Miss To Move Diary

One Request

"So, when can I take my family to meet Yevn's guardian?" Asked him to bang Vhen, which obviously got me choked.

'So bang Vhen really did tell him yesterday? About application.'

"Where's Yevn? When's good?" Bang Vhen asked, looking at me.

I became dumb and dumb like a fool.

"Huh?? Oh."

I dropped my head on Aisyah's shoulder, pretending to be asleep.

Suddenly they laughed, especially Eva died laughing at me.

Shit, what am I doing. You stupid Yevn, you can act like this. Die meuu,,,,,,,,

I'm not ready to see their faces now. Because I was so ashamed.

"Sir, what the fuck are you." Bang Vhen.

Eva and sister Aisyah are still laughing at me. They were so happy to see me in the corner.

I turned my head slowly towards the still laughing Vhen bang and Kavin sir who lowered his head with his slow rolling still held his laughter.

"Where?" Bang Vhen asked as soon as I saw him looking back at him.

I try to maximize the look of the face that has been flushed to hold the shame because of my stupid behavior.

"Hm. Yevn is coming." Reply resigned.

He smiled as soon as he heard my words.

What's that, so sweet, baby, I can't love her.

"Did mama know?" I turned to bang Vhen waiting for his answer.

"Udah." Replied bang Vhen, he sipped warm tea that sudsh made sister Aisyah.

"Yes, mama's really cool, you know." Said Brother Aisyah who was still devouring her food. They sat on the floor.

Eva looked at me with a strange look. I don't know what it means to see me like that.

Will everything be fine after I make a decision like this?

I played my food with a spoon, stirring the origin slowly.

My mind started to cramp, drifting here and there. The sound of their chatter began to faint until I no longer heard it.

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o Allah….

If Thou hast made him mine, created for me,,

so unite his heart with mine, and,,,

bring happiness between us, and,,

that intimacy is eternal,,

and O God, my Lord is Loving, and,,

let us sail this life of a prosperous and eternal shadow…

But O God…

If Thou hadt predestined him not to be mine, then,,

Take it away from my sight,,

get it out of my memory, though,,

and keep me from disappointment,,

And O Allah, O my Lord, the All-Understanding….

give me strength, please,,

cast his shadow deep into the sky chest,,

lost with red twilight,,

so that I can be happy even without being with him,,

And O beloved God…

Replace what's been lost,,

re-grow the broken, though not the same as himself,,

Oh, my God, my God…

Surrender me to your destiny,

what You have destined is best for me,,

for You know all that is best for Your servant,,

O God, You are sufficient

to be my guardian in the world and in the hereafter…

listen to the groans of your naive servant,

do not leave me alone in this world or in the Hereafter,,

straighten me toward obedience and slackness…

Rabbi, if my love you create for him, then,

spread his heart, strengthen his faith,

purify his love, soften his misses..

fill his heart with Your Love,

light his steps with Nur-MU,

whisper peace in his unrest..

accompany him in loneliness..

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I sat at the dresser in my room. I am now at my mother's house.

Nervousness and worry attacked me, even though the room had activated air conditioning, but my whole body felt hot and crowded.

My palms began to sweat, is this the best way, O Allah....?

"Weh, don't daydream, kesambet lu ntar." Eva's voice surprised me.

Eva, who was lying on my bed playing on a cell phone, was seen glancing at me annoyed.

I played my finger on the table by tapping it in a row. My heart is really messed up, my head is already tangled.

Suddenly Aisyah brother entered the room to make me shocked. Eva jumped right away. Brother Aisyah laughed at Eva's chatter protesting annoyed at Aisyah's brother who entered arrived.

Brother Aisyah stood behind me, tidied up the hijab with a small brooch on my shoulder, and looked through the mirror reflection.

I was wearing a brackets suit with a combination peach-colored borkat.

Tok tok....

The door opened, I turned to the mirror to see the reflection of the face that entered my room.

As soon as I saw Bang Vhen's face, I immediately turned to him.

My brother smiled at me.

"Can't I, if I don't need to get out of the room?"

I said with heart. Brother just smiled understandingly with the hardness of my heart.

"Yes, can. But if their families want to see you, they still have to get out." Bang Vhen.

"Weh, today's fiancee keeps photo photos. How the hell?" Said Eva Ketus, perhaps because I was upset by my weary attitude.

"That's not custom. What are you." My answer is no less ketus.

Bang Vhen and sister Aisyah just kept quiet like seeing a cat fighting the same mouth of a mouse.

Brother Aisyah approached Eva with a plate of various cakes. Maybe to close the mouth of Eva who had just come because of. ✌😅

"Vhen, their party's coming. Yuk, the hunt is out. Ayesha in aj ya, yevn's temenin."

Said Mr. Machel arriving into my room. Bang Vhen immediately followed sister Machel out of the room leaving me with a duo of girls doyan eat. (peace ✌kak Aisy, Eva)

"You don't feel calm, you take it read the quran aja deck, yes.." Vhen bang's speech passed leaving us in the room.

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Eva pulled the knob so it wouldn't close. They are really clop and compact in every way, even now they are just as eavesdropping on group talk outside.

I think there is no need to be so precise, because my room is not soundproof, added outside the leaders of both sides using loudspeakers when returning to reply to express their wishes in accordance with local Malay customs.

At this time I only hope if this application event really follows the customs, not the current trend. Not because I'm so fanatical with cultural customs, but right now I'm really upset.

Outside I could hear clearly the pantun and petatah petitih which were carried by representatives of each side.

Eva and sister Aisyah are still faithful to be the doorkeepers, with snacks that are not willing to be released. 😅

I still chant the holy verse of the Quran slowly. Until Eva and Aisyah's sister were caught in a row and tidied up and chose to sit sweetly on one side of the room.

Suddenly my mama entered the middle-aged women more or less the age of mama, aunt Suhaera - mother of Pak Kavindra the polar man.

Right, I'm finally a little relieved because the procession follows custom. And the one who will be wearing the ring is Aunt Suhaera, not her son.

Aunt Suhaera sheathed a ring on my ring finger, a sign that I was legally the fiancee of her son, Alfandy Kavindra.

I kissed the back of his hand, and was immediately greeted by a hug from him.

Her unceasing aunt Haera whispered thanks to me with her sobs. I could only be speechless and return Aunt Suhaera's embrace. From the corner of my eye I saw my mother rubbing her tears.

I'm sure, it's a tear, and thank God mama. I don't know if I should be sad or happy right now.

O God, I am sure that You will never forsake Your servant. Give me strength and ease at every step....

After the event and the guests went home, leaving only family members and close relatives, including aunt Suhaera. I was asked to leave the room and sit between them and take a photo together.

Until I caught a terrible figure with a dented face and was completely crushed in a blood flush,,,, //ah, no, no, no, I was just kidding, why did it arrive as a horror story huh?😅😂

Until finally I caught a male figure in the same color clothes as me, complete with black skullcap and songket.

I was surprised by him. 'Didn't he come? Why did you arrive here?'

Mr. Kavindra was removed from his hiding place for some time during the procession. Or am I the only one who doesn't know?🤔 That in fact he followed the procession of the event from the start. Seems like.

While taking the photo together, I whispered to Mr. Kavin, and he lowered his head slightly so that he could hear clearly what I was saying.

"I have one request, can I?" My speech.

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Connect,,,,,

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