Love For The Actor

It didn't go according to plan

Doesn't Go As Planned

Walking for almost an hour through the forest, we finally arrived at the edge of the forest.

"What's the sound of a car?"I'm excited, I'm starving.

"Looks not, it's still on the edge of the forest, we have to walk up that hill, go slowly, I'll hold your hand.”

Farel dropped me off his car, when he heard that I was near the highway, but had to climb up the hill.

With the heavy struggle we were finally able to go through all the obstacles.

"I'm hungry" I said, holding my stomach. "From last night haven't eaten." I sit.

"Didn't those criminals feed you?"farel asked with a concerned look

"No, let alone feed, give no drink also not”

"Do you feel something hurt ... I mean is he still moving.” Farel looked at this stomach.

“Don't worry we're fine.

“Rin, why did you do it to me? I mean why did you say that you miscarried, even though you were still pregnant”

“I don't want to discuss about my son”

“Do you think it's just your son?” Farel's face hardened.

“Do not discuss about him, you are not entitled”

“Whataa …? Not worth your word?

Why why can it be so”

“Because you have no relationship with him”

“You will not get pregnant if I do not impregnate you!”Shouted Farel.

“Iya I know, just consider it an accident and you are not entitled”

“What the hell is wrong with you?

Why are you so weird?

I'll take responsibility, why don't you want to?” farel asked, this time his face looked black.

“Because I never liked you and I hate you so much, I feel exhausted.

Farel turned his body, he was seen several times exhaling short breaths from his mouth.

“But he's my flesh and blood,” Farel said in a soft voice.

“Do you see that flying bird, it will defecate here, in this forest and from its feces will grow plants. Do you think the plant that grows will belong to that bird?”

“Whataa …? you liken me to a bird? I'm not a bird, I'm not an animal, I'm a human, you humbled me”

“Iya let's just say you poop in my body, wasn't that night you fucked me to punish me, just assume you managed to do it”

“Then what do you want to do now?” Farel looked at me with a look of despair.

“If I were alive out of this forest, I would go and raise this child alone”

“I promised you I'd protect you both, why don't you trust me!”

“I don't trust anyone else in this world, I don't have anyone I can trust.

Trusting someone is why my life is the way it is today.

I believe in my ex-husband, it turns out that he cheated on my best friend, I believe in my best friend Irena, it turns out that he set me up, made me pregnant like this, I believe my mother's words turned out to be lying to me, he said Mas Virto didn't have a wife yet, asked me to stay with him, in fact, I became the third person for someone's household.

So don't ask me that, because I won't be able to anymore,” I said weakly.

“Tell me what to do, so you can forgive me, but don't ask me to leave you, Please.”

“Why? Am I not worthy?”

“Because I never liked Bapak”

“Can't you give up for her”

“I can take care of it, don't worry”

Arguing with Farel made my stomach cramp, plus the more excruciating hunger, Farel seemed to run out of words, he chose silence, the atmosphere became silent, my words made him mute.

Not wanting to starve to death, when my eyes look right left, see what is worth eating, it turns out nature is still good, accidentally my eyes find the fruit of the ripened ciplukan, which is ripe, the yellowish fruit made my heart very happy, like a piece of gold.

Picking all the ripe fruit, eating it very greedily, because the hunger that I feel makes the fruit cipukan so taste good, beyond the sweetness of the apple, even fresher than the grapes though, and even more delicious, at least that's how I felt at the time. Even to pick up those that fall on the ground.

“What you eat, do not eat fruit carelessly from the forest, it could be dangerous for your baby,” said Farel he came closer and squatted to see the tree.

“City people like you will not know what this fruit is sir, take it easy, this fruit I have been eating since I was a child”

“Can't we don't have to argue”

“Alright, I won't do it,” replied I ate it voraciously.

Farel tried to pluck one fruit seed as big as a marble, then put it in his mouth, his face looked strange when tasting.

“This is the fruit of physalis angulata, if in the language of medicine, this is a lot of benefits for the heart, asthma, lower high blood pressure, in Germany this is expensive,”ujar Farel melted the small fruit, from his mouth.

“Maybe many health benefits, but at the moment, the benefits are only one for me, to satiate my starving stomach, and here can be for free in the garden,”.

I ate it voraciously, not caring about Farel's gaze looking at me with a look of pity, he also helped pluck and gave it to me.

“You are hungry, wait here, I will find food for you”

“This is Pak Farel forest, here there is no mall or supermarket”

“Indeed who said here there is a mall who is Mother Ririn ..?” Farel was very upset, when I said that.

“I think the son of a rich man like you, will not be able to find food in the forest like this Mr. Farel, it's okay, don't bother, I'm full”

“Listen, I don't like anyone who underestimates me, even if it's you!” He clenched his hand tightly.

“I don't underestimate Father , just remind me”

“Do you hate that to me?”

“Entah, I do not have the right to hate someone and even then I will not put on others, I just want to make peace with the destiny of life”

“I also don't want this to happen Rin, stop punishing me.” Farel squeezed his hand.

“Yes, it may not be according to the revenge plan you want”

Farel was silent, he bit his lower lip his shoulder seemed to go up and down holding back the feeling.

“I just want you not to disturb my sister's household back then”

“I know.

You came all the way from Germany to punish me. I think I've got it sir, pregnant without a husband, a disgrace so shameful, if my mother finds out, maybe she'll be cursing me all out and smearing this hair.

My ex-husband will laugh at my embarrassing situation, nor will I dare to meet my children during my bunting, perhaps I will disappear from them all, for at least nine months.

You have succeeded in punishing me,” said I try to be calm.

“I never punished Ririn, I just wanted to put you where I should have just wanted-”

“Removed me, yes’ right?”

“No, just wanted to ask you not to disturb their family,” Farel said in a soft voice.

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