Miss To Move Diary
A Reality
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One day I got a message, Mr. Amrisal took me out, met at a cafe in one of the music studios.
And I replied that I was off schedule and could get there.
Actually, I'm not really empty, because today my schedule is rehearsing music.
But after I thought, it's okay to meet today, it's just a training schedule and I can come early for the studio.
I asked Eva to take me to the studio. Since Eva had other affairs, she immediately left once she got there.
In front of the studio I met an old friend, a musician too.
Rahim, she's actually my underclassman, just one year older than me.
He is very good at playing music, especially Malay.
Finally, we chose to sit in the cafe while chatting. We share stories and work experiences.
And I finally canceled training until Rahim resigned.
I looked at the clock, and there was still 25 minutes before the appointment time to see Mr. Amrisal.
I finally decided to go into the studio, and in her I met the owner of her, of which she was a bang Aye my acquaintance.
Aye and I often meet at the event location, he is one of the friends of bang Vhen.
The violin I brought didn't open. I changed my mind when I saw the piano in the corner.
I performed a song that Emilia had once popularized.
I'm a big girl
In a big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big girl
In a big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside it's now training
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?
I'm a big girl
In a big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me warm like fire
When I open my eyes
You're gone...
I'm a big girl
In a big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I'm a big girl
In a big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much...
Miss you much...
I play my finger on every keybord key.
Until the song is over.
I continued to play a song, forgetting to glance at the clock. My fingers started dancing on the piano keyboard while I was singing the lyrics.
God please soften her heart
to accept me as I am
because I can't
Because I can't afford it
life without him by my side
God, I know my many sins
just remember you when my grief
only you can open
the door of his heart is my love
Night, you bring my shady
For her who is far from me
So that he's not lonely
There is always a great love
Rain brings my tears
The flowing wash my wounds
So he knows I'm checking
Without her love in my heart
Only able to surrender
The light arrives later
Lord, please soften her heart
To accept 'me as it is
Because I can't afford it
Because I can't afford
Life without him by my side
....
Until I finished singing the last line of the song and my finger had also reached the last key, I wiped my tears.
Oh my God, I miss him so much..
Recalling my meeting with Mr. Am, I rubbed my cheek again, and looked back.
It turns out that in the corner of the room there is a Mr. Am who is watching the phone in his hand.
Which makes me even more surprised, that Mr. Amrisal is not alone.
Beside him was a man looking at me with an indescribable look.
The man who has always been a pair of eyes in every show.
And it turns out he is a sekcam in District X. I deserve to see it often.
Mr. Am looked in the direction he took turns looking at me.
"Is he ready?" Ask Mr. Am still seeing me.
"Huh?? Yes, yes, sir." Answer me confused.
I'm confused when they were there. And why is there this frozen.
I stepped over to Mr. Am while carrying my violin.
Mr. Am just smiled at me.
"Have you been waiting a long time?" Ask me so near her.
"No, just arrived." The answer.
"I was just playing here, I don't know if I missed the clock." I said with regret.
We stepped out of the studio, and into the cafe choosing a place a bit away from the other guests.
"So the Aye said that if you were in there again, go straight there."
Said mr. Amrisal.
We ordered drinks and snacks there.
I looked towards him, then looked towards Mr. Am with a question mark.
Mr. Am finally explained as if he understood with my intention.
"Ah, yes, Mr. Sekcam, this was Anastasya Sadulayevna, the district protocol and MC." Said mr. Am.
And he looked at me with a little smile.
I nodded my head at him.
"Yevn, did you introduce me?" Ask mr. Am.
I just gawked at Mr. Am's words. And welcomed laughter by Mr. Am.
"Secam here. Mr. Alfandy Kavindra."Obviously mr. Am.
We started talking about various things. Suddenly Mr. Am left us because he received a phone call.
"My message wasn't in the bales." His words arrived.
I looked in his direction to make sure he was talking to me.
And, he looked towards me waiting for a response.
"Ah, really? When did you send it?" Manya surprised.
He explained and I checked my phone immediately.
"Oh, is this father? Sorry, because the usual chat at the work number, it's usually immediately clear the purpose." My answer.
I remember receiving messages lately, and I ignored them.
Even after looking at her number, I remember her having been on the phone several times.
Not even these few days, long before, he had contacted me even when I was sick.
"I've been looking for you for a long time, always without a chance. You even disappeared." Her speech. I just saw him wonder.
"Oh, why look for me? I remember we said hello in the office after the meeting." My speech.
"At Mushalla, I'm waiting for an invitation. And I'm after praying." My welcome.
He just smiled at me.
"Far before that too, Yevn." Her speech.
I wanted to ask what he meant by that. But I paused when Mr. Am sat back among us.
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After that I always get messages from him, and me? I only reply to what I think should be answered.
More precisely other than work, I did not respond to it.
Because of that he also started to limit his chat with me.
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A few full moon passed....
The Frozen was now Camat in District X, having previously had a mutation in District Z, and returned to the original subdistrict with a new position.
I was offered again as an MC at the opening ceremony of Musabaqah Tilawatil Quran in District X.
I wear modern brackets that are the same color as the committee, only the model I make is different.
The color of the hijab I also choose is different.
I waited beside the pavilion before the event began.
While waiting for the invitation to greatness arrived I chose to wait under the stage.
Suddenly my phone rang, giving a new message notification.
Pole Man
'Yevn, where are you?'
I'm just retaliating, I'm just replying,
'in addition to the pasaka, it's stand by'
I put my phone into silent mode.
Arrived when I was standing in my position to signal my script will the name of the guest who entered the event, mr. Camat approached me.
"Same?" Ask.
"It seems safe, from all secure districts, only left for guest data from a few districts only." My speech.
He sat in one of the chairs near me.
"Yevn,,," he was cut off when his cell phone rang.
After receiving and closing the phone, I accidentally looked at the phone screen.
I looked at his astonishment, I saw his face with a million questions. He looked towards me. Confused and very nervous not knowing what to say.
"Yevn, I'm ,,,,"
"Don't talk about it now, sir. I have to focus on my current job." My words cut off his words.
"All right." The answer.
"Finished the show I need his explanation. And I'll wait for your explanation."
My words again immediately moved from there to the stage of astaka.
Because the guests who are waiting have entered the area of the event location.
I left him still angry and also went from there to welcome his guests.
I am still shocked by what I just saw. Wh why? When's? How could? Whatdoes thatmean?
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