change my costume several times and will play what music and what song.

'Only one night, after this I can rest. Just a minute Yevn, definitely can.' Mumbles.

Bang Vhen encouraged me on the phone, because he knew there would be an appearance from me tonight.

"You're the star tonight, so smile and stay upbeat." Said Aries as the coach of this art stage.

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Seriate

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