Love For The Actor

Love For The Actor
The boy needs a father, let's get married



When morning came, I opened my eyes because the cold air swept over this face, it turned out that Farel opened the window of the room, he just finished bathing, his face looked fresh, the wet hair fell to the forehead, covering part of his forehead, one hand was put in a pants pocket and another hand he used was holding a coffee cup, staring at the window.


Anyone who sees it, will not be able to reject all his charm and good looks. But not for me, no matter how much he tried, my heart could not be opened for him. Because I feel, Farel has a lot of secrets.


I took a deep breath with my eyes closed, it was my second day in the hospital, it was only two days so saturated, I could only lie in the hospital bed all day, to recover.


“You've woken up, want to absorb what?” Farel approaching.


“By choose, indeed?”


“Iya, I've ordered a chef to cook for you”


“By message soto gak?”


“Good, but clear soto yes, do not use coconut milk, not good for your hull”


“Yes, fine, but have I been able to take a shower, my hair is itchy,” I said scratching my head.


“Alright I'll bathe you”


“ No need, I'll shower alone”


“Not to argue, I told you I'd take care of you both”


“But not to shower too times, I want to shower same nurse only.”


“I know how to do it, so that your stomach, not much movement.


I felt so ashamed that I did it, but I was given no choice, because Farel took care of me.


Even the rooms we occupy today, are similar to hotel rooms, type A VIP rooms that provide all the facilities like 'star hotel rooms , Farel wants me he's comfortable in the hospital.


Farel helped get out of bed and lifted this body into the bathroom, even the bathroom was transformed like a salon that is equipped with a sofa to wash hair.


“Sit down, I'll wash your hair”


“How about you ask a nurse to do it, because I feel uncomfortable when you wash my hair’


“Why? are you still ashamed of me? Don't worry, I already told you, I've seen everything and seen the shape and even you've conceived my son’ right? What's the shame again?”


“Stay sir, it doesn't matter if I'm your wife, if I'm your wife, if I don't like it, you can do it, because you have the right. However, at the moment, I feel uncomfortable”


“Already said, hoplah”


‘Free also protest heard also not’


I sat on the chair and Farel washed my long hair, his hands peeing on his scalp occasionally, making me very comfortable, it made me ask. ‘Besides doctor, does he also work in a salon?’ his hands were very skilled when washing my hair.


“Already, now open your clothes,” the door again.


“Ha, what for?”


“Let your body be wiped all”


“No need, I can do it”


“Not to argue, I told you that I have seen, shape and size I already know everything …. So no need to feel embarrassed again, this I do so that you feel comfortable while sleeping’


Gone was all my pride in front of Farel that was left only shame.


“Let me do it, if I do that, I can still”


“Alright” Farel relented, but he still stood there.


“Don't stand there, come out, when I'm done calling you, his face looks cynical and cold, every time I call him dad and every time I get along with him.


“Alright,” he replied with a flat face.


For three days I was in the hospital for three days as well, Farel took good care of me, although I still could not receive his full attention. Today we decided to go home.


**


"I asked to stay at my house, so I could keep an eye on you,” Farel said as we were in his car to get home.


"I don't really need anything like that, I'm used to living alone.


” I'm not ready mentally stay one roof with Father, there is a lot of consideration and fear in this heart.”


"Not for you, but for my son, I will take care of him, I will not let you hurt him again, as it was then”


"How can we live in a house without marriage" I protested.


"Already, no need to be a saint, you with Virto live for years also without any ties, right, am I wrong?"


I was reminded of who I am, again,


"Can you not bring up my past again ….! that's one reason I'm also why I always stay away from you, because you always remind me of that bad past."


“You make me angry, whatever I do to you, you always reject it”


"Until when will you remind me who I am, won't you let me forget my past?"I said with anger.


Farel let out a long sigh, then he stopped his car and he looked at me with a guilty look.


"I'm sorry I got carried away?"


"You're like this, sometimes making me hate myself, you're forcing me to remember everything.


"I won't do it I promise, can we go home now?” Farel.


"Actually, if I could be honest, I never once wanted to marry you, I didn't want to be a part of your family, I could actually take care of this child I bear myself, think about your plans to marry me.


"You have no choice but to marry me, it's your choice, so just follow me and be with me.”.


"Your goal used to be to get close to me, wanting revenge, even now I still hold a grudge against Irene and mami, for framing me. Isn't your goal to get rid of and keep away from your sister's family, all that has worked, we can change our goals again, I mean we don't get married.” I asked him to consider it again.


“No, you should stay in my house and marry me”


“Pak Farel do you want to introduce me to the family, before we get married? To your father and your sister Marisa?”


Farel was silent his face looked tense hearing my request.


‘My Lord, how should I? Which path should I take, should I be resigned to accepting everything as he wishes?’ my question is in my heart.


“You and my son, just need me don't need my family”


“That means we got married without your family knowing?”


“The child needs a father before birth, so we have to marry”


Hearing that this heart is like being pricked by thousands of needles.


‘Actually what are you planning on me Farel? Did after I gave birth to this child, you took it, then you obliterated me?’ my heart hurts so much thinking about it.


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