Miss To Move Diary

Untie it 2

I finished with my first show swiping my pride violin.

With a violin and piano I live without those I love.

Father and brother Arfan, a parent and future husband who is my music teacher.

Now I can only say hello in my prayers and visit their graves. Removing the miss that is untouched in the least even there is no end.

I opened the phone when I was sitting in a dim corner of the lighting.

"I avoided her mother." I said to Megha's mother.

"Why? Still continuing his approach, right?"

"I've been lazy since yesterday." My answer.

"Yesterday why? Why yesterday?" Ask me Megha's mother urgently.

I told him about what happened when I came to the X subdistrict office to hold a meeting.

Where when I met a prospective life partner of the polar pack.

"Just a joke on Yevn." Megha's mother said so much to my story.

"Let's see, mom, some days I ignore him, bodo time alone." My reply was upset not knowing how broken my mind was at the moment.

MM: "How are you feeling right now?"

Me: "Don't know mak."

MM: "Ih, I don't know, first understand how you feel Yevn. Disappointed rada? A kesel? Getting angry? Males met him? But want to talk?" Mak Megh attacked with questions that made me ask myself.

Me: "Kesel? Yes, angry? Want, lazy to meet him? Hogwam,." My reply.

MM: "No disappointment? Is there a feeling of something in the chest? Still thinking about that conversation?" (🤔🙄)

Me: "Thinking too, but not how much. I don't know, which is clear up until now I've ignored all the chats and calls mak."

MM: "Pengen nangis ga? Disappointed? Overall yes." Mak Megha was still cool to ask as if he had not found the point of his question. 😅😂

What kind of question is that. But the question made me ask myself.

MM: "Something seems to need an explanation, wkwk." Mak Megha is teasing me.

MM: "Definitely in your heart, would like to ask the same explanation Mr.Pub right?"

Me: "I don't know mom, I'm a little breast." I answered frankly.

Mak Megha laughed at my answer.

"I don't think I need another explanation, it's all clear." My answer.

MM: "You know from one side, you don't know from the other."

Me: "maybe he has reached his full point in waiting. Let him find what's best for him." My word.

MM: "Don't conclude like that, Yevn. Don't be damned, try to find out the truth first."

I doubt I doubt this. I think let it be, why would I bother about it. Isn't this good for me.

I went on stage as soon as my name was called by mc.

My second performance, still choosing the violin to accompany me on stage trying to perform the best.

While playing the violin, I occasionally directed my gaze to the audience.

Deg,,, uh,,,

He looked at me with a confused look, and massaged his forehead. His look I can't understand.

I focused on my violin game and chose to ignore anything related to it.

After the show, I saw him pacing back and forth like he was looking for someone.

I chose to leave the event site immediately. I drove the car to a stop at one of the fried rice stalls.

I met Mr. Am and he asked me about my approach to polar humans.

I told everything to Mr. Am. Including about Roziana who was once one of his students.

Mr. Amrisal took a deep breath.

"Later investigate." Said mr. Amrisal.

"Ga sir, no need. This is better." I said smile at him.

Arriving at home I continued to clean and take a shower. Do some office work and then sleep pick up dreams.

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It is not a celebration of the end of the year or a celebration of the new year. Just a party whose time just happens to be during all the work holidays and right at the end of the year.

His location was deliberately chosen in my house because the yard was spacious and away from neighboring houses and highways.

Although a little messy because there is a little building work.

I went into the room locked myself up when I saw a polar-human car entering the yard.

I don't know what made me powerless to meet him.

Tumben bang Vhen didn't knock on my door or call me.

"Assalamu'alaikum, mah." Sapaku when receiving my mom's phone call.

"...."

"What Yevn, why son? Dengerin first explained Kavin. Give him a chance to clear everything." Said my mom across the phone.

"Hm." I don't know what Mom said.

News has reached my mom.

Bang Vhen knocked on my bedroom door after two hours I locked myself in my room.

I opened it because I knew the polar man was gone.

I looked down not daring to see the face of bang Vhen, I knew he would be angry because of my actions and attitude this morning.

Bang Vhen heaved a heavy sigh, grabbing the tip of my head pulling into his arms.

So calm, my brother conveyed the meaning of the polar man here. How upset and angry Mr. Kavin is so know the truth.

"Your friend is only kidding deck time,"

"No bang, no way he's kidding." I cut out Bang Vhen's words.

"Big boy, Kavin boy, he's not a kid or a deck boy to deal with things related to heart, feelings. He had the intention to set up a mosque." Answer bang Vhen.

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Chicken I'm picking up with the roof. (Not chicken Nathan ya😅😂😂🙈). Some other food is being prepared. Kak Aisyah also worked on kitchen work, and Eva who did not know the kitchen business of preparing cutlery and others. 😂🙈

Some friends told me that they were on the road, had arrived at the inn and chose a break after a long journey.

Some other friends have also arrived and helped tidy up the page where the show and gather.

At nightfall, I pulled bang Vhen and whispered.

"Well, is he here?" I asked my brother as soon as I saw the ice block.

"Well, he's a brother's friend." Said my brother and made me no longer able to say a word or refute him.

Everyone is cool to share their experiences, about work, college, music offers and so on.

Mr. Kavin arrived to sit next to me.

"Why avoid again?" Ask.

I did not answer to choose silence as if blind ear 😱😅😂

"That's all Yevn's lie. Just her story, bullshit and not true." Her speech.

"What's wrong, too." Answer me without looking.

"Astaghfirullah.," He pressed the base of his nose.

"Okay, how'd it go?" Connect him.

"Father, my heart still cannot accept the presence of others. I tried, we stop here. It's not too late because this is just an approach." My word.

"All right." The answer is short.

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