Manira /Damar Scouts

Episode 46's

Short episode version of the novel “Senandung HOMESU under the Broken Moon Wings”

Damar Jurors

By: Elmira Arasy Rahman

Episode 46's

Gibran was silent for a moment, staring at Manira. Manira began to fear seeing Gibran's extremely sharp gaze.

“Right now you are still living in your own fantasies hoping that someday your lover will return. But someday if you see your lover with another woman, I'm sure your circumstances will not be much different from mine, crazy,” replied Gibran.

The same love. The immense love that Gibran captured in Manira's eyes for his lover was the same as the love he saw from the eyes of the Damar Scout whose wound would also be very deep. It was so deep that there was nothing he could do to save himself that he died. Gibran was worried that maybe that would be the fate of Manira later. Loving too much and getting too hurt until then dying languish.

Miraculous right? Love is a simple word but it can be an overwhelming poison that can destroy everyone inside. Love is a terrible feeling that can kill a person even without a knife.

Pity.. is a word that Gibran said to Manira. Angry, is the most appropriate word to describe the feelings of some other people towards Manira. But Manira only confirmed one word for herself, which is “survive”. Endure his love and loyalty without caring about any chaos that goes on around him.

No, no no matter what, he just loves so much that he can't replace him with anyone, whatever the reason. Even if the path she chose was wrong, she decided she would bathe in the grief. Not stubborn or stupid. He loves only one person and will never be able to love another.

The problem is, everyone judges him too much. Everyone uses different glasses in looking at him that***** in his painful love. That is why there are so many conflicts. Because they use different points of view and cannot be put together. Unless one of them gives up. But until this second, Manira was still standing on her trajectory. Likewise with my brother and mother and some others who still consider Manira wrong, stupid and cruel.

Wrong because it has ignored everyone including my brother and mother. It is foolish to insist on waiting for one person without clear certainty. And cruel because this thing that he regarded as his love, steadfastness and loyalty, had already hurt many people. But one thing Manira wants to emphasize is that she is also injured. This is not what he wanted. Never once in his heart to hurt, hurt or disappoint anyone.

He knows that he has disappointed many. He just hopes everyone can understand it and stop debating something that Manira's answer is already key in the form of loyalty that will never be replaced.

Seriate...