Miss To Move Diary

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I'm looking for the small-sized hijab brooch I used to wear. I can't find it on the dresser. I was already wearing a pashmina, but the tip of the jilba on my shoulder seemed to dangle freely and messily.

I didn't find the brooch I was looking for.

Until I tried to reach into the nightstand drawer beside my bed.

"Ahaa, why do you like nightstand so much? Do you have legs or wings? I don't feel like I'm putting you in this drawer." I said to the brooch, 😂😂

I put her on, and looked towards the mirror of appearance and the hijab I was wearing. It looks neat. After feeling satisfied, I closed the drawer on the nightstand I opened earlier.

Until the movement of my hand stopped, as soon as I saw the contents in the drawer.

I grabbed it, put it on the dresser. I looked at the parcel that was now in front of me.

"Is that how much I hate him? Even the gift of his gift until now I did not open, the gift he gave with sincerity. Sincere? How could I possibly conclude that he sincerely gave me this gift." I murmured in my heart.

I opened the mini paperbag given by Mr. Kavin. How wicked and arrogant I am. I hate myself even now.

I opened this little box, you know,,

This,,,,,, this,,,,,

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I arrived at the office and hurriedly entered my room.

I put the bag on the work desk.

I stepped towards the rack which was composed of many files.

I took the mc script that I had prepared yesterday for the opening ceremony of the meeting attended by the Secretary with the district party.

I put the mc script on my desk. Then I took the manuscript again and all the details that I had expanded yesterday and I put it on the table right next to the script mc. I made it into a few piles.

Arrived the door on knock from outside.

"Assalamu'alaikum, morning ma'am." Said Rara and Niko who were interns in my office.

"Wa'alaikumsalam." I answered while throwing a smile at them.

"This is taken to the meeting room and placed on each of the attendants' desks according to their seats." I said while pressing the pile of material manuscripts that had been arranged to be high on my desk.

"Ready ma'am." The answer.

They took the manuscript I pointed at and split it in half to bring to the meeting room.

They had not yet moved out of the door of my room,

"Sir Niko, take the opening show." My words that made him put on a doubtful face were doubtful.

"I'm mom?" I didn't answer the question, which I thought I had said in clear sentences.

"It looks like Santi would be a better fit, ma'am." He said again giving an opinion, more impressed to avoid the task in my opinion.

Again I did not answer.

"This is the script, please read it before the show starts." My words thrust the map containing the script mc opening meeting that will take place today, I did not publish the sentence.

"Good ma'am." Niko said, the two of them passed by leaving my room. I also stepped behind them with a file, a fairly heavy report, hundreds of sheets of paper.

I saw that Teguh's foot was walking up to me, with one hand placed into the ear with a flat object attached to it.

Seen he was smiling. Either smile at me or smile at his interlocutor across the phone.

He extended his other hand towards me trying to reach the pile of paper I was carrying. The flat object was still stuck to his ear.

I rejected his point by pressing harder on this stuff I was carrying.

He smiled with a little twig that I meant a little laugh.

As soon as his phone was put in his pocket, he reached out his hands to grab the item I was carrying.

Finally I gave it all up, because the burden was so heavy, as heavy as the weight of my life.. 😂😂😅

We stepped into the meeting room while sharing a little info about today's schedule.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw Niko in the corner of the room reading the script I gave her.

Me and Brother Teguh looked at each other, then laughed.

Some people arrange everything according to what has been directed.

"Nobody's coming, right?" I ask, I don't know this question came out for myself or it does need answers from others.

"Udah there were a few more in the lobby before sister went upstairs." Answer Brother Teguh.

We're heading to the Secretariat's room.

While waiting for Pak Sekda me and brother Teguh told me while wearing a small tool installed in our ears to facilitate getting directions.

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All the attendees from all the districts have entered the meeting room. As soon as the info was heard from the team that was guarding there.

No matter how long, you can see Mr. Secretary and Mr. Safri and aide stepping towards us to go to the hall.

The secretary greeted us kindly. This is what I like about him. Be authoritative and friendly to all employees, especially the protocol team.

Even long before I worked here, I had known him while being a mc at the Musabaqah Tilawatil Quran event.

At that time I was called to face him at a dinner party before the event began.

I sat right next to him and the old camat.

He matched the script on him with the script I had.

He is very observant and thorough.

I was invited to a banquet that night. Even though I shouldn't have eaten anything before the show started, because it would interfere with my voice...

Me and the group of Secretaries entered the meeting room. The teams immediately spread out to take positions according to the task that has been carried out.

I see some of the protocol members are already retreating in the original place.

As soon as I felt my share was safe, I also chose to gather with another colleague.

As soon as I turn around, I,

Deg, uh,,

*Deg*,,,, is*,,,

*Deg*,,,,, is*,,,,

*Deg*,,,,,,,,,, the*,,,,,,,,,,

Our views meet. Those pair of eyes made my heart rumble erratically.

I can even hear his noise.

Whatisthis?

Why are my feelings so uncertain? Is this because,,,,,,

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,,because I feel guilty about him?

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Akkhh, maybe because we haven't seen each other in a long time.. I don't know..

In a split second, I finally chose to take my eyes off and passed towards my other comrades.

Since the event was running, I opted out of the hall.

From the third floor it should be able to see wide outwards, but my gaze only focused on one point, and,,, that too,,, empty.

I stood beside the glass wall that led to the office courtyard. My mind, wailing.

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The room started to quiet down, as the event was over, and the audience had descended to the bottom floor.

Just leaving a few employees with his busy life.

I quickly walked into my room to get my bag.

"Yevn.."

I turned to the origin of the voice, from the back of Brother Teguh stepped towards me.

With a tall body and wide strides Teguh legs did not take long to come to me.

Our distance is only a few steps away.

"Wanna go home?" Ask her.

I did not answer, then chose to continue to step to direct my feet towards my room.

"Yes, brother." I said as he walked beside me.

His steps now offset my steps.

"Want to eat together?" Say it again.

I looked at him without stopping my steps.

"Hm, I mean brother, eat with each other." Say again.

"Sorry brother, I have to go home soon."

It was clearly visible on his face, disappointed. I feel guilty.

"Hmm, how about tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, I'll take the deal." I said, because I felt really bad for him.

He smiled at me.

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After picking up the bag in my room, I headed towards the side door that led straight towards the parking lot.

Brother Teguh has left me since.

As I continued to walk, I saw someone at the door I was going to.

He was conversing with someone who was a camat from Y sub-district, Mr. Andris who was standing behind me.

Our views met again, after a few hours ago had met.

Yes, that someone is a camat from District X, Mr. Kavindra.

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Connect,,,,

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