Miss To Move Diary

Am I the same?

"About this message, you already know, Arfan has told his sister. He has expressed his heart. Arfan is really deck, he loves you. You also said, young marriage doesn't matter to you. The origin of the people sholeh and responsible." Obviously brother Vhen.

I just kept quiet.

"Arfan has the criteria you mean." Connect brother.

I looked at my brother, the brother with the title of brother who always looked after and loved me.

"Yevn will only hurt her bang, both her parents and her family. Wasn't I cruel to let someone wish for me that wasn't assured of his lifetime."

I said with tears already dripping.

"Who's sure you'll get well soon, everyone's always praying for you."

"You will hurt a lot of people. You will hurt your brother for neglecting your happiness that is in front of your eyes. You will hurt your father and mother, because her daughter is holding back from being happy because of something uncertain, and only God knows.

You will hurt her and her family. And you will hurt yourself and your heart for trying to close the fact that you love Arfan too."

Said the brother who looked at me full of love.

I tried to digest and pervade brother's explanation. I like Arfan's sister? Did ya?

He raised both his hands to reach my cheeks.

"Don't lie to your feelings deck. My brother would be sick if it were like that. Brother knows how you are, from your little guard brother. Brother knows you very well."

Said the brother who made me cry even more. My brother hugged me while rubbing my head. I cried in his arms.

You're right, my brother knows me very well. Since I was a child, I spent a lot of time with my brother. When my brother and sister went to school in a faraway place, and had to live in a dormitory, my brother always kept quiet at the end of the week.

And whenever there's a chance to go home, brother will definitely come home because he wants to see me. Even if it's just for a minute.

No wonder you know my feelings now. I hold back my feelings of affection for the man who is ready to abuse me. I have always denied this feeling, even to myself.

Brother took off his embrace, and turned my face. Removing my tears.

I see all my eyes staring at me. Dad, Mom, my brother is near me. They look at me sad. I looked up at my brother looking for answers to questions I didn't ask.

"Everybody knows. Brother told them everything."

Say brother without asking. Like there was a strong contact between me and my brother.

Mom came up to me, hugged me, and I returned my arms. I sat down next to Vhen's brother.

"My little girl is all grown up. You remember, it felt like just yesterday she was whining because her diaper was wet." Father said to Brother Vhen who can still be heard by me and others.

"Little girl father who is also my princess, is always small in my eyes well."

Said my brother replying to the words of my father that can still be heard by me.

My brother will always love me and take care of me. That's exactly what you wanted to say.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer me with a smile.

I am so happy to be loved by these two men.