Miss To Move Diary

Journey

The day has shown five o'clock past. Everyone is ready to go home.

I'm still in my room, wearing my hijab. Bang Vhen called me several times since I was in the bathroom.

As soon as I was ready to get out of the room, and I saw my mom sitting in front of the house with the polar man.

My dear brother and his wife have left me. Really build an afternoon sleeping tiger. 🙄

"How could Yevn have come home among men, I mean among Mr. Kavin, ma. Mama's not worried about this mama's kid coming home with her?" I whispered to my mom.

"Mama knows him. Wa'alaikumsalam, heart hearts on the way." Mama's words ignored.

The polar man approached the mother and said goodbye.

I resigned, know this I will not be with bang Vhen.

On the way, I just kept quiet and played my phone. My mind is not with my fun on the phone. Instead of scattering and looking for a way how I can pass the time of a few hours drive home.

I really feel guilty with the polar man, more precisely his very shame.

Prihal his clothes that were wet from my crying, probably also exposed to the liquid coming out of my nose 🙈.

(Mak Megha said so, and it became my thought, which I had not previously thought of.)

Maybe my make-up is also dirtying her clothes. Astaghfirullah, just imagining it makes my face hot and very upset.

"How are you?" He asked her to open a conversation between us.

"Hm? Fine." My answer.

"About that night,,,"

"Diem, I'm not talking anymore." I cut his word.

I can't listen to him. Because I am sure he will discuss what is the fruit of my thinking.

I put in earphones playing songs at a loud volume.

While in a quiet area of the population, we stopped at one of the mosques to perform the maghrib prayer.

I just watched her open the car door to get down, but she turned back to me.

"Sholat, right?" Ask her seriously.

I just nodded and came down.

After praying and making up my face, I walked towards the door of the mosque. I saw him waiting outside with a man.

They were chatting, I sharpened my eyes to see who he was chatting with.

I know the man, he is one of the employees of the Y sub-district office. Which he previously served in District X where polar humans currently serve.

Mr. Tatang, obviously I know him. Finally I chose to go out and took my shoes and ran away from the side door of the mosque to the car.

And damn the car door is locked. 'Basic polar man, what a shame my fate today.' Mumbles.

I could only hide beside the car, because my phone was left in the car and it seemed like the phone was too.

Mosquitoes go by and sing songs and mock me. Makes me upset about occasionally taking the chance to kiss me. 🙈😅

"Well?"

"Astag." I said in shock at the voice that arrived near me.

He was also surprised to see me shocked. (What about this sentence? 😂😂)

I just got into the car, didn't care.

"She's hiding in there?" Ask her astonished.

"Ga there, look for the atmosphere of Eid." Reply origin.

We continued our journey home. I mean I went home to my house, she went home to her. 🙄😅

"Yevn," Call him.

"Hm." Answer me without looking.

He laughed at my reaction. I was just wondering, what makes it so funny?

Then I ignored him again.

"Yevn." Call again.

"Hm." I answered staring at the phone.

"healthy?" Ask.

"Yes." Yeah." My answer.

"...." - ".Prattling

"Yes." Yeah." My answer.

"....."

"...."

"...."

I don't know how many times he asked or called or what it was, I didn't even hear because I was cool to reply to a chat in the group chat author Noveltoon.

He laughed and looked at her face opposite of mine.

I was confused, and I never saw him like this. What's wrong?

I still look towards him waiting for an explanation, what's wrong?

What's in the laugh? What's so funny?

He looked at me while still laughing softly.

"Tomorrow morning or noon I'll pick you up." His words looked at me and occasionally looked towards the road, still driving.

"Make what?" I frowned. Crazy, I'm really pissed.

"Buy the ring." His words surprised me.

"What ring?" Ask me quickly.

"So he said he wanted me to preach. So tomorrow we'll find the ring." He said he didn't feel guilty.

I immediately put on the earphone and didn't want to hear anything anymore. My blood is boiling, I'm really upset.

But I can't blame him, because it's wrong that I also ignore him when he's being talked to.

I answered every word, Tanoa heard what was said.

I see polar humans still laughing at me.

When I entered District X, and had entered a crowded city, I felt my arms in the same makeup as him.

I looked at "What?" His lips said something I didn't understand.

Realizing I was still wearing earphones, I took it off.

"Would you eat first?" Ask.

"Son, not the laper." My answer.

rrr.....

He laughed again, obviously I was embarrassed because my stomach was being disco with a loud voice.

"Related to laper? your middle village has been in revolt from earlier." His words made me,,, aaakhhh, I am so ashamed, O Lord....

Today is really apes.

"What do you want to eat?" Ask her again while looking down the road.

"Whatever." I'm resigned.

"Okay, in place of 'Lesehan Prabu' seems nice." Her speech.

When entering the area and stopping the car, he invited down.

"Can it be at the caffe 'Tea Tanic' aja ga?" I asked while observing around 'Lesehan Prabu'.

The place is too bright, crowded, and close to the streets. I'm afraid someone recognized us.

I don't want any slanted gossip, because the word of mouth and social media are so cruel.

I then realized he was watching me and smiling.

"That's 'Tea Tanic' by the beach?" Ask her, I just nodded.

The car drove there.

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While waiting for the food that had been ordered, I saw him observing the area where the dinner was.

I see it occasionally while watching my phone.

"You're used to being here?" Ask her.

"Hm, yes." My answer. "Eva used to bring me here, and I loved it for a long time. The place is new, but it's quite comfortable." I looked again towards the sea.

We enjoyed dinner as soon as the order arrived at the table.

After eating, he looked at me seriously.

I who realized immediately put on an expression asked him, 'what? Why?'

"still remembering?" Ask her seriously.

I know, that's not the point of the question. And I understand what that means.

I took a deep breath and took it off. I turned my eyes to the high seas.

"He's a different man, he's sincere, very sincere. I'm comfortable with him, he's ready to protect me, always supporting me, he can be anyone's good friend under any circumstances, so a brother who gives comfort, he's the ideal husband of all women." I told him to forget the formal language between me and him.

Then I drifted with my thoughts and continued to stare at the sea.

Silence, only the pounding of the waves could be heard breaking the silence.

Realizing a long silence, I immediately asked him to go home. I'm gonna have Eva pick me up.

He objected to it, and immediately drove me home.

Upon entering the car he immediately turned on the engine and was still glued.

I saw him who was focusing on the steering wheel.

Long time, long time he was silent nailing. Then the car walked, he drove me home.

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No word from him, since he drove me home that night.

Mak Megha has been on hiatus for how many days.

Don't be long, mom. Kangen. 😭

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Be connected,,

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