Love For The Actor

You're my wife

“Yes when you left the house, that night, after I got away from those thugs, I looked for you everywhere, from night even to morning, around all the places, I looked for you, I'm exhausted from looking for you and having a single accident. I was exhausted, then hit the road barrier and my car plunged off the bridge at Senen Central Jakarta. So don't you ever think, don't do anything for you Rin, I also almost lost my life and I was almost a year in the hospital to get recovery. Can't you trust me yet?”

“You never married?” my question is, investigate Farel.

“You don't trust me?”

“Don't ask me such a thing Farel”my heart with a cynical face.

“Alright, this is check,” said Farel gave his wallet, without shame, I opened the contents of the wallet and searched everything, photos in his wallet, photos of me and him when I was pregnant Haikal.

“Well, check everything, I will also not wear this if I am married ” said Farel showed his fingers, he showed a wedding ring embedded in his ring finger.

“Ha …! You lie, you just wore it on the plane I didn't see it,” I said glaring in protest.

“Ririn, did you know your husband is a doctor? If we go into the surgical room where the ring can be used, so I wear it on this necklace,” said Farel pointed at the necklace that was used.

“Oh”

“Ah ..Oh ... Ah ...OH! Where's your ring?” farel asked glaring at me.

“I forgot, maybe I lost it. Where ya?” I try to remember.

“I expected you would do that,” said Farel.

His eyes looked at me with a cynical look.

Every time I look at those eyes, it reminds me of the handsome Haikal, Farel's eyes are exactly what Haikal had. The more I looked at it, the more similar they were, like a betel on the other side, even a small mole under the nose did not escape, joined in the same direction as his son, not wanting to leave even a hint of his father's good looks.

People say, if his son looks like his father, it means that his husband is very in love with his wife.

‘Ah, this handsome man's time of love died to me on what basis?’ I asked in my heart, remembering those words I smiled a little

'How will he react when Farel meets his son?’ my question is in my heart.

“Why are you smiling?” Farel asked looking at me with both ends of those eyebrows, meeting each other.

“Ah, no, I was just trying to remember my ring .. It seems, I sold”

“Ckkk base , wedding rings alone are worthless to you, what else am I,” said Farel averted his face.

"When you ran away that day, I looked for you everywhere from the night I met in the morning and saw you again without eating anything, I always thought you were passed out on the street, I looked everywhere. Until the accident happened, I was almost a year to recover" Farel said. My heart felt sad when I heard all Farel's stories.

"I was just afraid to die back then" I said in search of self-defense.

"That was my behavior, that's what drove me almost crazy back then, I didn't know what to do. One side he's my brother on one side again there's you and my son.”

I just kept quiet to hear all Farel's explanations.

“But believe me it will not happen again,” Farel said in a heavy voice, his face looking cloudy.

"How are you doing with your brother?"ask me to vent.

His face was very sad when he heard my question.

"He was calm and happy"

"Oh, thank God that he's happy, I don't feel guilty anymore" I said sincerely.

"He left this world because of me" Farel said with tears in his eyes.

"What ...!?" my heart seemed to want to jump from the chest cavity hearing that from Farel.

"Yes, he has chosen his own way of life'

"You mean your brother died?" I asked with my body shaking, I really did not know that Marisa was dead, Virto also never told me when he came to Paris.

"Yes, he killed himself, because of me. I blamed him and accused him of causing you to leave and causing you to die,  I also do not know how exactly, those who told me,” said Farel, he turned his face to hold the sad feeling. It is natural that he feels sad. I was really surprised to hear that.

I looked down, and felt Farel's sorrow, though I hated Marisa so much, but there was no intention of mine and this heart's desire, for her to suffer such a tragic fate. According to Farel's confession his brother shot him in the head using a gun belonging to Farel's father. Feeling guilty because he died because he, he also felt guilty when he saw Farel lying in a coma in the hospital.  All the families blamed him. In the end he chose that tragic way of life.

It is inconceivable what my father-in-law felt, seeing his daughter die using his weapon and seeing one of his sons lying in a coma in the hospital and having previously buried his mother. That means that in the brackets of a few days there were two people who died at Farel's house at that time.

I can't speak anymore. ' O Allah, it ends up like this too, Sorry, calm down in your nature’ I said in my heart.

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Farel was lying in his hotel bed again, he did not even want to see his brother and did not want to go to the hospital. Now I'm thinking about how I can get him to

hospital so he can get a doctor's treatment.

"What hurts?" my many.

"No, this is the one that hurts" said Farel pointing to his own chest. "My heart hurts when you leave me, my life is ruined, Rin'

"Is the wound severe?" ask again.

She smiled a little, not answering my question. But as my eyes looked more clearly, there were many bruises on his body. 'What's this? is it bad?' I asked in my heart, at once this heart ached when I saw the scar on Farel's shoulder

"Sleep with me, come here" said Farel, patting a pillow on his side of the bed.

"Tell me, what's the pain? don't worry me."

"I'm dying Rin, I'm in pain, but the pain is not comparable when you leave me”

I sat on the side of the bed looking at Farel's face trying to find the truth through his gaze, the brown-colored eyeballs looked so tender, but no matter how much I looked, I found out, I never found the truth through his eyes.

"What about?" I asked, obeying his will I lay beside Farel.

"The accident that day, breaking my spine and having to put pen on, whenever I feel tired and move actively the pen will shift I feel very sick"

"So those injections are for pain relief?" I asked, because before we left Paris, he injected something into his body.

"Yes, long-term wearers are not good, but I'm ..ah come, let's sleep with me, maybe tomorrow - tomorrow I won't sleep with you anymore, ' Farel said to make me speechless.

"Are you seriously ill? please tell me?"

"I'll say it if you want to sleep with me"

“Let's go to the hospital, we'll see your son, as long as you want surgery,” I said looking at him with a serious look, I think, already when I revealed about his son.

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