
“What is she your lover?” farel asked not to take his eyes off the plate.
“Not.”
“Lalu ..?”
“Do I also have to explain to you who my friends are and who am I friends with?”
“Iya!”
“I think there is no need yes Sir, because we are not in such a relationship,” I said refuted.
“That's in your opinion, I think it's different too, you think I came all the way here, for what? Of course for you, right? I want to explain to you what we talked about on the phone a few days ago.
You misunderstood me when you heard my talk with my sister, you only heard a part of Ririn, I wanted the child, when I found out you were pregnant, I had a million dreams back then, I had a million dreams, one of them I imagined that I would be a father but ..."
"But back then, you never said you wanted it, you just said your main goal was to have a wedding all for your brother's sake, don't blame me if I go that night, I don't know if you're lying or not Farel sir. But that night, I left your apartment because I heard the talk of you and your sister, I thought I should run because my life was in danger, I didn't want to die in vain.”
“Ririn, I told you, if you only heard a part of the conversation with my sister, I never wanted to do that, I wanted to improve your situation back then.”
“You should speak honestly to me donk ...”
"I can't talk sweet Ririn, I can't talk romantic to other people.”
“I didn't ask you to be romantic back then, I also knew myself, I just didn't know which ground to stand on and who to hold?. I lost faith in everyone including you …. Sorry if at that time I made you so confused, I hope Mr. Farel get a child later, let's forget everything and live each other's lives."
I have to work again, Mr. Farel," I said in a soft voice, I don't want any more commotion. This heart is actually tired, I just want to calm down, I just want to live peacefully.
"Is it because of the guy from earlier?”
"What …? Oh, isn't that why, please let me run my own life."
"Do you think this is fair to me? when I suffer, live in regret and guilt, but you live happily with her, is this fair you think?"
“Don't talk justice with me because I myself, haven't enjoyed a fair living.”
“I won't stay silent," Farel looked at me with a cynical look.
“Anyone can't approach you!” He said in a loud voice.
"Then what do you want to do?"
My cheeks started to get hot and my voice sounded vibrating, wanting to yell at him and drive him away from my life.
“I can not be close to men, but you are free to bring women to the hotel. What cuteness did you create for me? we have nothing to do with it, I've explained it to you over and over again. I don't care if you take a woman or a woman with ten gus, I won't take care of her, because I assume, I have no right to take care of your life, because we have no relationship."
"You should also be mature and do things the way I do. I'm tired of talking about it, it's again.”
“Listen, I don't care what you think of me, but I think that you belong to my future wife. About the woman I was with, she's my friend's little sister who happens to like me. But I'm not interested in him. Right now, I'm only interested in you,” Farel said casually.
I want to go back to work and apologize to Bayu, because of Farel's attitude.
"I'm just curious and meli-”
"Well, we'll talk again, Mr. Farel, but I'll work today, I'm very busy."
"I'm sure you'll run away again. I came all the way here just for you, Ririn.”
Once again my life is back in chaos at this time. I was confused by Farel's attitude
“I don't care who you come for and for what? I just want to work again. I stood up, ready to go to work, and suddenly Farel's hand pulled on my arm, trying to hold me back from staying with him.
I threw Farel's hand violently. But, having lost balance and the floor slippery, I almost fell backwards, swiftly pulling my hand towards him. I couldn't dodge, my stomach bumped into his face and both Farel's hands hugged my waist.
I stared with my eyes glaring, as the little creature in my stomach kicked Farel's face which happened to be stuck on this mound of stomach, I wanted to retreat, but, Farel's hands hugged this waist, getting tighter, tighter, he felt an active kick and movement from inside my stomach.
‘What I have to do in vain I have hidden my pregnancy to her, it is impossible, if she does not feel the small movements of the utun who is in this stomach’.
“Pak Farel please let go! there are a lot of people looking at you,” said pushing his shoulders. Instead of letting go, he tightened his hold and pointed his cheek at my stomach. I could feel the warm liquid soaking up the clothes. I can't see what the tears are from Farel's eyes or snot.
Farel must have known, clearly, that I was pregnant. As a doctor, she must have guessed my gestational age and she knew very well that the fetus in my womb was her child.
“Why ….? Why would you lie to me again? have you never considered me a human being?” ask Farel. He revealed the uniform I was wearing, and then directed his lips to this belly, I could feel Farel's lips touching the skin of this part of the belly. “ He is still there turns out,” said Farel.
My body immediately stiffened and tensed, feeling my hair all over this body shudder, as Farel kissed the mound on my stomach.
“I want to go to the bathroom please let go,” said I want to break away, from Farel's tight hold.
Farel did not let go, his face turned pale, because he was finally able to touch this stomach directly, making sure myself that if I was really pregnant, the desire finally succeeded, because from yesterday, since, she's been trying to touch this belly, see if I'm pregnant or not.
However, every time he approached, I always dodged, even threatening him to throw his head if he approached.
“Let it be like this, I have even willingly died, after knowing it, why are you so willing to do it to me?” farel said still hugging my waist.
“Detach Mr. Farel, I want to go to the bathroom, you don't want me to wet the bed here, right?”
He took his hand off this body. Farel has found me on this island and already knows the truth, I feel my life is in danger again, the brother will not let me go.
She wouldn't let me live, when she found out I was pregnant, she still thought, that the child I bear was Mas Virto's.
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