Love For The Actor

Meet an ex-lover

Three days stay at Villa Farel, tomorrow I decided to go to work.

When morning came, the nose smelled a very good smell, after bathing and was neat, I came out, on the table was available a mouthful of appetizing morning absorption.

"Let's sit down, we'll absorb"

“I'll go to work first, later the absorption at the hotel,” I said no taste.

“Eat first, later we will leave with”

I sat scooping a fruit salad in bangkok choosing silence, my world felt darker, not knowing which way to walk.

Sajian said it was the same as eating at a restaurant.

"When I lived in Germany, I cooked by myself, because the cuisine there was not the same as my taste,” told me without me asking.

I just nodded small and focused back to the food in the dish.

“Do you feel something that hurts?” Farel asked, looking at me

"No, thanks, for the food I leave first.” Stand up to go to work.

“Eh wait ... Drink also milk in a glass," he said when I finished eating fruit salad.

“I don't like drinking chocolate flavored pregnant milk, it makes me nause”

"Just drink it, polad acid is great for him and it won't make you nauseous"

Although the stomach was about to explode due to too much absorption, I drank

I didn't want to invite trouble, so what Farel ordered at that time, I obeyed him. I held my breath with my face reddened by the nausea. It makes me want to die.

“Iya already, do not be forced if you want to vomit,” pinta Farel when I force drink as ordered.

“What's wrong with you why just shut up from yesterday”

“There is nothing Mr. Farel, just relax I will take care of him for you, I leave for work”

“We leave together, wait for me to change clothes”

“No need that the vehicle has come, I go first, see you at hotel” Leaving Farel who is still standing looking at me.

**

Living one roof with Farel made the feeling go awry, on one side there was a sense of pleasure because there was a protecting while pregnant, but sometimes I felt scared

this brain just keeps thinking about how if that woman came and found me with her sister pregnant.

That morning since leaving from Villa Farel I had no passion for work, when I arrived at the hotel, I chose to calm my mind, away from Farel away from work, I walked down the beach taking off my shoes and rolling my pants up to my knees.

Walking by the beach, my stomach is getting bigger now the age of the fetus that I carry already want to enter the road six months, it is my habit if pregnant is always big, good this time, good this time, it's only been six months but it's been like seven months.

As my pregnancy grew more and more erratic, I needed Farel by my side as the father of the fetus I was carrying. However, I don't want to be tied up with one wedding.

Walking towards one cafe a little far from the hotel, still by the beach, the intention of the heart wants to calm down, just wanted to sit down. But the figure I wanted to avoid and wanted to stay away from right now was looking at me with a gawking look.

'Yes, geez what will happen this time' I said deeply.

This body almost overlaps, if I don't hold the side of the cafe table, he stands up and approaches, my face feels burning and this heart beats apat.

"Ririn!?" His scanning eyes looked at me of course with a probing gaze, looking from the tip of the foot to the top of the head and lastly looking at my enlarged belly.

"M-mas Virto," I stammered.

He chuckled like a grinning laugh, my soul thrashing, feeling contemptible even from the trash.

But when I saw her, I wanted to hug her I wanted to cry in her arms, I needed someone to make me a place to cry.

Meeting him under these circumstances, was embarrassing for me.

"Well," I said, spontaneously covering my stomach with the scarf I was holding.

The atmosphere grew even more awkward, as all eyes inside the cafe were on the two of us.

"Do you want us to talk outside?" Virto glanced at the beach.

"All right, I can"

Walking out of the cafe, he walked in front and I followed behind.

I don't know what happened to my heart, when I saw it right now, there's a part of my heart that feels really good when I see Virto.

The man who loved me so much in the past, just the place and the way we loved each other, the wrong way, he was someone else's husband. Through five years with her, she left behind many unforgettable memories both bad memories and sweet memories.

His attention and the way he loves me, though sometimes rude, but it happens when he is jealous. Maybe that love, I won't get from any man, other than Virto. But right now, none of that will happen again.

"Are you married? asked Mas Virto as we stood by the beach.

The question made him suddenly want to faint, looking at Virto with a doubtful look.

"Darling ...! why are you here?" Farel suddenly came to hold my hand and acted that I was his wife.

"What's? You married Farel?" ask Virto.

"Yes, she's pregnant with my son, why did Mas come here?” Farel stared intently at his sister-in-law.

'Oh, what a bad thing this is, what I have to say, I don't like this kind of thing' I said in my heart, I don't know how to deal with the current situation.

Virto's eyes looked at me with a very disappointed look, especially when he found out, I was pregnant with the child of his sister-in-law.

I know he must have thought that I did it on purpose. Looking at that sharpening cynical gaze, it made me want to disappear forever from this world.

"When are you married?" Virto hasn't taken his eyes off me.

Seeing her in a police uniform made her very gallant and dignified, wanting me to hug her spilling all the trouble I faced her.

‘Ah, I miss you so much Mas’ I said in my heart.

"We were married half a year ago" Farel told a lie, clearly we both didn't use wedding rings.

"Oh, it's new, but none of you wear a ring" Virto said, probing both of us.

"Oh, I left during the shower earlier ….Sorry today, we have a meeting so it can't be long" said Farel pulling my hand away from Virto who still looks silent.

Farel led me away from Virto, I was like a buffalo that had been stabbed in the nose, just kept quiet and according to when Virto's brother-in-law pulled my hand and took me back to the hotel.

"What's wrong with you?” Farel again intimidated with his gaze.

My tongue feels stiff, even just answer yes and no, not able to do just silence.

I was surprised to see Virto not only that, even he saw me pregnant with a child from his sister-in-law, my brain was still on him.

Looking at Virto's gaze earlier, I know, he was very angry and very disappointed. Long time with him made me know many things about Virto, one of them, if he rubs his nose with fingers, it means he is angry.

‘How to deal with this situation? Why do I have to see Virto again?

Seriate

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