
I looked at his astonishment, I saw his face with a million questions. He looked towards me. Confused and very nervous not knowing what to say.
"Yevn, I'm ,,,,"
"Don't talk about it now, sir. I have to focus on my current job." My words cut off his words.
"All right." The answer.
"Finished the show I need his explanation. And I'll wait for your explanation."
My words again immediately moved from there to the stage of astaka.
Because the guests who are waiting have entered the area of the event location.
I left him still angry and also went from there to welcome his guests.
I am still shocked by what I just saw. Wh why? When's? How could? Whatdoes thatmean?
I try to stay calm, and focus on the show. I'm a shadow of what I just saw.
Despite being unable and still the question of that question popped up in my head.
When the show was over, the guests began to disperse. Music is still played. Some people, groups and even organizers are busy taking photos.
I composed all the scripts, and went down from the stage to the committee room to pick up the bag.
As he walked down the stairs, he was standing where we had met before.
I looked around, thinking would it be okay if I discussed this with both of them?
I think this would be natural. People will think if this is just about the event.
I sat in one of the chairs and kept our distance.
"So?" I started a conversation between us.
He still sees me riled up and, of course, frozen.
He turned on his phone and saw a photo of a girl set as wallpaper.
I know the girl, I know her very well.
And I'm sure, it was me.
He explained how my photo was on display there as rat poison (😅😂😂😂).
I asked everything I wanted to know from now on. the question that was popping into my heart.
"When has the photo been on your phone?"
"It's been a long time, a long time."
"Why?"
"Because I like. I liked you very long." The answer.
Deg,,, what is this?
"Don't joke, sir." I said with a laugh, annoyed.
"I'm not kidding, I told you I like it, and it's been a long time."
"Miss...." I haven't been able to say, he cut me off.
"Yevn, listen. I've been waiting for you for over a year. I just don't have time to tell you.
Even I had a visit to your parents' house to see you, and I met both of your parents and they said you were out of town." Clearly with a very serious face.
I just kept watching and listening to her every word.
"I called you before, and you never picked up, not even your number I could call. And you changed your number. Then I was mutated to another subdistrict far away from here. You sent me a message on social media congratulating me on my new job and place of duty." He said with a serious face.
"I never sent you any message." I quickly denied his words.
"Check your phone, open an account****you." His order.
I reflexively followed his words, checking messages on my social media accounts. Which I haven't opened for a long time.
There were a lot of congratulatory messages I sent, and I saw his name.
I looked up to look towards him.
"You know, after that I tried to move here and try to find out about you, your number. I finally made it back here after waiting a few months." Her speech.
"I, found you, and always had no chance to convey this to you. I've heard a lot about you from Mr. Amrisal and a few other colleagues. And there's no reason for me to give up." Her speech.
I don't know why, I can keep quiet about every word. From the beginning, I wanted to get out of this place.
Everyone is still passing by.
"Don't be silly sir, you don't know me, we don't know each other." My speech.
"If so, we can get to know each other." Her speech.
"Mr doesn't deserve to talk to me like this. Where's your reputation?" My words are getting upset.
"We're not in working time, Yevn. And it's not related to job status."
I could only swallow the saliva hearing his words. Not wrong.
"We are not children, we are not children to understand all this. I'm sure you understand, our position is the same, our condition is the same, busy with work, do you still have time to joke and play with things like this?"
The frozen man spoke up.
We were busy with our own thoughts. I'm so sorry about what happened tonight.
And arrived one of his employees approached, conveying for a photo together with the other committee.
I refused, and she went straight up to the stage.
Mr. Amrisal who saw me from a distance immediately approached.
As if he understood what had happened, he immediately calmed down and invited me to join the other committee.
Sister Sri and the other committee called my name from the stage asking to join.
I can no longer refuse.
Me and Mr. Am walked in tandem.
"Try to stay normal, don't show such an expression. The person who saw you with him earlier could have judged you like that." Mr. Am suggested.
"It's ridiculous sir. " I answered half a whisper.
Mr. Am just laughed at my words. I took a position next to Mr. Am.
Mr. Am is one of the otang who knows a lot about me, my past story.
He was a true second father to me. He used to love Mashel, just the opposite.
Indeed his age and the age of his brother clinging far away.
Completed the shooting session with all committee members and sub-district members,
the next session was a photo shoot of the committee members and the camat.
I'm the only girl here. I chose the most angular position, but fg said the position was not a draw.
As a result I was moved in the middle beside the camat, he. I refused by pulling the end of Mr. Am's sleeve.
As a result, Pak Am's position is between me and Camat.
"Pay expensive for this Mr. Camat, "said Mr. Am half-whispering while joking.
"After this immediately delete the photo" I also half whispered.
And I'm sure my words can still be heard, Mr. Am and also him.
"What photo is Yevn? Said Mr. Am while turning his face towards me confused.
"Sir Am, look here." Fg speech.
Mr. Am looked back at the camera.
"Not going to." He was still half-whispering, and I heard clearly.
Mr. Am looked towards him in confusion.
"Sir Am, look at the camera." Said fg back to remind Mr. Am.
"One of you, either Mr. Camat or you Yevn, we better change positions."
Said Mr. Am slowly.
No one answered until the shoot was over.
I prepared all my stuff and walked away from the stage.
I called Eva to ask her to pick me up. But there's no answer. I waited by the roadside to the event site.
Some people greeted me, and offered to drop me off.
And I refused it.
Until now I have not been allowed to drive my own car, especially at night.
My head is getting heavy, my body is starting to get sick. The pain is still mild.
But I need my medicine and get some rest. I kept calling Eva.
Suddenly a car stopped in front of me.
"Let's go in, I'll take you." Her speech.
It turns out the polar man.
"Thank you sir, I'll just wait for the invitation." Answer formal.
"You coming in or I'm going out to ask you to come in?" Pushy.
I glared at him because of his attitude tonight.
"You want to see a lot of people and then the news of the wind." Say it again.
This time I was really upset. I want to put up my fangs of pride.
But I see around me there are still a lot of people passing by. And in the distance I saw a group of office employees, and friends from various organizations headed for the exit.
Obviously I don't want to get some weird gossip between me and Camat.
Finally I gave up, I entered the car and sat down next to him.
He ran his car, and I remembered something then a lot of things.
Besides he is a pair of eyes that I always see and disappear at every event, and have met in musholla office camat, he is also the one I met when I met Mr. Safri.
He was also the one who came with Mr. Amrisal when we visited the Hospital to meet my father.
What the fuck is all this. Is it just a coincidence, or is he really a stalker?
Huuff....
I took a deep breath, upset, confused and this pain was mixed up.
I saw his face driving.
It was so cold, the whole room of this car seemed to freeze.
And,,, other than he was an iceberg, he was also stubborn and pushy.
"On that matter, I hope you immediately delete the photo." I remember her phone .
"No." The answer.
I immediately looked towards her sharply upon hearing that selfish answer.
"انا احبك في الله."
Duaarr....
My heart stopped beating.
Instantly his figure appeared in my head, the figure of him who would never return. That smile was beautifully painted on her face, I miss her a lot, 😢
Sis, ananuhibopen fillah,, why did you leave so quickly? I'm sincere, brother, but my longing is still strong and continues to grow stronger.
Is this fair to me, brother?
I miss it so much....
I miss
Arfan Hadi Al Ghifary, ana uhibbuka....
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Seriate,
The Spilt Miss
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