Miss To Move Diary

New Friends

Two days after I was treated after waking up from a coma, Mr. Am visited me with his wife.

After asking the news and chatting Mr. Am spoke up.

"Do you know how worried he is?" Ask.

"Who sir?" I asked back.

"Alfandy." Answer mr. Am. "Like crazy and pale Yevn. You don't think he's the usual cold, calm, cuek, like an ice cube, turned nervous and worried." Said mr. Am.

I looked at his wife, and she nodded confirming Mr. Am's words.

"Father has told your mama his good intentions, the rest let Vhen explain to your mama."

Said mr. Am.

I could only be silent, finally it reached my mother and family.

Mama really wanted to see me get married.

"Wouldn't your intention be to accept him?" Ask mr. Am.

I just kept quiet and smiled at Mr. Am.

Mr. Am just took a deep breath understanding my answer.

No. gabe.

When the polar man came to visit the hospital, I always avoided by pretending to sleep.

I don't want to interact with him too often.

After I was allowed to go home, I went through my routine as usual. This time it's mom and bang Vhen who live in my house.

Mama came up to me as I sat carrying my mind far away.

Imagine a lot of things that have happened, think about what will happen.

"What are you thinking, son?" Mom asked as she sat next to me.

"Hm, huh,,? oh, no mah, Yevn intends to buy the land in front of the mah, the focus of the tube first." My answer is to switch the conversation.

I don't want you to know what's on my mind.

"For what? You work hard, without thinking about your future, son." Mamahku.

"This will make the future also mah, it can be an investment." I answered with a smile without looking back at Mom.

"Investing the future of your heart is also important." Mamah.

I just laughed at my mom's words, not understanding her intentions.

"Mama is getting older, age is decreasing, there are no unhappy parents with the achievements of their children. Mom and Dad are so proud of you, at this age you can be independent, happy with what you have now. But no parent can rest easy to see his child withhold the burden of heart and feelings, see his child silently crying and pretending as if it's okay."

Mama took a deep breath taking it off heavy.

"Mama's heart is much more hurt when she finds out her child is unhappy."

I can't see my mom's face. I just looked down at my feet.

Mama saw me laughing, holding both of my cheeks.

"Hey, I know your son is strong, and he can, smile." Mama said.

I cried and hugged my mother.

"Sorry, sorry." I said while sobbing.

Mama laughed, stroking my head gently.

**

I read a novel on my phone.

Once at a time open the group chat author and reply to some messages.

Mama came up to me and sat in front of me carrying some fruit that had been cut into pieces.

"Yevn, man,"

"Hm," I answered without looking at him, grabbing the fruit on the plate that my mother was carrying.

"How is your relationship with Alfandy?" Ask mom heart.

Uhuk huk, uhukk

I looked at my mom and still coughed.

Bang Vhen arrived and sat down beside me.

"Yevn is the same he has nothing to do with." My answer.

I looked towards mama and bang Vhen alternately.

"Ga what's up, but he's been chasing you for a long time. Kasian's a kid in cuekin, indifferent." Replied bang Vhen who got a direct hit from me.

"His son is kind, polite, as is. Mama likes." Said mama pura not want to look at me.

I rolled my eyes lazily, and immediately laid my head on the thigh of bang Vhen.

"Don't start, Yevn doesn't like it, there's no sense of what he's like. Just friends. Uh no, not a friend, Yevn was the same he only met once at the event, at Yevn's office. That's doang." I clearly.

"He spoke the same mamah, and delivered his heart to him." Said my mother while glancing at me.

"Huh?? He conveyed his heart to my mother? He shot mama?" I'm shocked.

Bang Vhen immediately clicked my head.

Pain turned out in jitak 😅😂😂

"Hussh," Mama glanced at me sharply.

I laughed out loud.

Bang Vhen pulled my nose to see my axe pranking my mom.

***

I rejoined one of the group chat authors. There I met a new friend.

Not so familiar, but we were interacting together.

One of us was a man, a name that was used at that time Lee (😅) and he often seduced one woman among us named Ayu.

Somehow me and Ayu got closer. Uchy is rarely active in the group. Until Ayu and I shared our stories, stories and experiences.

Up to our personal issues, especially matters of the heart. And only this time I told him about it, because I thought Ayu and I didn't see each other and were just long-distance contacts.

I am free to share my story in the online world.

Even when I was walking with someone accompanying her to work. I still chat with Ayu, asking what kind of view should be and how. 😅

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I was actually just following for them. They said that I've only been too close since the death.

Though I tell you that I don't have any taste in him the polar man.

Hmmm, maybe I did close myself or my heart. Because to me, the late brother Arfan was one of love and the man I love.

That day, I was empty of work or training schedules, so the polar man took me to the building site to prepare for the sub-district event.

I waited for him while sitting in the corner of the room. Once I looked at him who was seriously interacting with his employees.

I played the phone while opening Noveltoon and replied to a message with Ayu.

While waiting for the message to reply, I noticed the polar man and some people near him.

One of them,, is, a woman I know. He was my friend in High School, just a different classroom.

He's always trying to get the attention of a man.

I just laughed at what happened there. And I also conveyed that to Ayu. Because I think it's a funny story.

Tired of waiting indoors, and the workers were also busy decorating, I opted out of the room and sat on the terrace enjoying the fresh air and stunning views.

Really well maintained.

The message from the pole came in, asking for my whereabouts. I think he lost track of me.

I also explained my position. He told me that his work would be done soon.

My mind drifted, until I remembered him. He who has gone and has not returned, he who is still in my heart.

And it always will be.

My tears were dripping, slowly then hardened beyond stopping.

I ran to the toilet, locked myself up and cried.

I want to stop, but I can't.

Arfan's shadow, his voice, his speech were all drawn and ringed.

Allahu akbar,,,, you know,,,,

Oh God, how could I have done all this.

After a long time in the toilet and my crying subsided, I clean my face in front of the mirror.

My eyes are still swollen, red and sore.

Sometimes my tears still melt can't be controlled.

I'll just stay in the car, it'll be safer. Thought.

Immediately I ran while looking down, and I hit him.

That guy, I bumped into him and he saw my condition. He asked me what happened to me, how could I be like this.

I have no power to answer, other than to cry.

He took me to the prayer hall next to the event hall to perform the Ashar prayer.

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While in the car heading home, I looked at him who was focused on driving.

"Don't you ask me what made me cry like that?" My toot.

"I wouldn't ask if it's your privacy, but if you're willing to tell a story, I'm listening." The answer.

I told him what I was going through.

I hope he understands that I can't take it.

He stopped his car on the side of the road.

"I don't mind your past, Yevn. Not at all. You can keep it or remember it." Her speech.

I told him I couldn't do this introduction anymore.

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I was tossed with the waves,

Drift with her broom to the beach,

Then with the pounding I fell on the reef,,

I dance with the waves,

With him I send a message, a message,

about me and the port,

I sing with the waves,

write a story in the vast sand grains, the,

but it never ends, though,,

I cried with the waves, though,

crying with a million feelings,

my feelings that are anchored in the temple of munajah,

Right here,

with the waves,

i miss......

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