Miss To Move Diary

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"Yevn, do you want to marry your sister?"

I stared at Brother Arfan questioningly. I'm looking for answers on his face, it's just a joke, right? My heart is full of questions denying speech, words and confessions brother Arfan.

"Since when?" My toot.

"For a long time. And that feeling gets stronger when you come with Vhen to where you're doing your first practice."

Answer Arfan explained.

I was more and more shocked by Arfan's explanation. How unlikely.

"Sister don't joke brother, ga funny, I'm sure this must be his prank sister."

I said a little stiff laugh. I tried to deny everything I had heard from Brother Arfan.

Though I myself know, this is not all Arfan's guyonan.

Arfan wouldn't joke like this. I know it.

"Did you look like you were working on it, Yevn?"

Ask brother Arfan looking at me. Gave me to find the answer on his face.

Obviously I didn't find any lies or just a joke on Arfan's face. Brother Arfan is honest.

I still can't believe the confession that Arfan said.

There were a lot of questions popping up and dancing in my head. But I can't say. I don't understand what I'm feeling right now.

There was obviously fear in my heart. I turned back to Arfan who was still looking at me.

"I can't brother, I'm sorry."

I don't want to think about the question that's lodged in this head anymore.

"This shouldn't have happened." Add me.

Arfan is still looking at me,

I was silent, still doubtful of what I was thinking and what I was feeling in this heart.

I knew I was worried and scared.

"I'm still in college, brother. I am still young to be married. And I don't intend to date."

I'm just responding to Arfan's question.

"I don't know Yevn, you yourself once said if your soul mate has come then you are ready to get married. Even your parents are happy to hear your words. Graduating from college is not a requirement for someone to get married."

Brother Arfan looked at me sharply.

"Sister has conveyed the contents of your heart and intentions, brother does not know how you feel to brother. And there's no way that brother is forcing you to accept brother."

Brother Arfan looked at me. There was a sad tone I caught in his sentence.

"I don't know what I think my sister is." My speech.

"But I think you're wrong to like me." I looked at Brother Arfan.

"Ana uhibbuki please, Yevn." His voice shakes up his feelings for me.

His face was hopeful. My heart trembled at his words.

"Sister, I really love big brother, but it's just a little sister. I respect you as a brother."

"But brother is not Yevn. Brother's feelings for you are a man's feelings for a woman." Brother Arfan refuted my words.

Arfan looks frustrated.

"I am not worthy of my brother, even if I accept my brother, if I have the same feeling towards my sister, there I only hurt my brother and sister's family.... There's something you don't know about me." I clearly.

My heart really hurts to say it. I myself am not able to admit my situation.

"Dec, your medicine is in the drink."

Brother Vhen's voice rang out from behind me, I turned to the brother who was stepping towards me carrying medicine and a glass of water.