Miss To Move Diary

Start Not Comfortable

Glutukk,,, DUUAAAARRRRR!!!!

Unknowingly I was wide-eyed, I was sure that I had misheard, I was sure, and just hallucinate imagining romantic movies or flying fish movies that are often discussed and become jokes by friends of the Republic of the Gesrek Family in the group chat author. Or a flying fish movie that I often see my mom watching and enjoying.....

Instantly I saw the polar man with his office friend just came out of the main door of my office and was walking towards me was even very close, even I could smell his perfume.

I was still fixated, silent after hearing the words of Mr. Jerry.

"So, I want to propose to you."

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Mr. Kavindra and three of his friends passed our bench and chose to sit at a table located not far from my position and Mr. Jerry.

My heart was pounding more and more, all mixed up. Everything Jerry said is still unacceptable to my common sense.

How can a man who has been so good to me, who I have considered a friend and brother to me now make my feelings so guilty and uncertain.

I still stared and remained silent at my position, staring straight ahead blankly. My mind is so tangled.

Readers can imagine how upset my thoughts and feelings are now.

"Yevn, hey, Yevn, hello."

Mr. Jerry called me the frozen craze. I blinked and flabbergasted.

Seen consciously, Jerry looked at me confused.

"Sir Camat said hello, why are you dumbass?" Ask Jerry.

I immediately turned to the polar human entourage. The purpose of my gaze was only one, only at him.

He was looking at me with an indescribable look.

Did he hear Jerry's words about Brother Teguh?

I circled my gaze to my fellow polar humans, they greeted me and I greeted back with a forced smile.

Polar man behaves as usual, cool, calm, relaxed, and keeps his image well. As if nothing ever happened between us. So for now I'm safe.

"So, how will you respond to Teguh later?"

I turned to look at Jerry, who had a worried look on his face.

I glanced back at the polar human entourage, because they heard Mr. Jerry talk.

Want to actually stop discussing this now, because the situation and conditions are not good for me. But I think Mr. Jerry can help me to deal with Mr. Teguh so that he can undo his intention to propose to me, if what Jerry said was right.

Understand with my concerns, Jerry slightly lowered his voice and keep from being heard by people around.

"I don't really want to interfere with personal matters like this. But because thinking about the work team, which if you don't draw and fellow communication is not good, the team's performance can be problematic."

"Although we are not older children or teenagers, who mix personal problems with work, especially I know you and Teguh. But this can't rule out the possibility of not happening. All this time I only knew our team was very close, especially you are the same Teguh. I do not know for sure your feelings, from the deepest heart you see what Teguh is like, as well as Teguh. Although I had guessed the feeling of Teguh to you during this time, and now I have heard directly from Teguh. But from what I know, if you're, sorry, if you haven't 'seen' a man with more since that past."

Said Mr. Jerry, he looks very serious about responding to this problem. I understand what she's worried about.

Because right now I'm also being hit by a lot of worry.

"But I don't know now. Are you still holding on to your old position, or have you changed."

DUAAARR....!!

Does Jerry know my new status? Does he know I'm engaged?

I scratched my head that wasn't itchy. I'm confused now.

"Like it hasn't." Say Jerry again.

"Even or not, I still can not accept Brother Teguh, brother," I stopped my sentence. And look towards polar humans who are cool with their colleagues.

Then he looked at me.

I turned back to Jerry.

"I don't know for myself, how I feel now, it's frozen and petrified. It's no secret between us teams anymore." I lowered my head.

"I've been very tangled at the moment, sis, the end of this, and up to now, even for the future." Jerry seemed to be trying to digest my sentence.

"Sir Risky, has also said the same thing." My speech.

"Riskey? Risky Subagia Effendi?" Ask Jerry in shock.

I nodded full of annoyance.

"But I refused. If we meet we're being reasonable and good." My light.

"But I don't want you to do the same. He's like my brother." I'm really lethargic.

"All right, I understand. I will try to explain it to him." Said Jerry sir.

"Thank you brother." My speech.

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"Is there a problem in the office?" His voice sounded full of probing, yet it still sounded calm.

"No, even if there's just a matter of course." My answer.

"You're busy this late end, don't forget the vitamins, and keep your health in check."

"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.

"Hm." He won't lose showing the side of the iceberg.

Whatever it is, I don't mind it.

"I'll sleep, you better get up, too." My speech.

"Is that a concern?"

"Huh? It's impossible." My answer.

"....." His laughter sounded soft, as if he was being held back.

"All right, I'm going to bed. Assalamu'alaikum."

"...."

I decided to call a phone with a polar human.

I'm not really going to sleep. I just don't want to meet even talk to him.

How could I sleep melted my eyes with my heart and mind.

Maybe I wasn't born to feel calm in life. Am I getting closer to Him?

Tomorrow I'm on a busy schedule with lots of activities. While my eyes until now have not been closed.

I opened the nightstand drawer and took sleeping pills for immediate consumption.

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"Ooiy, Yevn." Eva's voice surprised me.

I looked towards him.

"What daydream? Lately you like to daydream." Eva said as she devoured her peanut butter bun.

"Hmm, how will my fate be, Va?" I played a spoon on the bread on my plate. If bang Vhen here must have been in protest and forced to eat. Fortunately he was not in my house, I was not ready to be honest with my current problems. I know that bang Vhen always knows my situation than my own.

"Why?" Eva asked with her serious face. Or maybe he's serious right now.

"So Strong." Briefly said.

"Why? Wander? Get married? Take dating?" Eva said casually, as if teasing me with her joke.

Feeling that it was just a joke, Eva took a piece of bread that had been lined with jam and devoured it.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer lethargic.

Uhukk, uk..

"Seriously you Nga?" (nga: Abbreviation of lion)

Puuffs....

"You know, I'm the same as Teguh. I know, my feelings are ruined Va." My words are full of regret. I tried to eat my chocolate sandwich.

"It's not your fault this time. But, seriously, did he shoot?" Eva's asking still can't believe it.

How not, I also don't believe even want to believe it. For me, this problem only causes problems with my relationship with Brother Teguh.

"He ain't shooting. Brother Jerry nyamperin me. And explain everything, because he has been in the same tau takasi kak Teguh. That Brother Teguh wants to sleep."

"Bull??!!" //Relax Va, don't be a flying fish actor.

"But it's natural Yevn, if the man on your marriage. You're cute, there's Russian blood. But it's not normal either, you know it's a lion."

Hearing Eva's words, made her get a death glance from me.

Eva then grinned and warmed her 2 fingers towards me. Peace ✌..

"That your ice is known?" Ask Eva who likes to change people's names with a lot of titles and unnatural....

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Seriate.....

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