Miss To Move Diary

Noveltoon1

Day after day passed, week rolled and month after month changed.

My health declined again, the family was riled up again by me.

My body is back on the drug that made me feel tortured.

The same thing repeated again.

Right now, I give up very much.

I'm resigned to the destiny that God has laid out for me.

But they said that I still had a chance to recover.

Because the growth of 'it' is not clear.

I can't even afford an examination. My body has set a fixed limit for activity.

But, looking at my mom's face, and all my family's, I tried to build up a spirit.

I saw my father's smile that gave me encouragement. Dad, I miss you, I miss you so much.

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Birds chirp, the sun begins to shine, touch and play my eyelids.

Makes me blink glare because of her.

I opened my eyes and deserved it. It looks like my bedroom curtains are open, the nightstand has been provided breakfast and seeds that make me eneg, well, medicine.

I went back to my parents house. I let Eva stay at my house and I let her take her friend for some time.

I'm off my job by handing in a certificate from the hospital.

Grateful from the office did not bother even supporting me to stay excited.

I'm getting tired of staying at home, running checks, doing medication, at home again.

On opening the phone, I found a place that was cool to divert this boredom.

I found one reading app, Noveltoon.

I started reading slowly, and then enjoyed it. Even though I can't keep reading for long.

I still need to focus on my health. Because pain comes very often to me.

No matter when it is.

I began to be engrossed and comfortable with this application, did not feel the time passed so quickly.

One day, I opened one of my social media accounts. There were some friends, relatives, acquaintances of both teachers and who worked in offices in cross mutation, and rose to office.

I sent personal congratulations to everything I saw that day.

Because it was rare to open a social media account, in addition to the pain that attacked arrived at that time, I no longer opened my account.

Moreover, I always took the opportunity to open Noveltoon.

I'm closing all the calls that I don't think are important.

I ignored those who contacted me to ask the news, encourage, and,,,,

Yes, I have received foreign phone calls several times.

I think at most they just asked me to fill out an event.

Or maybe a group of music friends.

I ignored that call. Whoever they are.

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The miss is growing and growing.

His heart and mind are still filled with him who has been gone forever.

A love I can only remember,

always, always,

The waves brought my miss to her,

To the one who can't meet again,,

'I miss'

That was the only thing that always resounded in this heart,

I miss brother,,,,, I,,,,

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Time keeps rolling, the full moon keeps changing.

I still survive until now, Indra my taste is numb because I have used it to accept the bitterness of medicine.

I work as usual, I've finished college. I focus on my career.

My treatment to date has gone well.

And I'm still doing regular checks.

That night at my mom's house, we were sitting watching in the living room.

I sat next to my mom, and my phone rang a sign that someone was calling.

'Not the office business' I murmured. Because the phone is different. I've set up a call from the office.

So I ignored the incoming call. The mother sitting next to me could no longer ask me. Because I understand how this child is. 😅

Bang Vhen who couldn't stand it took my phone.

While looking at me and saying with facial language 'branch only who lift if you do not want.'

I shook my head at the sign brother forbidding him from receiving the call.

Dan, late.

"Hallo,"

"...."

"Yes, Yevn is in the bathroom."

I, who heard the words of Bang Vhen, threw a pillow at him.

How could he embarrass me to others.

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

"Who's Vhen?" Ask your mom who wants to know from the beginning.

I'm waiting for an answer from Bang Vhen.

I laughed when I heard Bang Vhen.

"But the deck man." Say it again.

Mama and Vhen looked at each other towards me.

I rolled my eyes and went back to watching.

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Tonight I'm filling out an event outside of office work.

I hosted an event at an official event in District X.

Camat is new in this subdistrict, and I know her.

Mr. Mulyadi who previously served as a sub-district secretary here.

Then he was transferred in the district Y as Camat.

And soon he was moved back in kecamatam X as a camat.

The structure of the district has changed a lot since the large mutations.

Starting from rising positions or moving places of duty.

deg,, uh,,,

I saw the figure of 'he' occasionally turn my face towards me, and smiled.

At that time he was one of the camat escorts to the stage along with the chairman of the DPRD, Manager of pertamina, Kapolsek, Danramil, edece.

One of them is 'he'.

Who her? why did he come on stage?

Why is he always watching me?

Why is he always there when I'm at events like this?

I was made to ask by this 'he. And as usual I ignored the question in my head when I needed this head to think about the series of words and other arrangements.

Finished the event Mr. Mulyadi and the committee, of course Mr. Amrisal 😅 invited me to join a meal celebrating the success of the event tonight.

Because there was Mr. Amrisal coming, then I agree.

While eating and chatting I sat next to Mr. Am and Mr. Mulyadi.

Followed by another group who were busy ordering food.

And again I was made shocked. (just a moment, we enter the word 'deg' nya😅😂)

Deg,,,, uh,,,,

The 'he' was sitting not far in front of me.

I was back to ask.

'Who is he? Is he one of the committee or office employees?'

He responded to the other fellow comrades with great authority and,,, he was frozen.

When all was busy chirping, Mr. Am whispered something to me, as if understanding the contents of my head.

"Remember the man you once told you, nitip salam and interested in you? That's it."

uhukk hukk, a few eyes looking at me, including him.

They back twitter. 😅😂untunglah.

After finishing the twitter event tonight, 😂😅😅 we go home.

Mr. Amrisal turned out to be with his friend. While I have to call bang Vhen to get picked up.

Mr. Amrisal was planning to wait for me to be picked up just to go home.

The 'he' approached us to say hello. Mr. Am conveyed our current condition.

And finally, me and Mr. Am were with him, a man I didn't know his name.

In the car, I just sat in the back and bang Vhen called me,.

"...."

"Udah on the way bang."

....

"Am among them and, his friend." I doubt it doubtful.

"....."

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After changing clothes and cleaning myself, I got into the blanket.

Eva must have reached the seventh heaven knitting dream.

Bang Vhen too, because tonight bang Vhen is staying at my house.

Brother lives with me more now, mother asks. Maybe without asking for the same mom, bang Vhen will definitely stay with me, out of worry.

Mom couldn't, because she had to take care of Grandma.

I myself cannot stay at my mother's house, because it is far from work.

I picked up my phone on the nightstand and I saw a message from, not recognized.

It,,,,, that,,,,

"Assalamu'alaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh, Bu Yevn."

And, I ignored her, because I wanted to read the novel in the Noveltoon app.

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