Love For The Actor
The more you force me, the more I hate
PART 43'S
The More You Force The More I Hate
The more Farel forced and demeaned me
the more I hate him.
Love does not hurt, it protects and makes the couple feel comfortable, not even depressed.
Farel had always considered me inferior, only to think of a woman carrying a baby pouch for him. He never thought I was worthy of love, that's what I saw from him, so don't blame this if you always refuse him.
I saw he just wanted to finish the obsession.
Want to prove that he can get what he wants, with the power he has. Isn't that arrogance?
How could I give myself, my love in the wrong place again.
“I will prove that you can know in front of me,” said Farel haughtily, "you don't know, there is not a single woman who escaped my grasp,” he said again.
“Do what you want to do Mr. Farel, and I'm sure of what I do,”.
Farel left me and he walked to the shore, stood staring at the expanse of the sea, he still looked very angry.
“I wouldn't be this stubborn either, Farel, if you had a little love for me, but you always forced me to marry you, for your brother's sake.
I am a woman who failed in marriage, even still leaving wounds that I have not been able to heal until now.
Now, you come offering the same wound.
A marriage without love.
How do I accept that? I can't,” I murmured slowly, my eyes still staring at Farel who was still standing by the beach.
I didn't want the broken glass to hurt someone else's leg, so I decided to clean it, as I picked up the broken glass Farel held my hand.
“Already stop, later there will be workers who will clean it"
“It's okay, this is a little Mr. Farel, pity his father later to step on because he did not see,” I said picking up broken glass.
“You care about others. But you never cared about me. Wh why?am I not a human in front of you?”
“Pak Farel, please don't start again, I'm tired”
“You're tired, but I'm almost crazy Ririn …!
Because dealing with a stubborn woman like you. I desperately asked you to marry me, but instead you chose Bayu, you always put distance with me, but you let the baby hold your hand, even let it touch my son!
With Bayu you can laugh and joke. But to me .. You always thought I was a scary demon, it made me angry.
Hear that!I won't lose to a lowly man like him”
“Love can not be forced Mr. Farel, as well as the feeling, I have never loved you, I have repeatedly said that. Please understand"
“Do you want to say, if you love that skinny Bayu?”
“I didn't say I loved him, but I chose him to be my husband and preferred him to be the father of my son”
“Whataa?” Farel looked at me with glaring eyes. “I will kill the man, then, don't blame me”
“Pak Farel don't be like that. My father asked me and I answered. But don't hurt Bayu, he's not wrong anything, I told you I asked him, to marry me”
“You rest here only, I want to go” Farel rush out.
“Pak Farel, where to go, do not like that. Bayu is not wrong, my”kata yelled at Farel, he pulled out his car and left me in his village.
I went back inside the Villa, picked up my bag and mobile phone, I wanted to catch up with Farel, but this time the unlucky Nasip came up to me, when he wanted to book a vehicle based on that app, he said,
it turns out that the phone Bayu gave me to use, ran out of power.
I decided to go back inside the villa, charge my phone, while waiting, I lay my body in bed, my brain thought of Bayu, thinking about what Farel would do to him. My brain is tired of thinking and falling asleep.
The knock on the door woke me up.
Tok ... Tok …!
“Non!”
“Iya, who?”
“This is Bi Uti,” said the fat woman from behind the door, the mother and her husband who are in charge of caring for the Farel family villa.
I dragged my footsteps with my eyes half-open, my consciousness not yet fully gathered, as it was awakened while sleeping soundly.
“Why Bi?”
“Mas Farel, have Bibi make dinner for Non, would like to eat here, what in the kitchen Non?”
“Ha, night? It's already night Bi?” I was surprised, staring at the clock hanging in the room.”
Oh it's seven o'clock at night, how's this, I have to go”
“Non went where it was last night, Mas Farel advised to keep Non Ririn,” said Bi Utin patiently.
“Pak Farel what message Bi?”manya curious.
“He asked Bibi to take care of Non Ririn tonight”
Seeing that Aunt Uti's scared face made me feel sorry, she would have been afraid of getting angry with Farel if I had left the villa that night.
“Alright, let's have dinner Bi, my friend, I'll sleep here tonight.” I give in, I don't want everyone to get in trouble because of me. I hope Bayu is okay.
Balinese.
At 07:00 WIB.
I went to work from the villa with Bu Uti's husband, when I arrived, this heart was not calm, because all the hotel employees' eyes looked at me with a look of intimidation.
‘This must be because of yesterday’ incident, I said in my heart, choosing to be calm, even though this heart is actually shriveled, like crackers in water flush.
All the hotel employees seemed to be gathered in one meeting hall, I don't know exactly, what happened.
All employees are welcome to sit down, before long the president of the hotel stands on the podium which will read the announcement.
However, when Farel Taslan stood up, I felt something was wrong. Bayu also came and sat down beside me.
“Pak Bayu sorry, you got nothing?”
He nodded small, his attitude seemed to change
'What else will this man do, if he wants to announce that there is a virus in this hotel, then the hotel will be closed' I cradle everything that will happen, he said, with a heartbeat that is increasingly hunting.
"Alright, we just start the show, first I want to announce the new Director of this hotel, now, I leave it to Mr. Farel Taslan," said the hotel owner who was none other, he's the husband of the doctor's mother who hired me.
‘What the fuck is this …! He works as a director at a hotel, for what? To fire Bayu? You are cruel, Doctor, if you do it, ' I said in my heart.
My eyes looked at Bayu, this time his face looked even more sad.
“Geez, what have I done, because I Pak Bayu got trouble”
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