Love For The Actor

My husband cheated on me with a friend

We're still at the mall, though,

Dimas, offer this-that's to me but, I don't want to accept it, enough children's needs are met, most importantly the needs of both of their schools.

For me at that time, the most important thing because it was Dimas' responsibility as a father of children, sometimes felt uncomfortable when Virto bought my children's school needs. But, how else to survive in this harsh world, I had to throw away prestige and shame.

“Jeny hungry, eat first come,” persuade Jeny when we want to go home, second hand filled with shopping items.

“I'm also hungry,” said the eldest, taking hold of the stomach.

“Alright, we eat first, we eat where?” tanya Dimas looked at Damar and Jeny alternately, if I look at me I do not want to talk, let the children choose, where they eat.

“It." Damar pointed to the place to eat with fast food with the parent logo.

Our relationship with the children and their father made me forget the Mas Virto chat message that I had not yet replied to, I did not want to ruin their happy day, I ignored the cell phone in the bag, most unfortunately his phone died because lowbet did not realize because it was too late in the fun of children.

Seeing them rejoice inexplicably this heart was so sad, because Dimas and I felt that they had taken their happiness, what I felt when I was a child, now my son.

Once, I was a kid, I saw my mom become a mistress of married men, and now those kids have to look at me like that and feel what I felt first.

Sometimes I ask in my heart;

'Is that bad destiny also a descendant?'

Because my mother told me she was also a victim of broken home, I always wished my children did not suffer the fate of life that I experienced, when I saw the beautiful Jeny.

‘Will Jeny be like me? I hope no longer, I hope my beautiful daughter gets a better life’ I said in my heart.

Seeing the two of them seem happy because the four of us were able to get together, reminded me of Dimas's invitation to refer back on the grounds for the sake of the children. However, this heart has not been able to forgive what Dimas did at that time, he had an affair with a good friend of mine, a friend that I had considered to be his own sister.

I feed him and I let him stay in our house at that time and I work as a motorcycle SPG, all his needs I bear because he just came from the village and did not have income. But my kindness was met with betrayal. The woman I helped, slept with my husband in our bed.

‘I was like helping a dog that was flinched, when he was helped, he even bit’

Flashbacks

About my husband's affair with my best friend.

At that time I just came home at night, actually I was assigned until night shift until morning . But because of a change in my schedule I canceled the night shift, and maybe this is God's way of showing the rottenness of my best friend and husband.

It was late at night, not wanting to wake the children and the husband, so decided to open the back door slowly afraid to wake the children.

However, just as I was about to enter my room of interview, the sound******* was boisterous from our room with Dimas.

In panic I opened the door.

These eyes widened in shock, Dimas was piercing the body of the woman I helped, my best friend, my childhood friend.

“Oh! What are you doing?” I screamed in anger at that moment.

“A-a-a Tea.” He pulled a blanket to cover his body.

But this time it was also her who pushed me into the deepening mud, I was depressed at the thought of the affair of my husband and my best friend, to be able to treat the pain, I returned to my night world, I was, even worse, in one night I could serve three striped-nose men and peddle myself to various moneyed men.

But my class was high, I didn't want to date an ordinary guy who only paid for hundreds of thousands of bookings one night. But I chose an over-the-top target that could suffice my life in one month just one date.

After months of going through life so madly and freely, Dimas finally agrees to separate.

Child custody fell into my hands, but he would give rations every month, after separation instead of getting better and worse, the children became displaced, and the children became stranded, fortunately, there was a mother who was willing to take good care of my two children.

Sometimes I get tired of asking God, I always ask why my life is always bitter and never happy since childhood has suffered, even the old also continue to suffer. But who can resist fate, who knows the man I once was proud of promised me only as a mistress.

Virto the man I was so grateful to know, he was always there when I needed him. But this time I'm bored, I'm tired of being his servant, I want to live a normal life, I want to live with people who want to accept me for who I am and make me a legitimate wife, not the comfort woman.

I was just daydreaming with blank eyes, seeing young couples holding hands with feeling . Reminds me of Dimas when I was together.

Dimas glanced at me as if he knew what I was thinking, The night is getting late but the children do not want to be invited to go home, I ended up spending one day with my ex-husband and kids at the mall.

“Don't mostly daydream, you'll catch up, ”ujar Dimas looks at me with a smile

“Not Aa business,” I said reply, seeing him sometimes makes me hurt.

“You are always adorable when you are angry again, what is there from earlier manyun keep’.

“I said it's none of Aa's business, I stand up want to find the atmosphere, be in the mall from morning until

“Kids still want to stay at home he said, how?”

“Good.”

“Do you not want to stay at home too?”

“Do not expect.”

“Yakin? Intar if you suddenly want to stay back with me how?”

“Not going,” I said firmly.

Sleeping with my ex-husband was a big mistake and a stupidity I committed that got my life into big trouble.

Ting …!

My cell phone's ringing.

I ignored him because a friend invited me down to the dance floor, the effect of drinking two glasses made me unable to control myself.

Squeezing the body to the rhythm of music that echoed in the room of the night we came, I just want to have fun forget all the burdens of the mind, tomorrow let me think of tomorrow as well.

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