Love For The Actor

Can Forget

Four years Later

Taiwan Dinju City

Living in one of the cities in Taiwan, the restaurant named 'Rasa Sedap' is right in the middle of the city, where the workers are many Indonesians.

Living in that country and working for four years, allowed me to forget all that was bitter in this heart.

Haikal Adnan Taslan my handsome boy. Now he is four years and three months old, I will make a video call to him every month.

Although in the first year, I rarely called Haikal, the anger in his father affected the poor boy. When I see those bright brown eyes and their pointed noses, it often makes me remember Farel.

But over time, my heart began to soften and realized that the innocent child who deserved the blame should be me.

I want it in my womb, my heart is sad again, if I remember the rejection I did to her from the beginning of pregnancy, now my heart loves her very much, she said, I'm sure Haikal will lead me to a better life.

According to Farel's message that asked me to provide religious knowledge from an early age, I did it to Haikal.

I asked her nanny to find a naji teacher for Haikal. Now the handsome boy was very keen to read prayers while eating and singing the Hijaiyah letters.

Every time I call through a video call and ask her to sing the letter Hiyaiyah, this heart is very happy, when I see growing healthy and smart, my soul is always calm, my soul is always calm, when she heard a soft voice from her tiny lips every time she sang.

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"Mother, when are you coming home?' ask when I do a vidio call with him.

"Later if the mother's work is done, baby," I said kissing the phone screen and replied to him, do a kiss on the phone as well.

"Mother, the toy that I bought was good, I played with all my friends and I got a gift from my ngajik teacher,”.

“Oh Yes. Why?” my question, get excited.

“Because Haikal diligently came to teach him. Bu”

“Oh, smart warm child Mom,” I said.

“Telus had been able to book Igra, Bu,’ he said with his lisp lips. Haikal is still in trouble, ‘R’ . So every word that has the letter R will sound L it makes me often smile with anxiety when hearing it tell a story. He and his two brothers encouraged my life at that time.

“Wah, great warm son mom. Proud mother handsome boy,”, I said to the phone screen, making him more excited.

"Well, baby, if Haikal is good and smart, you will go home quickly" I said making an appointment.

It turned out that the words I promised her made her very excited . Said his caregiver of the parlor, he was very diligent in salary and memorizing the meal prayer .

Hearing that, this heart, again felt excited, even though I left it in the orphanage, I never forgot my responsibility as a mother.

In the past this self was never provided with religious knowledge by my late mother, but, I will not do that for my children

'Forgive my mother, son, for hating your presence, I said in my heart.

Sometimes I get stuck in my mind, what if Farel and his family take it from me, my heart won't be willing, then I think of a way that they can't take it from me.

Because right now, I'm still a wife status to Farel. Because when I left, there was no word of divorce, maybe he had forgotten me and was happy with his wife.

But ... It's okay for me, I'm happy with my kids too.

Now I feel the goodness of the heavens is siding with me after a bad day because, several times almost lost my life .

Darma who is currently sitting in Junior High gets the best grades in his school, he changed a lot after being taken care of my father and my mother continued me, he said, and so did Jeny decide to wear a veil on her daily basis, she closed her aura at an early age.

Getting married at 16 made me like a big sister to my daughters Jeny and Darma.

In the past, Jeny had said disappointed in the lives of her parents, she said she was not ready to wear a veil, but this time Jeny said she was steady.

"God willing Ma'am, I am ready to wear it,” she said gently, hearing and seeing it, making this heart very moved.

Dad and mom, take my son down a better path things that Dimas and I couldn't do, as parents.

"Thank you, Dad," I cried when I heard my son got the best grades in school.

"That's Rin's father's job, he's also a njai teacher for children in Mushola, you know, dad and mom were called to school, dad was crying up front," said the father, expressing his pride when called in school as Darma's parents, while receiving a rapot

"Yes, your father was a crybaby, mother was ashamed," said the mother, they mocked the father who was crying because he was happy.

Seeing them all joking and happy, my heart was much happier to see them laughing, I laughed, Jenny never called my father with the call of grandfather, because I called father, I said, he also called my father and Darma followed like his sister, he called my father the father and for my mother, the father's wife called mother as well.

"Kok you guys still call me dad anyway, it's dad and my mom's not both of you're dad" I joked.

"We're used to Mom, so it's hard to change, Grandpa doesn't mind us calling dad, either" Darma said.

"That means I'm the brother of you two, donk" I said in protest, Mom laughed.

"Dad doesn't mind Rin, for me they're both worth more than children" said the father.

They both live with the right people who can guide with a better life.

I felt little by little I began to pay for my past mistakes to my two children, I hoped that I would see them both work and get married, my dreams were long, not realizing that time was short, my son has grown into a teenager.

Getting married at an easy age made me have a teenager at the age of three heads. Maybe if we walked together it would seem, like sister and sister, even though I had entered the number thirty.

However, my face, still young, while in Taiwan, I diligently took care of myself, so it was still beautiful like twenty-five years old.

I spent four years working in a people's country, I just want my children's lives to be better than mine, that's what my main goal is right now.

Although several times many coworkers who put feelings for me, but I rejected it because my current status is still the wife of dr. Farel Taslan's.

Though I never expected to build a household with her again.

To me he is just a man from the past, I never find out about him either. However, about Virto according to my father he came several times to find me and help my son

Darma got the school he wanted, came to Dad's house. But Dad didn't tell me about me. I've forgotten both men and I hope in this life, both in the life that comes.

I hope I don't meet them both. I just want to live a new life with my kids.

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