Miss To Move Diary

a message?

I immediately turned to look at Brother Arfan who was looking at brother Vhen and then moved to look at me.

Brother Vhen stood beside me and sat down next to me.

I was still looking at Arfan who was still looking at me.

"This is why I said I'd only hurt my brother and sister's family."

I turned my head towards my brother's hand and grabbed the medicine.

"I'm sorry, brother, I have to rest. Assalamu'alaikum."

My words that stood up straight from my seat, then stepped inside the house leaving brother Arfan and bang Vhen.

"Sir..." Brother tried to call me but I didn't mind. My brother realized what was going on.

I met my mother in the living room.

"Why you?" Ask my mother, who saw my strange behavior.

"Ga why why mah, Yevn want to rest in the room."

My words that immediately passed left my mother.

Right now I just want to be in my room. I need a little quiet. In my room, I closed the door without locking it.

I was crying so it happened. I am confused by my feelings. I tried to calm down, take a deep breath in then take it off heavily. I wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks with my palm. I got up and walked over to the table, and sat down in front of him.

I took my medicine and took it. I look at the reflection of the face in the mirror. Looked at the face of a girl with her eyes.

"I can't, don't cry Yevn, don't be stupid." I murmured.I took a deep breath and I exhaled heavily. I saw again the reflection of my face in the mirror, and my tears spilled again. ....

***

Sayup sayup heard in my ear the sound of azan reverberating at dawn.

I opened my eyes and rubbed my face with both hands.

I got up and stepped into the bathroom cleaning myself and ablution.

After that I put on my face and then stretched the prayer mat. I carry out two of my morning raka'at.

Until after praying and tidying up my face and prayer mats I sat on the edge of the bed near the nightstand. I took my phone and opened it.

There are some messages coming in. I open one by one starting a message from my former students who just say hello and ask the news.

A message from my friend Eva who also asked me the news and silly jokes that made me laugh reading it.

And,, uh, there were some messages from a guy I knew. I opened and read one by one the message.

One of them,

"assalamu'alaikum's chat. Yevn.

Sorry if you hurt your heart, I really didn't mean that. Big brother was very shocked when you left big brother just like that. What do you worry about if you accept your brother as your priest, what do you think that your brother and sister's family will be disappointed if you are with you, really you know. I know everything Yevn. What you think is wrong.

Brother already knew it after brother came home to dinner at your house, where brother prayed and became a priest there.

Brother please listen to brother explanation 😢,"

I was shocked by Arfan's message saying he knew everything.