Miss To Move Diary

Third Man

The day goes on, leaving behind memories at every step and breath.

I went back to work and didn't jump into the field for a while. Just finish the work in my room and also take over the work of my teammates. Although they did not ask for it at least I know that all this time they were the ones who helped me a lot.

In addition, I also often join my husband to the event of Ramadan safari held by the district in each sub-district alternately.

Here I am confused, when I have to accompany my husband as his wife, or accompany the regent who is my superior in the office. While the schedule, time, place the same location.

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My life has changed so much, can I forget the past? No, it never will, and it won't be that easy. Arfan is a man who has accompanied me, supported me, and taught me to fight for life.

How could I have forgotten him even though he was gone. My affection for him remains in my heart as a man who has contributed to me. Patience, sincerity, simple, that's what I saw.

Then my husband?

My husband is a very kind and understanding man, which does not mean that I take advantage of this situation. But God knows what is best for His servant. With my psychic condition and broken feelings, he was presented with determination, patience and always fostered my life until I could wake up from the slump.

My husband was the best man God allowed to accompany me in a legitimate bond as husband and wife. And that feeling grows as time goes on.

"Dec,,," The voice sounded sweet in my ear.

I looked towards the door of the room.

"Yes, bang." I saw him walking up to me with a laptop on the table. Hunt me close the laptop so he doesn't see what I'm doing with him. (Make this shabby streak )

"Then we go home early?" Ask me once I see the clock still showing at 15:45.

"Kangen." His answer was short while peeping my forehead. What he used to do when he was leaving or going home. But still it makes me nervous, embarrassed, and deg deg an not a bitch... 🤭 I don't know whether I explained it, which is clear my cheeks are always heating up with his treatment. 😅

"You're still ignorant and don't want to talk about it." I said to him. Though I really could not bear the heat on my face, I was sure my face was already red like boiled shrimp.

"Haha,, no, no, ntar getting kangen, how?" He's getting so old at me.

"Kutuuubb."

"Haha, yes, dear.." He embraced me tighter, as if letting go of all his yearning. For a long time he just kept quiet while holding me.

I just kept letting her out with her feelings. Which one is he thinking about? What was?

All those questions didn't get out of my lips.

Slowly her hooks began to loosen, cup,,

she landed her kiss on my lips.

"I miss you so much, deck.... God answered all my prayers, though they were very long, almost desperate."

He kissed me longer, I still think about his words. What was? Is that an expression of love?

I intend to take her to lunch, so know she is not busy in the office after contacting her via phone earlier.

On the way to his office, I saw his car parked on the edge of one of the eating places. I immediately parked my car.

My blood rippled, my heart raced fast, for some reason my common sense did not work well. I stopped my intention to get closer.

Right now I'm not crying, but somehow my chest is tight, I feel annoyed at what.

How could my husband be alone with the woman who was present in his life, enjoying lunch? I know that woman because she was on the pole and pointed at me before we got married. At that time her sister tried to explain how after the incident the pole was not related to any woman and then met me.

Am I jealous?

I used to be jealous of Arfan, and it was different, because I loved Arfan so much. Kavin's? Did I love her that deep?

My mind and heart cannot work together. My phone kept ringing. I decided to put the mode off. And immediately drove the car to the location where my office friend was working in one of the sub-districts. The plan wanted to surprise but instead received a surprise.

It was late at night, it was impossible for me to go home tired. After booking a room at one of the hotels, I laid down my body, and I observed a flat object and chose to dispose of it.

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Tok tok,,, the,,,

My bedroom door was knocked from the outside, I said the clock was pointing at 12:45 in the morning. It means I've been asleep for a few hours.

But who bothers me at this hour. Is it possible Eva? Which I had told him before.

Tok tock,,,,

"Oh, fuck him." I opened the door knob.

"Dear,,,,"

My body immediately got a close embrace from the body of the man who felt trembling, his breath was also stinged. I could hear his heart beating very fast, very fast.

I tried to get out of his body, his wrinkled face looked at me anxiously.

I looked at her with dislike, then I saw Eva behind her staring at me worriedly asking me to calm down.

"I'm in the next room" said Eva then passed by leaving me.

"I beg you to listen to me." Polar words look at me.

"What am I going to listen to in the middle of the night. Come home, tomorrow you will work, so will I. I don't bring your clothes here, just relax I'm all ready at home. Go." Say it without feeling.

"Yevn, honey, we need to talk. You let your husband stand at the door like this."

"Go home, go to bed, don't be late for the office." I still can't see it.

I forgot myself, choosing to turn my body around. Almost the door is closed if it is not held quickly.

"What's wrong? Why did you turn off your phone?"

"Is it because you saw me with another woman? Honey, I'm sorry, please, don't be gini." Urge him.

"No, I don't see what." Answer me while choosing to go up to the bed.

My body really does not feel fit, it feels very tired.

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