Love For The Actor

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After visiting and revealing this heart, to mother's grave, I went home.

“Kok, fast bangat Mbak?” asked the driver as we left the funeral.

“No sir he's dead, we can what?” I said while closing the car door.

“Don't read the verses of the Qur'an first, to his mother”

“I can not read the Quran Pak”

“Mbak Islam' right?”

My emotions peaked when, he questioned my religion.

“What do you mean ask about my beliefs, my beliefs my rights,” I said in an angry tone.

“Sorry Ma'am, I do not mean to judge about the belief of Mbak, as Muslims I only remind you of the goods earlier Mbak forgot, carrying the Koran, if forgotten, I can loan it I mean Mbak”

“I can not pay and I also can not pray. My dead mother never taught me,” I said with an annoyed grunt.

It seemed like his father was surprised by my words, feeling guilty for offending. Sometimes, small things, can be a big problem, if the heart and mind are struggling.

“Mbak Sorry,” he said later

I just kept quiet. Along the way to an inn, in the car became quiet. Arriving at the hotel, I paid more and went out in silence, what the father said might have been true, only the situation was not right.

I purposely changed hotels, for me to stay, so that I could not be found.

After getting a room for me to live in, in the room, the sadness again tormented this soul, I did not know what to do.

I need Farel to pour out all this grief, I know, maybe he's going through the same thing. Perhaps the man also felt the sadness of losing his eyes and thinking about his son.

I thought if I could meet him and tell him about his son, he would be so happy, that's what I was thinking back then.

"Farel would be very happy if he knew the son was born. He would be very happy if I showed you pictures of his handsome son ,” I said encouraging myself, rubbing your tears with roughness, trying to forget about the departure of mother.

When I thought about how to meet Farel, my phone rang, I grabbed the white flat object from the nightstand.

Dr. Sinta ….

“Iya Doc?”

“Rin, where are you?” ask the beautiful doctor on the other end of the phone.

‘ What happened to Haikal?’ I asked in my heart, holding my breath before answering Dr. Sinta's.

Nowadays anything is so easy to scare me.

“I'm at the hotel Doc, why ..?” ask me with a vibrating voice.

“Iya geez Rin, I'm so sorry”

“What is Haikal okay?” ask again.

“He's good, I'm going to Jakarta, suddenly my senior doctor asked me to come there, to help him for surgery tonight. We meet there, I have arrived at the airport, do not go anywhere, remain careful,” said Dr. Santi.

The beautiful woman knew all about my life and she was also acquainted with the Farel family. So when he told me about my life, he was also very worried because he knew how the rich man acted.

“Alright Doc, come, I'm waiting for you here,”myujar, I sent him the address of the hotel location.

“Good, do not go anywhere yes, everything you need just order to the room,” he said the end of the phone warned, like a brother reminded his sister.

“Good Dok”

Waiting for Doctor Sinta for about two hours, at noon the long haired woman finally arrived. Carrying a black bag in his hand.

“I'm hungry Rin, let's eat,” he said putting his tote bag on the bed washing his hands and preparing the food he brought, arranging it on the table.

As if he knew I hadn't had lunch yet, it's true I haven't eaten. There was not even a appetite, this thought was only on my mother, regret made this chest feel very tight. If time could be turned if I could be given a chance to say sorry to my mother, I would prostrate at her feet as my apology. But that is the natural law of Regret always comes too late.

I understand the pain of losing someone nearby, I felt sad when Grandma Farel died, it turns out I felt even more sad when my mother died.

“I'm not hungry Doc, I feel my chest is very sick, I never expected it to be this sick, while in stay by him, I never thought it would be, and I used to tell her that I wouldn't feel sad if she died, even when I was young, often telling me it was better to die than to live to be troublesome, I wasn't given a chance to apologize Doc" I said at length.

“All humans will die Rin, only, different ways and times, we who are still alive, will better prepare for the next pick-up. I understand the meaning of the loss long before you Rin, you can imagine in the near future I lost three people I love because of my actions,” he said later, along with confiding in his life.

“This is very heavy Doc, I need him, I have to meet him, so that the burden in this heart can be reduced, I want to be crazy to keep all the taste in this heart. I need Farel ... for my friend to share,” my word suddenly misses the father of Haikal.

“Rin, didn't you say that he wanted to marry his fiancee. Then what if you're married. Will you be able to hear that? I'm sure in a situation like this, you better calm yourself down”

“But, this heart says no Doc, I'm sure, he wants, I want to, I'm with his son, because all this time I can see that he really wants his son, he wants his son, I'm sure he's also very happy if he finds out his handsome son is born, I need him Doc is currently”

“Honestly, I'm very worried, but it's okay. But I'll help you, tomorrow I'll have an operation at your husband's place of duty, when I check. There was Farel Taslan's name there. That's why I immediately called you earlier, my intention was I who met him tell about you and your son

“No Doc, let me meet him directly, let me say it personally”

“Alright, I will help you, incidentally my brother is also an admistration section there. But must eat first, let you have energy,” said Dr. Sinta is attentive.

“Good Doc,” said I have a little spirit of life, I am very excited when I want to meet Farel, I want to tell him everything, I am sure by telling and sharing stories with him the burden on my shoulders, I want to tell him everything, will decrease. I hope Farel feels the same way I do.

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