Miss To Move Diary

Lamar

Alfandy Kavindra, the number one person in the district where I live.

Famous for cold, indifferent, ketus, and authoritative.

But sometimes I know him more noisy, annoying, talkative in certain conditions.

Heart's business.

I don't know what made him survive until now.

Trying to get into my family, blending in and even trying to break through my heart.

A Kavindra who was targeted by many women both office employees, and friends of my office friends.

How not, men are well established, mature, charismatic, handsome according to them.

I'm even sick of hearing my friend's chatter about him.

The two years he said he had endured maintained his feelings for a patient who had just been declared cured by this new doctor.

Survive a hopeless girl living life.

Hang on with a girl who says cold and gluttonous.

Survive with a girl who says tough guy and strict with rules.

Survive a girl who runs away with the reality of her life.

A girl who still can't accept her destiny.

A girl with mixed blood outside of her family.

Which is not beautiful, and which lack.

"I'm kudu piye.....😭😭😭😭" Ask one of my friends chat in MT while conveying my heart at that time.

"Let your cry break, if it is enough to breathe exhale, open your mind and heart, step forward think of the people around you, he who has passed has different paths your goals with his. If you are still in a match with him God will meet God in His heaven, amiin."

My heart is still not separated from the late brother Arfan.

How can I present another person in my heart, including him who is waiting.

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"Try Yevn first, remember your mother." Said Meghan's mother as I told her about Mr. Alfandy asking me to open my heart for her.

"Ga can mak, I don't have any taste for him." My reply.

"Yes, Yevn. Open your heart first, for him who is still waiting for you." Mom May chimed.

"What did you say you can't, lose before you try." Say Megha's mother again.

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Tonight I have a big thank you in my mother's house for the new recovery the doctor said yesterday.

I, bang Vhen and his wife, Eva and the polar man my mother invited to leave the morning from my house.

Events are made day and night.

I invited my office mates and some friends who were close to me in the subdistrict where the Polar Man is on duty.

My parents and family know polar characters, including Arfan's parents.

"How are you, son?" Mama Finda hugged and kissed me on the cheek.

Papa Usman stroked my head like a child. The love they gave did not change even if the deceased was gone.

"Don't cry, ma, I'm good, thank you." My answer came sobbing.

Usman's father took hold of my head and recited a verse of prayer, thanksgiving and blessing to me.

Bang Vhen greeted the two of them in the follow Pak Kavindra who already knew them.

Mama Finda pulled me into a corner of the room, sitting among the crowd that afternoon.

The others are already blending in with the other guests.

Mamahku and Mashel were busy welcoming the guests present.

"He's still holding out for you?" Ask mama Finda.

"Who?" I looked at Mama Finda.

"Your ice man?" Mama Finda's words made me amused at heart to hear her question.

"He's stubborn mah, I'm confused about him." Answer lemes.

"Didn't you feel a little for her?" Mama Finda looked at me seriously.

"Isn't Istikharah son like you suggested?" Followed by mama Finda.

I'm shaking.

"I'm not hesitating to accept or reject him, because I basically don't feel the same way about him." I clearly.

"Yes, yes, you still love him with all your heart. You don't even want him replaced by anyone. Arfan didn't pick you wrong, son." Mama Finda's tears came dripping down to see me cry.

"But try, you don't always have to be like this. Our world is different from his. We who are alive must choose our happiness."

He touched my cheeks, wiped my tears with his hands.

One by one the guests began to retreat, I drove them and thanked them for their presence and prayers.

My friend started moving too.

"Congratulations Yevn, God bless you."

Said one of my friends who often served in the field with me, Risky.

He smiled at me sincerely.

Risky Subagia Effendi, which before him was a government officer in one of the districts in this district.

Not long ago, he was just raised to be sekcam. Very friendly and has a nice smile in my opinion.

As soon as he passed, I accidentally looked at my mother a few meters away who was looking at me with a gaze I could not understand.

I still greet the guests and occasionally I look towards my mother.

What my mom thought.

Finish one event this afternoon, wait and prepare for the event later tonight.

Mama came up to me to the room, so did bang Vhen.

"What's wrong?" Ask me wonder.

I looked towards bang Vhen looking for an answer.

Brother then laughed, me and mama look at you in wonder.

"Sir, you're a fierce, stubborn, freezer, look look, there's no beautiful. One has not gone, another one has come." Bang Vhen's words made me frown at his words.

"Well, the time of mama diem aja pas mama's beautiful, cute, kind and not arrogant in katain same brother." I asked for a response from Mamah.

My mom is busy with her mind. I looked at the brother questioningly, hoping that brother would explain everything immediately.

He took a deep breath and then took it off heavily.

"Sir, how are you with Alfandy?" Ask my mom.

"Aalfandy? Yevn's the same he's nothing, mah. Yevn still thinks of him as a co-worker." My answer.

" What other friends?" Ask mama again.

"meaning?" In my search, I was confused by the question mamah who had not found the bright spot.

Turning to look at the brother who had not heeded my gaze.

"Risky, deck." Bang Vhen brief.

"Risky who? The Risky Subagia Effendy?" Reply ngasal.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer brother.

"Huh? What happened to Mr Rizky?" Manya surprised.

"Rizky wants to propose to you." Mama said.

"Hahahaha,, don't joke ma. What the fuck." I want to get up out of bed.

But my mother's hand quickly held my arm before I could stand.

"How is your relationship with him?" Mom asked seriously looking at me.

I looked at my mother, confused by the current situation.

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"Who wants to kill me?"

"I'm misquin?"

"I asked ya, ain't lazy."

As usual queen gesrek in action. Who else if not New alias Neunyu aka Nyun aka Turtle. 😂😅✌

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